DAVES BYI but EXTENDED?!?!?!??!
- I HAVE CLUSTER B DISORDERS AND I AM AUTISTIC
- ok so. as i have stated i have cluster b disorders. which will affect the way i act. i tend to overthink a lot and get upset really easily. i will constantly have iwc or iwec or dniuf in my statuses.......... rarely dniuc unless its smth rlyrly bad or im just Annoyed. i will come off as rude when i am in these states, please note that i do not mean any harm and never mean to hurt anyone.
- i fear you may have to iwcaution most of the time. im sorry.
- as stateedd. i am irritable nowadays and get upset easily nowadays. people who annoy me slightly tend to piss me off. do not act as if we are good friends / close if we dont talk much pleaseee.
- i also can be very possessive over peoplel which is.. really REALLY rare. i am overprotective of my friends, however
- i usually need someone with me when i split or if i am upset.. i usually tend to spiral if someone isn't there to comfort me. you don't have to comfort me when i'm in these states, you can also just send me memes and other funny shit and that could make me feel better. i just need someone around me whenever i am like this.
- i really only open up most to my boyfriend or good/close friends when i am upset... i do open up to people i consider simply as mutuals but please note that i'll leave you on read constantly when i'm upset.
- if i split at someone, i promise you i do not mean it at all. like i've said i never mean to hurt anyone. i will push the person away for an amount of time, depending on how close they are to me. i know this behaviour harms people and i'm trying to better myself up on it
- ALSO FORGOT TO ADD. i have depression. it affects me a Lot and i am constantly suicidal. i never really plan to do it but i do talk abt wanting to kms if things are really bad or i am dissociating. SPEAKING OF ME STRUGGLING WITH DISSOCIATING, i do have derealisation episodes constantly and need reassurance.
- i struggle to see if people genuinely care or like me due to past experiences and because of my disorders
- i am dave miller and glisten.
- what the eff do i put here. so um. ia m NOT a kin nor am i an alter. i would be what poeple call a "da" or "irl" BUT I DONT LIKE THOSE TERMS. I AM ME..
- pleaase dont seperate me from me if we arent good friends or anything like that. if we are mutuals it is Fine (would be appreciated if ya did but idrc) but if we are becoming good friends then i dont like thhaat.
- reality checking does NOT do anything. it jsut makes me slightly upset, i'll block you, i'll probably make fun of you publicly too but like. what do you want..... get a Life. I dont Care if strangers dont refer to me as such. I dont know You.
- i DOOOONT like people who claim to be them/me. alters are okay though because i understand alters cant control their source.
- DONT VENT TO ME WITHOUT MY PERMISSION?????
- HELLO THIS SHOULD BE COMMON KNOWLEDGE??? dont vent to me without permission unless we're close friends or i offer support. DONT DO THAT. I AM NOOOOT YOUR THERAPIST. PLEASE PLEAAAASE DONT DO THIS.......
- i am there to help when i can, js know that. js know that my advice wont be. very helpful nowadays as my sympathy/empathy levels are getting lower. i do not want to lose my empathy and i do care for others. i just struggle showing it.
- but again speaking abt low sympathy, i care lesser for those who arent as close or are just.. mutuals with me. especially if you annoy me. sorry. i only mostly care about my bf, and good/close friends nowadays. i wont be there to help all the time.
- dont flirt with me
- common KNOWLEDGE. DONT FLIRT WITH ME EVEN IF JOKINGLY. i do not find it funny. infact, i find it uncomfortable and annoying.! i will block you if you do this.
- i want u to know. i have a boyfriend as of now . ......... dont DO THAAAT. please DONT FLIRT..
- adding onto shit about my bf, please do not interact if he doesnt like you orif you have BEEF WITH HIM........ do not try to get me to contact him foryou fi you ever do dat shit isnt happenign......
- also i am happily in a relationship with him & im not looking to get into any other romantic relationships... it is very rare that i am looking for someone else romantically. i rarely fall in love romantically with others and the most you can get with me is an alterous relationship.
- do NOT flirt with me unless we are in a qpr or alterous relationship. PLEASE AND THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!
- also please dont make nsfw jokes directed to me unless we're in a romantic relationships
- Some jokes I make are Kind Of offensive.
- i make kys and kms jokes
- i make ricepicker, yellow, dogeater, and ricefield jokes. i am asian dont effing cancel me for ts.
- i use slurs i can reclaim
- i make jokes like "i HATE AUTISTIC PEOPLE!!!" or "i HATE GAY PEOPLE!!!!!"
- i make nsfw jokes occassionally
- IF YOU'RE UNCOMFY PLEASE DO TELL
- i am talkative
- hi yes.. i tend to talk about things that go on my daily life or things that have happened.. or like my interests and shi
- i also tend to talk a lot when i am upset. if someone leaves me on read while i talk a lot i begin to overthink that i am annoying. i constantly need reassurance if i'm annoying or not.
- i also infodump abt things i rlyrly like a LOT.
- i also tend to be obnoxious, as i type in caps constantly and add them into words to exaggerate how i type it (i have got to see this - > i have GOT to see this) or i add extra letters (this is so boring this is SOOOOO boring). i dont tag caps at all. i also add capitals randomly in texts. (hi!! how are you hi!! how are You) i also use exclamation marks, periods, and question marks a lot.
- i like using emoticons and emojis and gifs and reaction photos.
- i'm an atheist
- do i need to elaborate?
- as much as i seem like an asshole here i promise u i am not
- well i can be at times but i promise i never mean to be rude.
- i am trying to be kind..... i am open to making friends. js oomf me up and interact w me!!!!