Thinking
Sometimes I think. What if What if the incident had never happened What if I'd never interacted with him? Maybe I wouldn't be a failure. Maybe I'd be at school right now, getting my work done..
Was I happy then? Back before all of this? Back when almost all I cared about was grades and success? When I'd do nothing but study all day, fearing failure?
To be honest. I don't know. But, even then, I want to go back to it.