Oh, but my love, for love, how far would you go?
However far it takes me. My love knows no bounds, and it is the only part of me I wouldn't let go.
Hello there. Well, I do hope you read that hello just now in Obi-Wan's voice so I know that I've found my kin, but if not, don't sweat it either. Here, you can call me Ray or Rei, whichever suits you best. In some universe, I'm a Hufflepuff, then an ex-Sith lady now galaxy wanderer with purple, or sometimes grey lightsaber, while in another a Cabin Seven's resident whose head is forever lost in the clouds, no thanks at all to Apollo.
My identities vary so it can be confusing, but here's my basic information:
she/her | 18↑ | INTP | (sometimes) a writer | EN/ID ok!!
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Before you follow, do know that:
- This is a yume (夢) account, first and foremost. I may occasionally talk about my ocs sometimes, or even interact or create fan contents for my fandoms, but it is quite a rare occasion. Do know that when I post fan contents, I usually do so late at night to avoid it appearing on your timeline frequently, and I won't tag it as yume contents. Feel free to engage as you wish with my fan contents, and if you want to know more about my yumeships, you may search their shipnames on my account.
- I'm a proshipper/profiction. I won't care much about your ships or your contents so long it is fictional. Additionally, my contents usually contain dark and sensitive themes as I use dark fiction as a medium of exploration. Please note that I do not use tags frequently, and sometimes it is not flagged.
- Sometimes I ship some of my oshis that I yume with to another character, so I might also retweet their ship posts every so often.
- An example of that is one of my yumeship: AdaRei (Tohru Adachi x Reine Montgomery). I will retweet fanarts of ShuAda (Persona 4 Protagonist x Tohru Adachi) from time to time.
- Not a spoiler free account from canon medias, and as a shipper, often I have fixed positions/ships that are irreversible unless I said so. I don't mind if you ship the reverse or even like my NOTPs, so long as you don't shove it to my face, and I'd appreciate it if you tell me beforehand about your ship preferences in our mutual fandoms.
- For fellow DC or Batfam fans, please note that I'm an Anti-Alfred Pennyworth, Anti-Bruce Wayne, and Anti-Tim Drake. Do not talk about these characters with me, most of all, do not share the headcanons of their relationships with Jason Todd to me. I may shittalk them sometimes on main as they are the characters who played a vital role in sullying Jason's legacy as a Robin. I won't forbid you from interacting with me, but do be aware of this part.
- To further elaborate, please note that I have nothing against their fans. I just don't like the character; it does not mean that I don't like you.
- Additionally, for fellow DC yumejins, my yume lore with Jason Todd/Red Hood coexists with my dearest friend Kyrielle's yume with Dick Grayson/Nightwing. Her ocsona and mine were half-sisters in our lore and have an intricate and complex relationship with each other. We do not coexist in just an Alternate Universe, but also on the Canon Divergence timeline for our lore. As a result, I will not be accepting of any Dick Grayson/Nightwing yume.
- I do self-inserts only with Ajax/Tartaglia/Childe and Jason Todd/Red Hood. Although I mostly refer to my ocsonas in third person, please see Reine the Overseer/Reine Alicein and Raina Kelana as no one but me. For the record, I'm more like Ray, like myself, when I'm with Jay. With Ajax, I thought of myself as simply a devoted reader of his story.
- I headcanon both Ajax and Jason as aroace. My relationship with Ajax in the Canon-compliant timelines is strictly platonic; only in the Alternate Universe are they romantic. The same goes with Jason, whereas our relationship is strictly (queer)platonic. Do NOT view them as Romantic (the only exception is ReiTaru's AU).
- Additionally, although many ocsonas of mine were named 'Reine', each of them was a different person, with different personalities. You can think of the concept akin to variants (like in the Loki series, where Loki and Sylvie were different, but still two Loki variants). Reine A. Alicein (in ReiTaru) were different from Reine Alicein (in Twin Suns).
- My yume with K' involves my OC's crush on Kyo Kusanagi, although it is not a major part of the lore as the focus is still on the companionship between K' and Honey Leonie (OC).
- I'm no longer accepting yumes with Phainon (HSR), Arisato Minato/Yuki Makoto (P3), Narukami Yu/Seta Souji (P4), Akechi Goro (P5), and Giorno Giovanna (JJBA) for personal reasons. Current mutuals and oshi only are ok!
