




β β π β β old books that you left on my shelf, remind me that you taught me how to love myself. your light in every star, you vibrate in my guitar, my life's a show and you played an important part. the notes you wrote me burned their words into my heart. i see you everywhere, it makes forgetting hard.
β β π β β i don't know what i'm supposed to do, haunted by the ghost of you.
β β π β β we were too young, too dumb, to know things like love. but i know better now. so i drown it out, like i always do, dancing through our house, with the ghost of you.
β β π β β if i could take us back, if i could just do that, and write in every empty space the words 'i love you' in replace.
β β π β β forever is a long time, but i wouldn't mind spending it by your side.
β β π β β they say you don't know what you have until it's gone away, god they couldn't be more right. there's a lot of things i wish i had the chance to say, i wish i had a little more time. i miss all the little things, like how you made me laugh and how you made me feel that i could go do anything, i believe you, but i need you. i've been feeling so alone, god i miss you more than you could know. our house doesn't feel like a home, ever since i had to let you go.
β β π β β i hum along, listening to all your favorite songs, close my eyes and just imagine you're not gone. i write you letters you will never read, paint you pictures you will never see, in all my life i never thought i'd be living without you.
i'll lava you forever, squishy. β