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Hallo hallo !!!!! This is my extended // byi !!

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My name is Zen however you can call me any of these names!! Please don't just stick to zen, call me any of my other names too!! Switch it up, just saying zen gets boring, YOU HAVE SO MANY OPTIONS !!!

I'm a woke cringe faggot, I primarily use they//it//nya however I don't mind ANY gender neutral pronouns, as long as it isn't he//she or SOUNDS (or spelt) like he//she!! You can just stick to they//them if you want but you have so many options, DON'T BE BORINGG

I'm a minorrr, don't be weirdd

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I'm mentally ill (clearly), however nothing diagnosed. Most likely autism, ADHD, and BPD so be aware of that when interacting. When I say "be aware" I don't mean a half-assed "oh your autistic, who's surprised", I mean I need you to know I am quite literally ill and it affects me daily.

I have a fluctuating personality, you can find more info about that here

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I'm very sensitive, both in a literal sense and an emotional sense.

I have abandonment issues and trust issues.. YIKEYS NIKEYS !!!

Humor is like my only coping mechanism and I often joke around in situations I shouldn't. I'm not trying to be insensitive, and I'm sorry!

I apologize.. like A LOT. Please don't shoot me down in the streets..

I am prone to panicking easily, getting upset, believing things to be true and not trusting people. Don't take it personally, but also don't disregard me. I will cry and block you for a month 💔.

I have an awful grasp on my emotions and often times don't even know what I'm feeling. I may respond "I don't know" if you ask me how I'm doing cuz I genuinely don't know.

Due to a past friend of mine, I tend to overthink when people don't respond to my messages in any way, shape, or form. I would really appreciate an emoji reaction or a simple one worded message. Just sending nothing makes me panic and spiral.

And on that note, I'm trying to get better but I am still mentally ill. Please bare with me!!

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I am chronically online and chronically offline at the same time. I am usually always on my devices and I respond to messages quickly but I have no idea what the hell is trending. I do not know no "lububu 67 dubai chocolate at crumbl cookie", stay 6 feet away from me..

Also I'm stupid and dumb and don't know anything

I get headaches every single day (and often don't take medicine for it oops..) I can usually deal with it but I may go offline for hours because of the pain.

I'm very forgetful and I get distracted easily. I can forget things that happened literal seconds ago and I tend to zone out so I might miss something that happens. Reminding me of things is very helpful but be warned I may forget again..

I do have trouble understanding tone (especially over text) and need tone indicators to be used!

I have trouble finding the right words to say, I may overthink it or just physically not be able to word what I'm thinking. Don't jump me plz.

I'm constantly tired but can almost never fall asleep, however I may nap during the day! I am NOT dead and gone, I am napping..

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I am cringe as hell, cringe is literally in my blood. I'm talking typing quirks and neopronouns LEVELS OF CRINGEE. Also click the words, they are links to more info!! Wow!!

Also I am an otherkin ! Specifically catkin, robotkin, and angelkin ! Yea, I know I am human but I often do not feel that way due to not being seen as "normal". As well as feeling pretty de-humanized throughout my life. I relate to these things cuz of that. Also cuz they are me core!

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Please refrain from talking about insects around me. If you do, I will either ignore it or just not respond at all. I'm very very afraid of them as I have severe entomophobia. However I am trying to heal from it!

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