- I do not do yume with Phainon/Khaslana, but I do love and cherish him deeply and might lovemail him.
- I'm NOT accepting a Kevin Day (AFTG) yumejin, if there is even one other than me, or if you're close with another Kevin Day yume.
- Similarly, I'm very selective to fans and/or readers of AFTG series.
- I also do selfship with my own OC (Tirta, or Tata, as I like to lovingly call him). I think of him as my own boyfriend, so if you're uncomfortable with that, feel free to back out.
- Harshwords (I swore like a sailor), type in capslock when I'm excited, would use 'beb', 'sayang', or other terms of endearment, and spam heart emojis sometimes, so please do tell me if you're uncomfortable with this. I try not to use it often on main, but I may use meme jomok.
- I will slowresp from time to time (life's being a bitch as usual), but I also have low energy, so I may not interact with you frequently at times.
- I'm very bad at 1-on-1 interactions and somewhat anxious, so if I offended you in any way, please do tell me directly about it so I may correct my behavior should you choose to continue befriending me.
- Self-deprecating humor (like, suicidal jokes) and a very low memory capacity—I forget things very easily.
- BUB freely if I thought you weren't quite interested in interacting with me. Feel free to do the same.
- It might take me a while to feel comfortable interacting freely with someone, but I assure you I treasure you.
Do not interact if you're one or any of this:
- Against yumeships in general, or dislike my yumeships.
- 02 voters (for Indonesian yumejins), zionist, queerphobic, religionphobic, generated AI 'art' enabler, minor.
- Can't differentiate between fiction and reality.
- For Genshin fans; you're denial about Ajax/Tartaglia/Childe's importance to the Genshin story, or your headcanons involved him being a flirty 'jamet' playboy, a blood-crazed maniac, a good-for-nothing with money, and a heartless killer. Respectfully, get out.
- You ship or you frequently interact with ZhongChi or TartaLi contents. I am mostly OK with other Childe ships (especially bottom!Childe), but if you ship ZhongChi or TartaLi, I do not want to see their contents (I already had it muted, but just in case). Do inform me beforehand if you ship or frequently interact with those two ships.
- For DC fans; you believe that Willis Todd, Catherine Todd, and Talia al Ghul are bad parents. You reek of classism and racism, and I refuse to interact with any of you.
- Fans of Bruce Wayne/Batman and Joker who denied B's somewhat abusive relationship with BatFam. To elaborate further, I do not hate some of their fans, but I am vehemently opposed to those two characters. I would still love to befriend B's fans, but if you're part of what I said above, please leave.
- You disagree with Red Hood's methods, his way of working, or his symbol overall. Face it, he's done much more to Gotham as a crime lord than whatever the fuck Batman's doing with his inactions to criminals.
- If you're a Jason Todd/Red Hood yumejin, your trope involves 'I can fix him' or trying to get him to stop killing.
- You believe Jason Todd is the angry, reckless Robin. Please, that's Dick Grayson. My Jaybin is a ray of sunshine.
- You believe Pit Madness is real. Seriously? No.
- You believe that Jason Todd is trying to kill Tim Drake at Titan's Tower. Do not disrespect my GOAT Jason like that; if he wanted to kill that basic boy, he would.
- You believe that Jason Todd was trying to get Batman to kill the Joker during their confrontation in Under the Red Hood. Please develop some media literacy; he was giving B options to 1) stay back and let him (Jason) kill the Joker, or 2) kill Jason to prevent him (Jason) from killing the Joker. It makes all the difference.
- You're a big fan of Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent and Bruce Wayne is Trying to be a Good Parent trope. If he was trying, then he's not trying enough. At this point in canon, their relationship is beyond saving. He is Jason's parent when Jay was fifteen and a Robin, but not now.
- You love to reason Bruce's or other heroes' mistakes with "But the children, they yearn for the capes" and shift the blame to the child soldiers, specifically, to the dead Robins, saying that it's their own fault they died. I know full well this is fictional, but your reasoning makes no sense, because who's the adult in the situation? What do a good adult, a parent, nonetheless, suppose to say when their children want to play with knives and danger? The answer is: fucking no.
