“why am i blocked?”


[海月之梦.]

夢 • by robyn.
21+ | pronouns.page | gmt+8 | en/id/cn/jp

intj 5w4 so/sx 583 lii lvef sloei mel-chol
aroace | ocd & audhd
☀︎capricorn ☾taurus ↑scorpio (1h scorpio mars)

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an author who loves ‘love’.

themed around the weight of love. whether they let themselves be crushed by the sheer force of it or use it as their source of strength. to love and be loved. may it be familial, romantic, platonic, obsessive. the good and bad. all the different shapes of it.

“to love is to sacrifice, but will you sacrifice for love or the love itself?”


⠀⠀— boundaries.

please do read this page thoroughly until the end and do not skip any sections. this rentry is very long as i want to state all informations as clearly as possible to avoid any future possible misgivings. now, you wouldn't want to find out about something that could potentially jumpscare you on a later day, would you?

do NOT follow without permission! if you follow without permission, i will proceed to hard block without any prior notice, please consider this a warning. however, you are very welcome to reach out if you would like to be friends. for one, you are very welcome to leave a reply on my pinned at any given time.

however, please only ask to be mutuals if you are genuinely interested in making genuine connections and being friends. i very much dislike “lip service”. i don't need you to make shallow compliments or empty remarks towards my yumeships just to seem nice/polite or flood my notifications tab with likes or comments just to seem active/interactive. engagement means nothing to me, and frankly it is more insulting to me if you only see my creations on a surface level without having the intention to actually know or understand them.

i am presently also active in facebook, though please do keep in mind that my account there is mixed with contents of fandom, oc, octp, and yume (thoroughly curated). i am more strict with my boundaries here than i am there (as the curation in this app has never been at its worst), and my account there also comes with its own different set of rules. if, in the bychance, you want to be friends but are unsuited with my boundaries here, you are very welcome to refer to my facebook page instead.

i do not condone plagiarism in any form. intentionally or unintentionally, please do not use ANY of the ideas i have poured out as a inspiration or a reference for your own use (especially used for your own projecting). i tend to use very specific/exact combinations of words, phrases, keywords, imageries, nuances, and themes for anything that i create, so i would very easily notice the difference between a mere coincidence or a reference.

i understand that there are nothing new under the sun, coincidences are bound to happen, and no ideas truly belongs to anyone, but i respect originality enough to not create something that is too similar with ideas that are close to other people's heart. after all, choosing to create something that is similar to something else (that you are also aware the existence of) is a disrespect to the hard work for creative processes and also an insult to creativity itself, not just for me but for everyone else too. and you really don't want your creations to be mistaken or be compared with something else, don't you?

if any part of this rentry offends you or makes you feel defensive, then maybe you should try to reflect on why, which part, and how it makes you feel like so. if the shoe fits, then... well. and afterall, what i choose to do with my boundaries is not your business, so it should not matter to you unless you think you have entitlement over other people.

