Dreams

I hate these nightmares. I hate them so fucking much. Especially because Rowan is forced along with me. It feels like I'm burdening her even when we're asleep. This shit sucks. I don't want to deal with my memories. I don't want Rowan to deal with me dealing with my memories. Ash and Rowan shouldn't have to deal with me. They really shouldn't. I know they'd be much better off without me, so why do I stay?.. I guess I'm too attached.

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Pub: 31 Oct 2022 17:36 UTC
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