I want you more than any stupid song could ever say.

˚๑ ♡ eternally ⑅ yours ⠀ 13 / 05 / 2025⑅ ݂֔ ྀི
ྀི ॱֺּׅ𓏽ִ till's colour ⸝⸝ morina's colour ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ֪⠀
02⑅09⑅2026
hello my angel.. you just fell asleep a few minutes ago so i thought id take it as an opportunity to write. thank you for helping me with the main image since i couldnt pick out of the arts i saved </3. im sorry i didnt start this rentry sooner, in all honesty i was shy because its essentially pda and i get all nervous around people, especially when im being affectionate.
which id like to add on that youve made me so, so much more comfortable and able at expressing my love and appreciation, thank you, really. i didnt know how to love properly at all especially not after the bad relationships ive had in the past but youve helped and healed me so much that i feel "normal" and worthy of love after feeling undeserving of it for so many years. you really are the light of my life, my reason, my person. youll always be the one i want no matter what happens, no matter how many people pray on our downfall, no matter how many people want to "take you away" from me and obviously, no matter how many things my headmates say since theyre our n1 haters.. theyre just jealous that we've been dating for so long and theyre stuck in a situationship. full shade to all of you karson members. i like that you know me as well as you do, i like that you know exactly what my messages mean if im semi-verbal or freaking out over something, i like how patient you are with me when im all excited over my interests and i love, love, love that you let me be passionate with my interests and you actually listen to my rants. i miss playing roblox with you.. even if we played like a few days ago.... i enjoy spending time with you!!!!! i love our sleepcalls, they make me feel more safe when i sleep and i honestly cant sleep without them anymore. youre trapped #sorry. you wanna know something i really like? being able to see you, to see us in songs and ships. i love listening to songs and thinking of you, especially stupid song, u + me = <3 and honeybee, but realistically every song from ylpsfagsil is us shhh dont tell anyone. did you know i cant sleep without listening to that playlist i made for you in 2025? gay i know but its true, its on repeat all night.. my dad is probably sick of hearing the same songs on loop through the walls. i really need you to redownload idv plspslpsls!!!!
i know you redownloaded genshin recently but..... idv..
okay sorry im yapping. i hope you sleep well sweetheart, i love you more than anything in the whole world, my sweet girl. ill try update this regularly instead of spamming your dms 24/7 while youre asleep or away for 1s. okay bye i love you so much ♡ oh also sidenote, i know i hate ivantill with every ounce of my being but somehow when i see them as us it changes my opinion.. youre the only person ill ever like ivantill for and ill only ever tolerate ivantill if its tillrina.. ok ill go now. I LOVE U ♡♡ dream of me, okay? okay!!!!
03⑅09⑅2026
hi im back again... yes its the next day No i dont care. i dont even think its been 24hours yet but i miss you and youre asleep AUHGH but its okay i wokeup a bit early. im kinda nervous for next week cus im going on holiday but ill send you so many photos i promise. my speciality is taking photos of the sunrise / sunset so youll get to see all of it. ive been thinking to myself recently and i think i wanna buy you more things, that mizi thing wasnt enough i wanna buy you 50000 things and spoil you forever
i also think that since youre asleep ill edit us.. ive been wanting to since i have a new style and i really like it alot if you couldnt tell. i really liked the video that you made of us even if i watched it while half asleep.. i like everything you make. every video, drawing, rentry, playlist, paragraph, gift and literally all the other things youve ever made. i like seeing you make things.. i dont even know why but i think its cute that youre able to think of an idea and execute it in a matter of minutes. i think everything you do is cute though i get to watch you live your life and im so happy that i get to see how you function everyday. yknow yemsao posted the early access ep a few minutes ago? if youre here when you wakeup i wanna rant to you about it...... so much chohan and colie so cute. i think youll agree that her hair would look better shorter but i cant speak for you. i miss you, wake up soon.. i love you so much ♡♡ i was gonna play on your genshin and secretly farm for you so i might do that everytime youre asleep, it gives me something to do. if i dont forget
okay i think ill edit now.. maybe. i want food its 6am im kinda hungry Oughhh bagel.
okay okay okay imgoing sry for yapping again. i love you sososososo much sleep well♡
04⑅09⑅2026
hiii my heart ♡ my baby my knight my sweet b?y.. im so happy to see how much you've written here for me, even if it can be hard for me to write as much as i want to for you when i really have to think about doing it. i love how much you care about your interests and how willing you can be to get me involved as well. i'm used to reusing duos throughout relationships because.. that's just how life was, but there will never be another crush to my cherie outside of karson. there will never be another kang to my mashiro, another odette to my vodyanitsa, another femtill to my femivan or another till to my mizi etc,,. you're my final stop and im glad to be able to say that with the reassurance that you want to love me to your dying day, just as i will with you. i love you so, so much, it makes me sick in a good way. i adore when you observe my behavior to consider it cute, when you put us in new duos, and when i get brought along into groups with you or vice versa. i want to experience life with you as much as i can my love. thank you for taking care of me and i hope to see you after your vacation. take a lot of photos for me and write lovely, lovely things to me!! goodnight my darling b?y ♡
16⑅09⑅2026
hi my darling.. the text colour is different since till isn't writing this but hy's in co front with me so it counts, right?... i'm sorry we didn't update this while we were on holiday, we got sick as you know but thank you for being there and speaking to us, all of you. i know our schedule went off a little bit due to the timezone changing and being at a hotel etc etc but i'm glad to be home so that i can spend the rest of my time talking to you. i don't front alot but i love you so dearly, so truly and i don't think i'd ever let you go. you're my favourite person, the mizuki to my rui, the emu to my rui and so so so many more duos. i love being yours, i love knowing you love me as much as you do, it makes me feel whole. i need to come here more honestly because i just spend my day talking about you to carnivelle, roman or even kenji since he's your dad. i know roman and chohan are sick of my yapping by now... i can talk about you for hours,, i like being able to see you in characters even if you know nothing about them or if it's my first time seeing said character. there's something so genuine and pure about the way we love eachother and i'll cherish it forever, the same way i'll cherish you forever, mizu. i missed calling you that but i diddd mention i'd start calling you it again so.. yay!. i know till wants to write here later so i'd keep a look out for any updates. you're asleep right now and i miss you but you wake up soon so i'll leave you be.. i'll go and edit us instead. i love you always, thank you for being the one person i can love and trust. it means alot. also, if you couldn't tell by the purple it's prince / martyr writing this.. i'll make my own info rentry eventually. i'll take my leave now before i write even more, i love you and thank you for that conversation we had last night while i was in the car. i'll always appreciate your affection, you made me feel better.