Thinking.
On the floor sobbing, I thought I thought about how much I wasted my time, my life I thought about how much I wanted this damn job. How I'd fantasize about running away and becoming a detective. How when I ran away, when I finally got away, I dreamed of a life much different than the one I lived. How I was so determined to get a better life.
Now look. I'm on the floor of my office, sobbing. Breaking. Breaking like I once did all those years ago. Breaking like I once did after they screamed at me, screamed at me each day.