BEFORE YOU FOLLOW

  • predomimantly oc x canon, please do not see or refer to the ocs as a 1:1 reflection of the author.
  • i don't consider myself to be a part of any subtwt, this includes yumetwt or any fandom subtwts. i use this account mainly to post about my yumeships, yume ocs, and non-yume fandom ocs as i see fit, that is all there is to it.
  • this account is considered as semi-private. which means i might go back and forth between private or public depending on my mood. i dislike being perceived or have my posts seen by a lot of people. this is for my comfort so i hope you understand.
  • this account serves as an archives. i am careful with how i post as this account is mostly used as an archive. for one, the media tab is exclusively used as my yumepost archives, so i refrain from posting any media that are unrelated.
  • a lot of commissioned arts and writings i have a very unhealthy spending habit. you may have also seen me around from cmsn samples or trello/update lists, by which... um, hi.
  • sometimes i post my own art and writing. sometimes. rarely even.
  • a not-so casual yumeshipper, also a lore yapper. i admit that sometimes i get a bit insane about my yumeships. when i get to talk, i talk a lot, really. sometimes (most times) they're nonsensical rambles that only make sense in my head. so this is a very friendly warning.
  • an extreme lore, world-building, story-writing, and character study enthusiast. i love talking about a character's lore, story, symbolism, personality, and everything about them, may it be about their ideals, past, chatacter motivation, or others unmentioned here.
  • not spoilers nor leaks free. all my yume lore will feature or reference a lot major plot points from their respective source media, which may include spoilers for any recent updates or future leaks. while i do tag posts that blatantly mention said spoilers/leaks, some posts might only lightly reference them and might be left untagged, so please take note of this.
  • pro-fiction & anti-censorship. fiction ≠ reality. i sometimes write about various of topics include those deemed as unorthodox or taboo, so this is a friendly warning that there may be triggering and sensitive content ahead. please note that i do not 100% agree with everything that i write and they are not reflective to my thoughts at all. please seperate the art from the artist. additionally, please also refrain from trying to romanticise anything that i write in any shape, way, or form.
    • this also means that you are very open to be critical about my creations, you are welcome to disagree or dislike any of my ocs as their character, may it be of their lore beliefs or actions. they are all not all meant to be likeable, good, excused, some (most) of them may exhibit traits that are not to be endorsed by any sense of speaking, as all of them are flawed in a grey area as they can be. however please remember that there is still a clear line between critically engaging with a media and plainly hating towards something. for one, the author has mixed feelings and complicated relationships with several few creations of hers. i may from time to time openly insult them and throw several harsh words in a very much serious tone/manner. i love them as my creation, but gosh, do they infuriate me.
  • i write according to how ever i interpret. i do not own any of the canon characters, all descriptions and portrayals are based on the writer’s own interpretation, thus it may differ from your interpretation of the character. i will not police you on this, so i hope you will do the same vice versa.
  • uses a mix of indo and english, indonglish if you will. mostly uses indonesian when i talk with my mutuals and english when i talk with/to myself.
  • uses harsh words.
  • i may sometimes delete any tweet. nothing much in particular, i want to keep my account tidy.
  • i tend to not have much energy when interacting in general, i might also forget to reply/respond at times. please understand that i am very busy irl and has very limited energy, so i may disappear at a moment's notice and will only be active during certain periods of time, but i do try my best to interact with everyone every once in a while.
  • a believer in spirituality practices. due to several personal reasons, i am not a practitioner myself, but i am quite knowledgeable in the subject and has a strong intuition on the matter. though to be fair, the personal reason is mostly because i have a very weak endurance for it, so i find it to be more of hassle than anything.
  • you don't have to force yourself to interact with all of my contents. if you do not feel like so, then you do not have to. feel free to drop by anytime wherever whenever. i understand being busy, but please also do not take this as reason to never interact with me at all.
  • i have a major tendency to clean up my mutuals list every once in a while, reasons usually range from inactive accounts, we never interact at all for a very prolonged period of time, or i am simply uncomfortable with your presence.
  • strictly tag/give content warning for “yumechild” and/or “lovechild”. this rule is absolute. if untagged properly i will not hesitate do enforce my boundaries regarding this.
  • hard block to break mutuals.

