A Sudden Thought

Last night, I had a thought. A thought about him. I started questioning him, his intentions. Was he actually a good friend? Should I be questioning that? I mean, I don't remember him being all that nice to me.

No, I shouldn't be questioning this. He was a good friend. I know this. And I shouldn't be asking these things, it's fucking rude. He deserves better to be called a bad friend of sorts. God, why do I always do this?

Y'know what? I'm the bad friend, I should've been a better friend. Maybe then he'd be alive now.

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Pub: 13 Oct 2022 22:46 UTC
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