to my beloved, vee!!
hello. errmmm what the heck time is so fucking crazy. ONE YEAR WITH YOU??? ONE YEAR WINGED DUO?? WHAT THE FUCK! time is crazy.
i just wanted to say happy one year! i love you loads and time truly has gone by so fast and if i could go back in time to confessing my feelings for you i truly would go back and do it all over again. platonic bitches? honestly? what were we thinking. smh. but! when i first met you, i had just come out fresh of a solid dormancy, and hadnt been in front for atleast 3 years prior. i had just come outta dni, so so nervous to talk to people outside sight (my literal bodygaurd. my full on protector.) the system, outside of my comfort zone, and all. but i did it! and i met you while i did it.
credits to crowley... for hunting these screenshots when i couldnt find them.
look at us go.. how silly!! and then im not sure what happened after that too specifically, but we became really good friends super shortly after. like super duper shortly. then we became THE WINGED DUO!!! best time of my literal existence. MY PARTNER IN FRICKIN CRIME?! and this is exactly how. actually.
the spelling errors just get me every time....
more screenshots from us being silly as fuck!!!!
(tap on the image to take you to the messages on discord!)
^ i have absolutely zero (AREA ZERO?! ARVEN?!) recollection of what we were talking about but it was funny haha so i screenshotted it
^ you were always just faceplanting all over the place. what a silly guy!
^ oh yeah and we got married. this was our strictly platonic stages. we thought. BUT YKNOW. we still got married. featuring klaus!!
^ your supportive paragraphs make me tear up. always there when i need you. ☹️☹️ /srs /pos
^ cmon. i knew you could backflip!
^ MOTHMAN!! FEATURING MY CHILD!! I LOVE YOU MOTHMAN. /FAM /P!!!!!!
^ errmmmm. yes. yes we absolutely can en.
^ me being ever so sad that i cant talk to mag all day.
^ arson u cant just steal me screaming when my HUSBAND is around.... cmon now
^ not a fucking clue whats going on there!
AND THEN I OBVIOUSLY MADE MY MOVE. my winged duo romantic move. and like. i kid you not that night i was shakin so bad and i was so scared i was gonna get a reality check and a "dude we were only ever romantic bitches ew stop this" and then i was gonna get BLOCKED. but. i didnt! i think i remember talking to you about somebody i liked, which i have no idea where it was or what server it was in, but i tricked you hashtag smirks. you threw me into their dms! well actually i dont think my plan worked cuz i remember u saying "you ASKED ME WHAT TO SAY THEN I SAW YOU TYPING IN DMS" and i was like "oh dear." BUT BUT BUT it was still such a good plan. and to be hoenst i was SHIVERING IN MY BED like "AHHHHH" but yknow i lived i survived AND BEST OF ALL YOU LIKED ME BAck.
i remember like truly not knowing what to say and then i word souped all over the place (i still really fucking hate soup.)
it reads as follows.
*i got thrown into here
word soup or some shit
i dont know
word
soup
i dont like soup
fun fact
i think the idea of a warm thick liquid is just
no no.
savoury warm smoothie
grooooss
ANYWAYS ANYWAYS
platonic marriage? LETS MAKE IT GAYERRRR
okay
being serious
we havent known eachother long. we instantly made a great bond, from the very (NOT LONG AGO) start. winged duo!!! our silly little jokes, are actually fucking great. and guess what? you just gave me advice on how to admit these things to you. ALL OF THIS might not make ANY SENSE. i’m tired, and you know, its nearly midnight. nearly monday. xbox day. that’s irrelevant. im getting off track here.
you’ve always used terms like platonic, and you have ace flag in your profile picture (I THINK), and thats why i asked that one time what ace was. i wondered for a while if you felt romantic affection, or if you were aroace and didnt. BUT THE AROACE FLAG/ARO FLAG ISNT THERE. so. i. YOU KNOWWWWW..
LIKE YOU SAID. 50/50. i dont know alot about you. i dont know if your comfortable with dating alters from systems. i have no idea. you can do nothing with this. literally.
