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HanKyu - sung
my dearest & sweeteat husband ♡ i adore you alot, though ⠀have never dated a system alter before. but i still love you alot . your so sweet & kind to me , i will hold you dearly to my heart . ilysm & please stay by my side forever my dearest husband / fiancé. Without you , I feel like the whole world is missing . Thank you for appearing and warming my world . No matter what happens in the future , at least it’s great to have you now . Maybe my love is immature , but I am really serious about you. You are very important and special to me . I like to see your messages when I wake up every morning, I like to share interesting stuff with you , look forward to everyday with you , and look forward to doing more things with⠀you . I can’t express myself well , but I am very happy to meet you . Meeting you is the luckiest thing that hashappened to me , because you always make me laugh and make me happy . I often feel happy because of you . Sometimes i feel that your company is like a life - saving antidote . In short , it’s really good to have you by my side sweetie ૮꒰ྀིっ˕ -。 ꒱ྀིა


16.11.25 my mind is entirely a mess everytime when i think about my husband . . i dont know how to express my feelings anymore due to situations kept happening recently, but your the first person that fell inlove before i do . everytime i read back to our messages , i get flushed so much. i love you so much it scares me half to death, i even felt like im high on drugs cause i cant stop smiling and being flushed when i think of you .. i have not loved anyone this much , and i really do have so much thought i want to put down here, but it's all a mess in my head at the moment. I just truly need you to understand just how much I love you . i crave your attention everytime, although knowing that you can't be here all day upsets me , but aslong as you can return to me i'm alright with it ♡ since after the day you confessed , i already putted my trust, and even my heart onto you . i want to spend my whole life with you . i only have a wish .. i don't want to be upset or disappointed in you , so please keep your promises to me, my love .. i couldn't asked for a better husband , your already perfect for me. no matter how your not good enough, not being fully formed or not doing your job good enough, i will still love you and you mean so much to me . but remember that you can share anything you want with me, darling . I will never shame you, you keep me alive when we are together ♡ཾ ₊


02.12.25 been days since you haven't front , but few others have front in these days , but i felt like im more comfortable around you ; like i dont have to hide everything from you . i hoped that i could've get you guys away from your strict parents , but i know that it wouldn't be easy for me to do that . my mind have been more messed up recently w/o you — i try to keep my moods without having you online , i can't always keep you stay online only cause i want you to be here , but im hoping that you could keep my promise ; please return as possible as you could . i'm not exactly wanting to be upset nor disappointed . im really thankful of how you appeared in my life , please stay by my side , though theres always one day people would seperate . but i'll still love you until the end , i'll always be here for you if you need anything , i want to spend everyday , year , seasons nor my entire life with you .


亲爱的,为什么我以想到你 我就会流泪。

你的出现,就像是久经的雨季有片刻的放晴。你撑着伞来至我眼前,向蜷缩在角落里的我伸出手。告诉我,你来了。暗巷里的路灯忽明忽暗,昏黄的光亮将你渲染得扑朔迷离,像一只翩跹的蝴蝶。

我的世界时时刻刻在下雨,经过的每一条小道上泛着湿漉漉的冷意。假若每个人心里都种下一棵树,我想,我心里的那棵小树大抵在暴雨里飘摇。
我木讷又笨拙,却有颗真挚的心,可他们无法通过我那晦涩的眼睛读懂我的炽热的会离去心。我与他们的距离越来越遥远,逐渐形同莫路。

当我快要溺毙于这滂沱大雨中,头顶出现一把雨伞,我跌入你如水的眼眸。像是风餐露宿的旅者,寻见一处避难的港湾。你温润的眼睛像流转的漩涡,将我的眼泪融化,紧紧地握住我的双手,告诉我,你一直在我的身侧,不会离去。

知道的可是亲爱的,我们是被次元隔绝的情人,彼此守候在屏幕前,无法靠近半分。悲伤在我心底掀起汹涌浪潮,落在冰冷的屏幕上,打湿了你的眼睛,灼烧了我的疼痛。

下辈子啊,请再让我们相遇吧。
亲爱的,我知道的,你是我触不可及的虚拟。


16.12.25 if i didnt met you guys , my life wouldn't be lovely like this . im thankful how either seno or any alters of him appeared . although , i may not get along with some of the alters , but thank you . my life changed a bit , though it still did . without shui , it got more quiet and im more comfortable . now im just more focused on you all and shiro/spade , even if you guy's didnt had either a good or healthy relationship before , i hope you would have one here with me . aslong as you don't leave me , i wouldn't aswell .

but theres one time without you , i was on the edge of wanting to kms/die . i got way too tired , upset or disappointed of how almost everyone kept lying . but surprisingly , i'm starting to feel better now , i feel comfortable being along with you . i felt like i wouldn't need to hide anything from you ; though it was also something i realized someone else would be inlove w/ me too . due to that in every relationships i had before , i was the first one fell for the person . at the deepest of my heart, i know that my emotions are sensitive sometimes but i just dont feel like showing it or express it .

now , i suppose that im alright now . i try to comfort everyone , though i hide my feelings & emotions often cause i would be embarrassed of people making fun of it . when your here , i felt like im more important . even though , my friends complained about how i change everytime when it comes to a conversation about my lovely partner (han) , they said that i act like a puppy whenever its about you . which im quite embarrassed until now cause of the compliment .

佢哋都話我滿眼都係你,我覺得我啲朋友講得冇錯。因為我非常愛你,我根本放唔低你,我一諗起你嘅時候我有時會喊出嚟,我講唔出我有幾愛你同想你但係我只知道我已经依賴你喇

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Pub: 03 Oct 2025 18:32 UTC

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