Worthless Worries

I'm scared. I'm worried. They seem so sick, sicker than ever. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm failing zem. Zer getting worse and I've done nothing, nothing to help. I don't want to lose them, I don't. Ze mean so much to me and yet I've done nothing. I'm horrible. I'm absolutely horrible. I'm failing them like I failed her.

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I'm sorry Ash, I'm so fucking sorry. You're getting worse and it's all my fault.

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Pub: 02 Dec 2022 16:54 UTC
Edit: 02 Dec 2022 16:58 UTC
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