DO NOT INTERACT

  • basic dni criteria (homophobic, transphobic, religionphobic, racist, tonedeaf, ignorant, zionist, 02 and rezim supporters, etc.).
    • i am queer and this account is a safe space. i do not tolerate any form of queerphobia in this account, this includes if you only accept queer people in fiction but then proceed to bash them irl (in lack of better terms, fetishise them) OR if you are just performative (for example, supports wlw in fiction but invalidates an irl sapphic for having an hl yumeship).
  • minors (under 18). while i do not actively post any contents usually regarded as nsfw, i am uncomfortable befriending people with a huge gap in age group. yes, this also works similarly vice versa.
  • foreigners/non-indonesian. includes if you are a local but you mostly interact with foreingers or has a lot of foreign mutuals. different countries tend to have different fandom cultures and i do not wish to mix them together.
  • uses generative ai, such as character ai, ai art, etc. with emphasis on generative, the only forms of ai i am willing to tolerate are those used for machine learning or deep learning used to improve and assist, not replace. ai is only bad if you use them with the intention of malice, it has long existed before the insurgence of generative ai in examples such as health diagnosis and bank fraudulent system. if you are unwilling to educate yourself on this and insist that all ai are bad, please step out of this space. i dislike ignorant people.
  • has no carrd, rentry, or clear boundaries written anywhere. also includes if you have boundaries written but you tend to not stand by it, please have some respect for yourself. i will respect your boundaries so i hope you will do the same.
  • non-yume account. i no longer accept any mutuals with non-yume or unlabeled account (though, exceptions could apply in certain scenarios). this is because i prefer having my timeline curated, i hope you understand.
  • uses official fandom and/or character tag for not its intended purpose (i.e. for yume or ship contents). additionally, this also includes if you misuse any of other unofficial tags (for example, プラス tags being used for yumeship). please learn to respect fandom spaces.
  • often attacks and/or publicly whines about doubles. feeling uncomfortable is one thing, but acting on your feelings and emotions is also another thing. keep it to yourself.
  • actively hates on any characters, ships/pairings, or media. includes if you have any characters painted in a negative light (i.e. playing the villain role or rival love interest) for the yumeship or any of the variations of the trope. disliking and having preferences is one thing, but actively voicing your negativity is also another thing. again, keep it to yourself.
  • thinks that certain groups or types of yumejins are better than others. for example, if you think that people with one main yumeship loves their oshi more than those with multiple yumeships, if you think people who yume with self-insert oc/sona is more valid than those who use ocs, or if you think people who has their yumeship as romantic pairings are more superior than platonic/familial ones. no one is better or worse than the other, all forms of yumeshipping are valid.
    • this includes if you are prejudiced against certain types of yumejins, i.e. you think all riako are harassers or you think soulbond = oim. please do educate yourself first before blindly throwing judgement towards another, especially when what you know is only based of one person's account of things (basically, please learn to have a backbone). and plus, one does not need to be a certain label to be a terrible person, it's not mutually exclusive nor do they have any correlation.
  • limits interaction with me or hesitates to interact with me due to one reason or another, whether you just want more mutuals without the intention to interact with me, you think i'm unapproachable and/or intimidating, or because you have mutuals/friends with the same yumeoshi as i do.
  • thinks or believes that yume itself is already ‘out-of-character’ as to justify mischaracterisations. at the end of the day, no one's portrayal is 100% exact or accurate and we all are prone to errors. but if you are unwilling to at least respect the source material or the creative team/creators behind it by actively and/or purposely condoning mischaracterisation, then i will not respect you either, as you are better off creating an oc or using them as a face claim in an octp. after all there is a clear difference between blatantly ‘out-of-character’ and simply ‘out-of-canon’. the text may differ, but the handwriting remains the same. you claim to love them, yet you only love them when they have deformedly changed into your liking until nothing of their original self remains. who is it that you love then, really? please immediately get yourself out of my space, hard block me even, i don't ever want to see you, know of your existence, or even think you exist, as your existence in of itself simply truly disgusts me.
