marks before u interact
hi my name is mark or mika & i ask you to read the WHOLE THING. it may be a lot but it will help a TON in the future. not adding a tl;dr so if you choose to disregard this & not read it fully, its your own fault. im being 100% serious when i say this will help you a lot.
( 1 ) . if you arent gonna read it all, at least read this one. i may come off as EXTREMELY passive agressive or mean when meeting you at literally any point. i cannot control why or how i act, even if i tried. ill eventually warm up to you if we interact a certain bit but it doesnt mean ill stop acting like that entirely. ill throw arround some jokes and call you names, but please do not take them literally.
( 2 ) . never ever take anything i say seriously or literally. i joke a LOT about a lot of things and, unless i SAY i mean it, i never mean it. whether its a name or something i say or do, pretty please dont think i mean it in a genuine way.
( 3 ) . im not a sensitive person ( ie i can take jokes unless theyre said for too long ), but i am an emotional person. no i wont cry or be upset over absolutely everything, though you nor i never know LOL.
( 4 ) . i absolutely SUCK at replying nor do i text first unless i need or want something. i wont ask you to get on a game nor will i invite you unless you ask me ( this usually doesnt apply to my boyfriend or close friends ). im not always talkative or loud. if i dont respond to you in at least 30 minutes, im either asleep, busy, or just want alone time! i usually try to tell you if i want alone time, but i forget on occassion.
( 5 ) . i am TERRIBLE at making friends and keeping them. this goes along with the replying one; i TRY to reply as fast as i can. i may talk to you about a shared interest or something we have in common, but im not good at keeping the conversation going unless we actively switch topics.
( 6 ) . i have majour imposter syndrome nor do i trust people easily. im horrible at talking things out face-to-face & rather would do it over text. if you have issues with me, please tell me!! im not a mind reader nor am i good at context clues. if you think im mad at you, chances are im not! im not good with showing emotions at the right times.
( 7 ) . im EXTREMELY apologetic. ill say sorry about anything and everything with or without a meaning. usually if somethign happens to the point i DO have to apologise, ill continue to say sorry for quite sometime.
( 8 ) . i am very devoted to my boyfriend!! i basically follow him around like a dog. ill do anything and everything to make him happy and safe, whatever it may be. i talk about him A LOT and ill never stop. he is very dear to me; i worship everything he does, even if it is little ( i swear im not in danger nor do i think im obsessive, though i probably am but idgaf! he is very VERY aware i act like this )
( 9 ) . im extremely delusional about mika kagehira & valkyrie as a whole. i AM mika kagehira & have been since 2017. i bully valkPs however i want & always will. mikaPs stay 9 yards away from me pretty plss
( 10 ) . if you have issue with me, if i make you uncomfortable, if ive hurt you without knowing, or you just dont like me; please tell me. i wont be butthurt about it nor will i make a big deal out of it. i dont want to have anybody against me or have anybody be uncomfortable with me. i dont like having enemies! i wish to be friends with all. (unless youve hurt me dearly: then ill never accept anything nor will i ever apologise to you (VERY DIRECTED).)