- Before people get my ass on Talia al Ghul and Damian al Ghul: their circumstances and situations vastly differ from those of a normal one. First of all, they're raised in the League. Second of all, Talia never slit her son's throat to save her son's killer, then left said son in a rigged building.
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YUMESHIP
MAIN (SELFSHIP)
| Fandom | Character | Persona | Shipname | Dynamic | Sharing? |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| DC Comics | Jason Todd/Red Hood | Raina Kelana | JayRay (Canon Div., Default), Hearts Overkill (Alt. Route) | Queerplatonic | Strictly Selective |
| Original Work | Elio Katja Freyer/Arjuna Tirtaghani | Reine Alicein/Maharani Akasa Dhiwangkara | TirtaRei/TejaLila/ElioBlau | Romantic | - |
| All for the Game | Kevin Day & Riko Moriyama | Renata Reeds | KevRen, RiRen, RiKevRen | Unlabeled | Private (Strictly NG) |
- JayRay.
crime lord & civillian working for said crime lord / soulmates / depressed suicidal :D & depressed suicidal :D / partners in crime, literally / nerd & nerd / height & size differences / living together / avoidant clingy with abandonment issues & avoidant clingy with abandonment issues / two peas in a pod,birds of same feathers flock together, badgers of the same hole. - Hearts Overkill.
[all the above, but worse] / crime lord & his highest investor, biggest supporter / secret identities / partners in crime, on-field / killing as a love language / simultaneously bad and good for each other / can't stay dead & can't stay dead.
MAIN (CCXOC)
| Fandom | Character | OC | Shipname | Dynamic | Sharing? |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| The King of Fighters | K'/Kay Dash | Honey Leonie | K, Honey?/KayHon | Platonic | Strictly Selective |
| Persona 4 | Tohru Adachi | Reine Montgomery | AdaRei | Romantic | Strictly Selective |
| Persona 4 | Yu Narukami | Reine Montgomery | ShuRei | Eventual Romantic | Strictly Selective |
| Persona 4 | Yu Narukami & Tohru Adachi | Reine Montgomery | ShuAdaRei | Romantic | Strictly Selective |
| Honkai: Star Rail | Aventurine/Kakavasha | Astre Lune/Astre Hel Ratneja | AvenLune, VashAstr | Platonic | Selective |
| Honkai: Star Rail | Terminus the Finality | Astre Lune | - | Devout Worshipper of Terminus | Selective (in terms of lore as they have no actual relationship) |
- K, Honey?.
loner & (voluntary) loner / annoyed & annoying / listener & yapper / partners in crime / outcasts / menace to each other and society / each other's bad habits & traits enabler / 'when i think of bad things, i think of you' - AdaRei.
killer x serial killer / one-sided obsession ((Reine to Adachi) to mutual (unhealthy) dependency / age gap / unhealthy relationship / power imbalance / dubious consent / manipulation as love language / better the devil you know / tangled mess of complicated feelings. - ShuRei.
love rivals bloody version / mutual hatred / mutual jealousy / obsessed with the same person (Adachi) / mirror of each other / slow burn / love rivals who hated each other to love rivals with mutual begrudging respect to eventual romance. - ShuAdaRei.
awkward gathering of cold-blooded killers with complicated relationships / living together and being all over each other before 'officiating' the poly / slow, slow burn / seriously, the romantic love feeling weren't there until like, 5 years to the future after their relationship was established / started with the two of them (Reine and Yu) hating on each other but obsessed with the other person (Adachi) while said other person wanted to kill them both (putting it lightly) ended with the three of them being the other two's anchor and semblance of normalcy. - AvenLune.
reunion gone wrong / childhood friends to being on different sides of war / mutual hidden agenda / someone to cherished from the pastshould be buried. - VashAstr.
childhood friends / final survivor & final survivor /child blessed by Gaiathra & child of Hel. - Astre Lune to Terminus.
one-sided relationship (Astre to Treminus) / a god's most devoted follower being the one who wanted to kill THEM the most / active member of Creed Exequy travelling the universe in order to greet the Finality.