    a chart, to simplify:
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    • the only exception to this rule is the harry potter franchise and all related media as i do not wish to give an ounce of respect to the author whose name i am unwilling to utter. i have long regarded the franchise as my own original creation especially with numerous character and major plot rewrites (for one, cho chang is now josephine “jo” chang, and all the ‘canon’ pairings are now nonexistent). it is still the same world you are familiar with, but also... not. so please keep this information in mind going forward.
  • labels characters with certain gender or sexuality for the sake of giving them labels. if you want representation, then do look for characters that do actually represent said labels instead of giving any characters random traits for “representation points”. truthfully, this does nothing but making you look performative and caricaturing those of the actual label. in short, you're just making us look bad.
    • this includes changing or disregarding a character's representation (especially of queer and/or nd) to fit any agenda, trope, or projecting. i am not even going to elaborate on this one. have some common sense, please. just let us have this.
    • the only exception to this are those in which there are canon sources to back it up, as often times literature are not explicit, but full of nuances, subtext, and implications that require the readers to actively engage themselves in and read between the lines. after all, while labels are never truly “true” unless explicitly stated, this also includes all types of gender or sexuality, including thinking that cisgender heterosexual is the “default” (or whatever that is supposed to means, really). again, this is if and only if there are sources to back up your claims.
  • if your yumeship heavily uses the lovechild or yumechild trope where you only see them as an extension of your yumeship or some sort of plot device whose existence only revolves in being “the child” and not their own person with their own autonomy, whose very existence revolves in being a shallow romanticisation of a child. this also includes any mentions or discussions of pregnancy (includes mpreg), especially of miscarriage, as i am extremely uncomfortable with any topics that romanticises childbirth and parenthood while disregarding the true complexites and depth of the subject.
  • if you think everyone has repressed needs of relationships, people can just “be taught to love” or “learn to love”, they just have to “wait for the right person/the one”, or any beliefs that stem from a similar sentiment. i can go into very long tangents about this, but i have chosen to simply say that i've had enough with all the aroace-phobic remarks i had to listen to throughout my whole life, who think that we're “broken” and needs to be “fixed” (in whatever way that means). please take your allonormative cisheteronormative amatonormativity bullshit out of this space. i also dislike you very much /neg /neg /NEG you should pray that we do not ever cross paths.
    • for more clarity:
      allonormative: assumption that all human beings experience sexual attraction;
      cisheteronormative: assumption that all people are heterosexual and cisgender;
      and, amatonormative: assumption that everyone desires, needs, and is better off in an exclusive, long-term romantic relationship.
  • thinks that any of the rules written here are too unreasonable or that i am too much, since you think that the “yume is just for fun” mindset gives you the ‘moral high-ground’. for someone who dislikes being dictated, you sure do like dictating and forcing people to conform to your idea of what “yume” should be like. and really, when has that mindset ever stopped people from hurting another, but rather justifies harassment of those that ‘takes yume seriously’? people have their own way of doing things. let's both keep in our own lanes and stay away from each other's spaces. we clearly have nothing in common nor could we ever get along.
    • similarly, if you think i am too selective in my friendship or you think that it's “better” for people to be friends with everyone. i don't think there's anything wrong with having boundaries or trying to make a comfortable space for myself. after all, the urgency of being “famous” or having “a lot” of mutuals would only matter to those insecure of themselves, constantly seeking validation of others, really.
    • additionally, if you think that any part of this page is too “woke”. then i don't think we can ever find any common ground.

