Guilt

I hate this stupid feeling. I hate it so much. Why won't that memory leave? Why won't I stop thinking about him? I just want it to leave. I mean, I'll never get closure. I'll never stop feeling guilty. He'll always be dead, he'll never come back, and because of that, I'll always feel guilty.

Guilty that I was a bad friend A bad person. A bad everything.

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Pub: 11 Oct 2022 17:05 UTC
Edit: 11 Oct 2022 22:37 UTC
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