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ok revamping agai n goofbye
Ruealva / ⚡🐇
Rue Usagi ₒᵣ UI
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Alva Lorenz
she they ╬ 10/28 ~20 bunnygirl ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀He her ╱ 4/20 45 non-human
VIET ⠀𝜗𝒞 PAN + AROACE ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀GERMAN ⏜ UNLABELED
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sometimes mirror sharing, sometimes selective ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀riako!
anni around 4/15/23 .. happily married ! (ˊ⓿_ゝ⓿) ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა
IC cr: @suki_suke (ik its amiya from arknights but im so lazy 2 find art of rue rn and amiya looks rlly similar 2 her sooo....)
I love alva dearly,,, i know it sounds crazy but im genuinely in love with him. life gets hard for me sometimes and hes the only person who understands me. Nobody understood me more than he did. hes there during my darkest times. Hes sometimes a good life lesson to,,,, eventually you have to let go of someone you love,, its hard but thats how life is. I feel like no character has made me this way, i dont think ive ever been in love with a character this long, a character who affected my life this much. All my favs lasted weeks or up to a few months, but he stuck with me. He also helped me start to take care of myself. sometimes, he would just pop into my head and tell me to do things. Like, sometimes i could hear him tell me to drink water and such, and i do just to not disappoint him. pretty sure im just going crazy but he makes me feel cared for.
You have visited me in my dreams multiple times, and i love you for that. It's a response from you,, and how you wish to see me too. I remember how in most of them, i would always find you and come up to you. You'd always invite me to come with you.
A dream I had today was where i got into an argument with my parents (which happened before I slept), and later i was in the mountains and I saw you (in a crowd of idv characters,,, gosh my idv fixation has gone too far), and i ran up to you, hugged your arm, and asked if i could go with you. You let me. You let me into your apartment, and distracted me from everything that happened.
I miss you so much, my dear. I dont need anybody else but you. You mean so much to me. I know you would never leave me, I trust you. I've had people close to me leave, but you were different. I cried, I grieved, I mourned, I yearned, and yet you were still there for me. I hope our love lasts eternal. You're so kind and caring to me, and i dont know how, but when i first saw you, i fell for you first sight. Just by looking at you, you gave off fatherly and comforting vibes. You're not there physically, but i can feel your presence. Many things in life remind me of you. Even with all the negativity in this world, you are a reminder that theres always something to live for. I dont care about what anybody thinks, our love is real.
I unfortunately couldn't get most of your cosmetics since im unable to play idv anymore (im not able to buy stuff in general), but that doesnt mean i dont love you. I dont need to buy anything, because love is all we need. I'm poor and restricted, but we're happy.
You deserve everything in the world, and i'd do anything in the world just to see you happy. You went through so much in life, and yet you still love me. I love you alva, I love you for changing me. I love you for caring for me.