⠀⠀— important.

i have yumeship fidelity. please refer to this link for the complete list.

i do this as i have associated certain characters closely with my close friends or i frequently interact with them. i refrain from interacting with any other yumejins of these characters as i do not want anyone to feel that they are wronged or ignored when they are in my space, so i would rather not force myself to try and treat everyone (perfectly) equally fairly than to later accidentally hurt anyone's feelings from an action that i am unaware of.

due to the nature of my closeness with my friends, i may sometimes refer or mention their yumeships, which means that they may also frequently show up may it be through mentions or replies. are they my yumeships? no. but i love and care about their yumeships as i do with my own, and i will treat them as such with the same love and care that i have with my own yumeships. you may see them as the author's otp or some sort, where i am already comfortable with certain one or few fixed pairings for said characters. though regardless of that, at the end of the day i have jurisdiction over what i want and will talk about in my account. so i hope you keep this in mind when approaching me.

if you still insist on interacting with me, then please do not blame me for frequently interacting with your doubles or saying that i have a bias as i have warned you beforehand.

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i am selective with mutuals if you actively engages or interact with any fandom spaces (especially of hoyoverse games, ensemble stars, tokyo debunker, ikemen series, mahotsukai no yakusoku, and/or identity v). while i do interact with fan contents, i refuse to interact further with any of the fandoms.

specifically for ensemble stars, i do not accept any mutuals if you have any yumeships with any characters from 4piece/new face (special for princess, ibuki, & nice), or mellow dear us.

additionally, i no longer accept any mutuals if you actively engage with any media or has any yumeships from love and deepspace and/or degrees of lewdity. this is due to my refusal to see anything about them. please be transparent with me about this, i have all keywords muted and i would not like to risk my comfort.

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i strictly do not accept any mutuals if you are oshi or has any type of yume with columbina (genshin impact), ishmael (punishing: gray raven), and/or arcana (reverse: 1999). this is for my own comfort as they are my saioshi. i do not have any plans to make any yumeships with them, i simply do not want to see any mentions or anything involving them. additionally, i may often also mention or bring them up in forms such as lovemailing or oshikatsu.

i do not accept mutuals if you have any type of yume with ruan mei (honkai: star rail), lune (clair obscur: expedition 33), tateyama ayano (kagerou project), and/or kurokawa akane (oshi no ko). oshi only is ok as long as you don't see them romantically or heavily lovemails them. you may see them as some sort of the author's kinlist, you are by all means not to take it too seriously. but at the same time, you may also see these characters as the author and/or vice versa.

additionally, i am strictly selective with mutuals if you have any yumeships with any members of the fatui harbingers and i also do not accept any mutuals if you have yume with tsaritsa (genshin impact). i refer to her as her majesty tsaritsa anastasya feodorovna snezhnaya; my archon, my queen, my empress, my tsar, ruler of all rulers. oshi is only ok if you see or refer to her the same way. seeing her through a romantic lens of an equal standing is strictly NG, romantic lovemails are also strictly prohibited.

i also do not accept any mutuals if you have any type of yumeship with sherlock holmes and/or james moriarty from any type of media. oshi is ok only for james moriarty, but strictly no for sherlock holmes.

lastly, i am very selective with any portrayals of the dessendre family from clair obscur: expedition 33, this includes renoir, aline, clea, verso, and alicia/maelle. they are very complex characters with very complex circumstances with no clear black-and-white or right-or-wrong, and i very much dislike to see them reduced into one-dimensional or just mere tropes. other than that, i am (genuinely) very open for discussions and dissections of them, and could easily go on a very long tangent about them.

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i do not accept any mutuals if you are mutuals with anyone who has any type of yumeships with elysia (honkai impact 3rd) and/or cyrene (honkai: star rail). if you find yourself befriending them after we have become mutuals, then please at least have the decency and decorum to hard block me. if you think this is too difficult of a commitment, then you don't have to force yourself to be friends with me. inversely, if you feel like im forcing you to “pick” between me or them, then we're better off not being friends (please stay away from me). if anyone comes forward saying that i am forcing them to do anything, especially to avoid or block other yumejins, then i will gouge your eyes straight out of its socket and make it this read this entire paragraph until you develop a reading comprehension. you have free will, feel free to leave anytime. i don't need you to “protect my feelings”, i can enforce my own boundaries, don't be parasocial.

for my own comfort, i also do not accept any mutuals if you have associated elysia (honkai impact 3rd) and/or cyrene (honkai: star rail) with anyone else or any other character. this includes associating her with any other yumejin, non-yume oshi, and/or with any other canon characters in a cc x cc pairing.

i firmly believe that while her love is equal and unconditional, to love equally and unconditionally means to also not love one more than the other. after all, the notion of her giving someone more love suggests that her love is imperfect to begin with as there could never be anything greater than infinity. her love to everyone is unique, but they're nevertheless equal portions. their love are not romantic (eros) either, elysia is agape and cyrene is philia. i do firmly believe that if you are unable to seperate the types of love and think that ‘love = romantic’, then you are and will be incapable to understand both elysia and cyrene, and what they both are meant to represent. pairing/shipping her with another in an exclusive commited relationship strongly contradicts this character trait of hers and what she represents. the magnitude of her love is incomprehensible. but just because it's incomprehensible, it does not mean you can just reduce it into something of your comprehension.

