Scared

I can't believe it. Both of them. Both of them almost died. I know they survived, but..

I still feel horrible. I.. I could've been faster. Could've made sure they didn't get as hurt. Could've made sure ze didn't get as hurt. But I didn't

Am I a failure? A failure of a friend? A failure of a person? Sure feels like it.

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Pub: 10 Oct 2022 21:14 UTC
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