Breathe

I've noticed something. When I become aware of my breathing, I start to panic. Start to struggle. I don't understand it. I don't. Why does my body have to be like this?.. I hate it. I hate my damn body. I hate how when I'm aware of my breathing I almost start to give up on it. Ugh. I can't. I just can't. I hate all of this. I really do.

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Pub: 03 Nov 2022 00:36 UTC
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