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i STRICTLY DO NOT accept any mutuals if you have kanae and/or kuzuha from nijisanji as an oshi. this includes if you only casually like them, or often interact with their contents. i do not want to see anyone who interacts or even mentions them in any way, shape, or form. i am a gachikoi namamono for them.

i also do not accept any mutuals if you are also mutuals with anyone who also has them as an oshi or if you have associated them with anyone else. i am strictly doutankyouhi for them, this is absolute. which means i do not wish to ever see, think, or know that any other oshi of them exist. please do not lie to me about this, i am aware that i have a very unhealthy attachment towards them, so to me any other oshi of them simply do not exist and i would like to keep it that way for the sake of my own peace.

i only give an exception to one close friend of mine as i have regarded them as a close enough friend to be comfortable sharing with them. i have no intentions to share with anyone else or open any friendship with anyone else.


⠀⠀— guidelines.

the posts in my account are heavily curated. i use #(pairing name) for octp/yumeposting and #kuragearchives for ocposting. i might also have double date contents with my mutuals from time to time and i will always tag them with “(character name) x oc” or “(fandom name) (character name) x oc”. feel free to have any tags and/or keywords muted if needed to avoid any discomfort during our interactions.

sharing status of most, if not all, my yumeships are strictly selective (unless stated otherwise). this is done as i am very strict regarding characterisations and would rather avoid differing potrayals and/or differing headcanons for my own comfort.

i am, however, open to sharing if i find our characterisations to be of a similar understanding or discernment, though i still have the rights to reserve my own personal judgement regarding my final choice on the matter.

for one, the author is a romance apathetic /repulsed aroace, my idea of romance is closer to what most people would actually categorise as queerplatonic. which means i am very extremely uncomfortable with any stereotypical caricatured portrayals of romance, where the basis is only “feelings of love” without any other form of connection or foundation in the relationship (i.e. trust, communication, unity, etc.) or the idealised notion of a relationship where everything is always rose-tinted.

secondly, you may consult this list regarding my tendencies (or my selectivity criteria if i may say so myself) so that you may be able to decide for yourself if we share similar way of thinking or if i am someone you'd like to have in your space. please note that this is how i choose to do things and are by no means instructions or demands i ask of anyone:

  1. i believe that a relationship does not have to be romantic in order for it to have depth or value. love comes in different shapes, the phrase “i love you” when spoken to a romantic partner, a family member, or a trusted friend surely means different things, but they're by no means lesser or inferior, just different. one of my favourite phase to say is always, “can i not write about two people being friends?”
    • i firmly believe not all attraction has to be romantic, nor does it have to lead to romance. attraction can simply be platonic, aesthetic/vanity, or even just cuteness agression. and please understand that we, humans, are capable of having intimacy even in friendships or familial relations.
  2. i do not wish nor have any desire to be loved by my oshis, my yumeships purely come from my love for them. there is no desire or the need to be loved. i am one with too much love to give, i do not wish to ask anything of them, loving them is already enough. my yumeships are always oc -> oshi and never oshi -> oc as everything comes purely from my feelings of love.
    • for this reason, i have the tendency to be very uncomfortable with any yumeships where the oshi is on the giving side (i.e. heavy oshi -> oc/sona), especially for any of my yume oshis where it is strictly ng. i personally see it as selfish, where you wish to take and only take from the object which you claim to love. oshi <-> oc/sona is ok as long as it's equal or not too heavy on the oc/sona receiving side.
  3. i try my best to portray each characters as close with their canonical selves as possible within my capabilities and limitations as a human. i love them as they are, not the idea of them, and i wish to change nothing of them. i want to know and understand everything about them, and portray them faithfully as they are. this is my act of love towards them.
    • this includes their canonical lore and character motivations. their thoughts, their beliefs, and their personalities are all equally parts of them that i love and not wish to take away from. i do not try to force interactions whereas not possible or force relationships where situations doesn't fit. if their circumstances does not allow them, then i'll stay true to it. if in order for something to exist means to change them or a part of them, then i would rather have that something not exist in the first place. does this infuriate me? sometimes. but, truly, i would still not change a thing about them just for the outcome to change.
  4. i see each character as very complex and layered, they are different with another even when they share numerous similarities. reducing any characters to any archetype or stereotype diminishes any slight or subtle nuances that they have that makes them unique. having a type is something that is common and normal, but only looking at them as part of a grouping is an insult.
    • sometimes i use personality typing as a way to help me understand characters in a simpler way, but i by no means take them too seriously as my only basis of reference and refrain from boxing characters into specific labels or groups as, to me, there are simply not enough combinations of any labels when compared with the various uniqueness of each individuals. i have chosen to see each character in a way that is truly unique to each them.
    • i also refrain from seeing a character as a copy of another. while i do use parallels as a storytelling device or point out uncanny similarities in a jokingly manner, i by no means see the two characters as the same entity.

for reasons stated above, you may also see my yumeships as two parallel lines or different pages in a book. they may at times intersect, intertwine, or even get shuffled or tangled within each other, but they are never portrayed as a singular thing, as they are and will always be two seperate existences who co-exist with one another with each their own story and to tell. (and their lines/pages are theirs, i do not have any place to rewrite or change, only to weave around it). at the end of the day, i respect each of them as individuals, as they are always themselves first before they are their pairing.

i dislike giving any labels to my yumeships may it be of their gender and/or sexuality and do refrain from trying to assign one to them. please also refrain from assigning any dynamics (m/f, t/b, d/s, etc.) to any of my yumeships. they are more than just their labels. to simplify, you may see them as genderless entities whose label does not matter in regards of their identity. i love the person, not the label and regardless of their labels.

additionally, please avoid giving any remarks to any of my yumeships that leads towards topics of relationship status, kissing, dating, marriage, yumechild, etc.

i understand that yume can be anything as it is a dream, except my dream is bleak and its a nasty reflection of reality. but this is the reality i have chosen to love them in; as,

“...for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, 'til death us do part.”


⠀⠀— dreams.

i mostly use my yumeships as a media for me to do story-telling, relationship studies, and explore a variety of different topics and themes, so the way i portray their relationship can be ambiguous at best, as feelings and emotions are very complicated and nuanced, and not something that can be boxed or categorised. you may also see me use these relationships as a way explore each of the characters as a person and how they navigate different situations & circumstances.

i have different sharing statuses, they are seperated into strictly no sharing, no sharing, strictly selective sharing, selective sharing, conditional sharing, and ok sharing. please do read here for more details and boundaries regarding each status.

to simplify navigating this page, i have simplified the format into different hyperlinks that will take you to different pages for different categories according to each fandom. please do check each pages carefully, i do not recommend skipping any of them.

content warnings or trigger warnings are stated under each yumeship section wherever applicable.

self insert.

oc x canon.

one.

honkai impact 3rd / genshin impact / honkai: star rail / zenless zone zero / punishing: gray raven / wuthering waves / black beacon / reverse: 1999 / path to nowhere / afk journey / fate/grand order

two.

hogwarts legacy / hogwarts mystery / assassin's creed / final fantasy type-0 / the legend of zelda / pokémon

three.

tears of themis / love and deepspace / mr. love queen's choice / lovebrush chronicles / light and night / yumekuro / mahoyaku / ensemble stars / twisted wonderland / tokyo debunker / touken ranbu

four.