SEMI-ACTIVE
| Fandom | Character | OC/Sona | Shipname | Dynamic | Additionals | Sharing? |
|---|---|---|---|---|---|---|
| Genshin Impact | Ajax/Tartaglia/Childe | Reine M. Alicein | ReiTaru (Modern AU, Default) | Romantic (AU) | teenage love / high school sweethearts / school rom-com, slice of life / childhood friends / loves to listen & loves to talk / everything's good, everyone's happy, nothing's bad here. | Strictly Selective |
| Ajax/Tartaglia/Childe | Reine the Overseer | OmniCaeli (Canon Comp.) | Platonic | eternally devoted reader of his story & clueless but caring of she who's always with him / in another life / detached divine being & the only sunshine of her world / has no other connections in the world besides him & bears the fate of the world. | Strictly Selective | |
| Ajax/Tartaglia/Childe | Reine the Overseer | OmniCaeli: the Devotion of God (Canon Div., Bad End) | Queerplatonic | [all the above, but everything went mad] / |
Strictly Selective | |
| Percy Jackson, Heroes of Olympus, Trials of Apollo (Riordan-verse) | Will Solace | Rahya Solaris Bhaskara & Reine Alicein | Twin Suns | Platonic familial (half-siblings) | healer x writer / self-sacrificial x self-sacrificial / apollogists duo | OK |
| Apollo | Reine Alicein | Ignite the Sun | Platonic familial (father-daughter) | - (i don't know how to convey it) | Selective | |
| Star Wars | Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader | Reine Rayburn | Sunmaker, AniRei | Queerplatonic | double troubles / chaos x enabler | Selective |
| Helios Rising Heroes | Asch Albright | Reine Konstantin | AschRei | Romantic | enemies to lovers / short-tempered x short-tempered / bickering couple | NG |
| Alchemy Stars | Fleur | Reine Tempest | FleuReine | Romantic | mechanic x (ex-)cultist / meet-cute | NG |
| Arknights | Flamebringer | Raguel | RaguFlame | Romantic | crazy x crazy / lowkey obsessed x somewhat avoidant attachment / shorter top x taller, more muscular bot | Selective |
| Twisted Wonderland | Ruggie Bucchi | Reine Madeline | RagiRei, rugged jellyfish | Romantic | teenage love / hts (hubungan tanpa status) / beastmen x seafolk / hyena x jellyfish / thrives on chaos x chaos inciter | OK |
| Wuthering Waves | Phrolova | Serafina Allegra | LovaFina, Death of the Angel | Romantic | allies to something more to exes somehow to lovers? / reeks of death x finds comfort in death / lowkey obsessed x somewhat clueless | OK |
| Cristoforo | Serafina Allegra | CristoFina | Sunken Romance, Platonic | playwright x theatre actress / dramatic x dramatic / sexual tension / the potential was there but oh well / allies with sexual tension to just good friends? (question mark because they're Fractsidus) to each other | OK | |
| Scar | Serafina Allegra | ScarAngel, Scarred Angel | Platonic | chaos inciter & chaos enabler / gossip girls | OK |
PRIVATE (ALL NG)
| Fandom | Character | OC/Sona | Shipname | Dynamic | Additionals |
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| When Twilight Strikes | Blane Rekner | Ray Lazuardi | Hunting the Fairiest | Romantic | rivals to lovers / half-fae x huntress / harsh (at first) x always pushing his boundaries |
| Glory (longqi) | Xie He | Renata Lazuardi | XieRena, XIEAlter | Romantic | mid-laner x marksman / team rivalry / hopeless (shy) bf x bold clingy gf |
| DCMK | Matsuda Jinpei | Fujiwara Reine | JinRei | Romantic | age gap / detective x soon-to-be-novelist / initial one-sided attraction / more reserved x bold |
| Louts of Count's Family | White Star | Rei | Star's Little Miss | Romantic | - (rarely talk about it now, i just like the nostalgia and the nickname) |
INACTIVE
| Fandom | Character | OC/Sona | Shipname | Dynamic |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Devil May Cry | Nero Sparda | Enne | NeroEnne | Romantic |
| Onmyoji | Ibaraki Douji | Amamiya Reine | IbaRei | Romantic |
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For further information regarding my fandom list and OTPs, you can check this link. Please note that my ships are irreversible unless I say otherwise, but I don't mind if you ship the reverse as long as you don't mention it to me. Moreover, if you're alright that I ship your NOTPs but still want to be friends, I don't mind too! Just inform me about it beforehand, and we're clear <𝟑 .ᐟ
What if your love only knows how to take, take, and take? What if you left yourself hollow and have no more love to give?"