'''I stare up at them, blood everywhere.I'm frozen for a moment, staring.'''Ididthat.#That was my fault.'''I didn't mean to. I didn't mean to go that far.I just.''''''I wanted to be safe. I WANT to be safeI'm horrible'''andthen#I ran away. Like a coward.#I couldn't take it.'''The blood from my hornsThey never washed off.They never will.'''