kagerou project / bungo stray dogs / yuri!!! on ice / marvel cinematic universe / bbc sherlock

octp

☆.

genshin impact / revue starlight / bungo stray dogs


⠀⠀— subjects.

all my ocs are created with deliberate intent from their concept or design as part of their symbolism in the lore, as an impilicit visual storytelling, and/or to draw certain parallels with other characters. for this same reason, i might also refuse to be mutuals with anyone who has ocs with the same name as my ocs due to their names holding certain meaning and intention behind them, or those that belong to dearest friends of mine. no hard feelings, i just believe that names are not just mere names and that they hold significant weight behind them.

additionally, all my ocs have their own lore and worldbuilding from my original ocverse series outside of the yumeship and the fandom they are placed in, which also causes them to all be connected with one another may it be directly or indirectly.

i do recommend checking each page as there are other canon character relations listed down for each of the ocs (all strictly acquaintances, co-workers, friends, or relatives). if you are non-sharing/selective sharing with any of the characters mentioned, please do take note.

ocsona

eternity's scriptwriter.

ocs

soul's genesis.
soul's duality.
soul's guardian.
soul's spirit.
soul's fragments.


⠀⠀— interests.

i am one of many interests and i occasionally dabble in quite a few at the same time. if i list all of my interests, it would form a very long list, so i will only list down those that i still actively talk about. please do not assume that i no longer follow my other interests, i do, i just passively absorb new information of them but not actively talk about them, though may also bring them up from time to time even if they're not listed here.

one thing you must know about me is that i have a special interest in studying and learning, i am obsessed with absorbing knowledge like there is no tomorrow as i mainly dabble in anthropology and music, though i pursue a degree in engineering. i firmly believe that there is no limit in knowledge.

main interests.
  • minecraft smp series
    unstable universe (wemmbu) / state series (elanuelo, solev, fortsy) / dream smp (technoblade)
  • western rpg/jrpg games
    clair obscur: expedition 33 / assassin's creed / lies of p / cyberpunk 2077 / tales of vesperia / quantic dream games / hogwarts legacy
  • gacha rpg games
    honkai impact 3rd / genshin impact / honkai: star rail / zenless zone zero / wuthering waves / reverse: 1999 / fate/grand order
  • joseimuke and otome games
    tears of themis / lovebrush chronicles / light and night / twisted wonderland
  • kpop
    zerobaseone / loona / triples / gfriend / evnne
  • jpop
    =love / centimillimental / babymetal / unlucky morpheus
  • musicals
    anastasia / wicked / les miserables / legally blonde
other interests
  • vtuber & utaite
    chronoir (kanae & kuzuha) / fuwa minato / kenmochi toya / koyanagi rou / luz / nqrse
  • music multimedia project
    alien stage / kagerou project / love live! / bang dream / revue starlight / wake up, girls!
  • animanga
    violet evergarden / agents of four seasons / the apothecary diaries / kiznaiver / occultic;nine / princess tutu / haruchika / gakuen alice / yuuki yuuna wa yuusha de aru / oshi no ko
  • movies/tv shows
    brooklyn nine-nine / high potential / er / house md / criminal minds / xo kitty / the summer i turned pretty / hunger games / doctor who

for more details, you may refer to this complete masterlist which also includes complete list of oshi (yume & non-yume), otps, and notps.


⠀⠀— closing remarks.

if you have reached this point, please make sure that you have read everything thoroughly. all the pages in this page are purposely to be written to be as detailed and informative as possible to ensure the comfort of both parties (i.e. you and me).

please do leave a [✒️] emoji in the replies of any of my intro or other posts if you would like to be friends, so i know that you have read everything until the end! thank you, hope you have a nice day! ♡

with love, robyn, the author: EGO.

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Pub: 21 Mar 2026 16:24 UTC

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