Pain
Fuck. The pain in my leg got worse all of the sudden, I thought it was getting better. I don't have any pain meds left and I'm running out of money. I don't even know if I could get a job at this point. I mean, I'm in so much pain I don't even wanna get up right now, not even with my cane It's a stinging pain, I can barely move sometimes because of it. Ugh. I'm so fucking tired of this pain, so, so fucking tired.
Maybe I should stop trying, stop trying to get over all this pain. Stop trying to survive.