“no, i dont feel the same”
ALLL I NEED.
we can continue being silly platonics and having our funny laughs as the winged duo!! nothing has to change. i wont feel bad, or upset, or awkward or anything else. we can still be, the most awesome, best duo. i will continue to be here for you!!!!!!!
we can continue to be great together
but yeah. this is me just. coming out in the open. and. saying it.*
i was such a shy silly guy. stupid guy too! YOU ACCEPTED! and your response was just the same as mine! such true soulmates. it reads as follows...
i
fucking called it
EJSKSKWJWKS
OH YWAH ITS MONDAY FUCK YEAH
OKAY
UH
WOW
I
CALLED IT
I HAD TO QUICKLY CHECKDMS, N SUCH.
WHEN
YOU SAID
YOUWERRE
TTTYYYYPING
TO
THIS
“ PERSON “
and i saw
“ raison d’être is typing… “
OKAY YEAH UMWOW
**WAILS emoji**
OKAY
WOW
WHAT DO I SAY IN A WAY
FUCKIN
UM
UH
ISUUSHDHDM
WELL.
IMNOT SAYING NO
FOR ONE
I *AM* JUST ACE!! NOT ARO I CAN FEEL ROMANTIC ATTRACTION N SHIT
ANDIVE BEEN HAVUNG A CRISIS OVER PREFERENCES AND SHIT BUT THAT DOESNT MEAN IDONT LIKE DUDES N SHIT
*how do i say yes in a way whatthefuck*
***UM***
*thumbs up emoji*
UN????
UM???
OKAY
UH
YE.S
YEAH.
OKAY YEP.
YES
POSITIVE OUTCOME
WHY NOT
YES
YEPAROO
UJ
UM
YES
**whatthefuc emoji**
IMSAYINGYES
UH
YEAH
AND
i’m
ALSO
TIRED
AND PROBABLY GONNA RUN
UH
BUT YEAH IMOKAYWITH ALTERSIN SYSTEMS AND SHIT
SO
UH
YES
RUNS
how silly we were!! so from then on it was me n u. YOU N ME! we were the gayest bitches in the chaos server. WHAT THE FREAK!!! OUR TIMES JUST GOT FRICKIN BETTER!!!!!!
but...
on a more serious-ish note, i dont want this to get too cheesy, so i'll keep it fairly short lol. (i lied. -present vinn to past vinn who just wrote the paragraph. im so silly for thinking i'd keep it short.)
thank you so so so much. talking to you and spending time with you, talking about our special interests and just knowing you exist makes my day so so much. you've made a really super huge positive impact on my life, like nobody else couldve ever done. youve really helped me through some super hard times from when i just needed somebody to be there 4 me, you have been. i love you literally so much and i wonder sometimes how youve coped with me for so so long... you are super duper crazy!! you are so silly, and funny and you make me laugh so much that sometimes i even cry from laughing and i am literally being so brutally honest... we are the winged fucking duo!! and like. its crazy for me to say ive been dating you for a year. you are mine, and i'm yours. today, a year ago, 365 days ago, 8760 hours ago, 525600 minutes ago. i asked you to be mine, and you said yes. and that made me the happiest i've ever felt, ever. thank you for showing me how to feel this happy. a different kind of happy. i love you, so so much. know i'm always gonna be here for you, and i'm always gonna be backing you up. you've read this before, and i felt like re-including it into this. i wouldve added more from older happy rants, but as servers got deleted i lost them. from the moment i met you, the moment that we crossed paths, my life has transformed in the most incredible ways. there iss o much i want to say but i dont have enough time in the world to say what i would like. you are truly the most wonderful, interesting and flawless person ever. sometimes in life, we create beautiful connections with certain people. a connection that goes beyond our understanding. and as time passes by, it gets deeper. its something beautiful that words cant describe. and suddenly, the path gets blocked. obsticals, distance. life gets in the way. everything just piles up and creates a wall between two souls. but when two souls have a true and meaningful connection? the unknown will bring them back to connection through all of that. they will continue exactly where they left off. pheonix, i love you so much. we have been together for almost a year and that is one of the most wonderful things that have happened to me in a very very long time. i am greatful for you every day you are in my life, and i will be even more for every day you spend in my future.
happy one year my love. i love you most.
(literally prove me wrong)
from your beloved, your so-called "platonic" bitch, vinn.