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hii ^^ my name is vy but you can also call me vee :D that picture right there is literally me! (and not in a 'totally me x3' way, that is actually, seriously my physical face lol)
I am going to be using this rentry as a diary of sorts. I won't be updating everyday, but you can expect to see me return weekly or so ^^ here is some very basic info :
- my preferred name is vy
- I am currently 26 (I know, old)
- I am british + blasian
- on a technicality I'm viet, but I have no vietnamese culture :P
- I am autistic + selectively mute
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01 / 01 / 25
this first little section is copied almost word-for-word from my physical diary! I plan to do this for a lot of my diary entries, only I'll remove personal info and experiences. this is for the public and strangers to see the world of a stranger themselves. if you're reading this, hi!
writing 2025 felt weird ^^ today hasn't been super eventful--I was ill for half the day? weird. I checked my screentime earlier and it was BAD. I won't even say it because it's too embarassing, but let's just say that it's double my usual time D: here's my list of things to do to limit my time on my tablet (because yes, reader, tablets are better than phones, I say as a 26 year old, so don't even try to call me an ipad kid!)
- go for a walk--allowed music
- hang out with friends more often!
- make some food, even if it's just a fruit salad
- draw on paper
- write in here (physical copy)
- scrapbooking!
- run a bath
- build lego (hotel, flowers + more)
- skincare... for fun
- tidy house (ples...)
- read !! hitchiker's guide to the galaxy
06 / 01 / 25
I've been rewatching stranger things. it was my special interest for six years so it's kind of odd to rewatch it after around two years of barely interacting with the media, but I'm really enjoying it ^^! I kind of missed it, haha. it's fun because I analysed it so much when it was my interest so it's cool to see all of the pieces come together again B)
I just had a hot chocolate (or are currently having one.. ha) and it's super tasty. my feet were really cold and they've warmed right up. oh the dull life of a 26 y/o woman...
I need to do another book in my scrapbook at some point. I guess rentrys (or is it rentries?) are sort of like scrapbooking? I made a very scrapbook-y looking one only a few hours ago. it's co/xc if anyone reading is interested ^^ I claimed xc because it looks like a little sad emoticon. if you turn your head you can just see it :P
I love hot chocolate as it makes me sleepy and warms me up, but it's always makes me feel a bit sickly too? anyone else get that?
I need to redo my intro... I'll do another list and have it list rentry themed stuff I need to do :D
- redo intro! probably make /categg into something cute ^^
- directory for EVERYTHING! I keep making url directories but I need a directory directory...
- an extended? I think hm
- NEOSPRING! I've had an account for ages but I haven't used it + I love css so I can definitely make it cute!
- interests page :) I just need to keep track lol
08 / 01 / 25
I had a good day today! I also had a pretty rubbish day yesterday, but the evening was great! I was wearing my lucky shirt yesterday so I guess that's why... I still need to decorate another url I claimed recently. I have three months to do it and no one else will probably claim it, but I still want to do it in advance you know?
I need to post to my resource again :D for those wondering, I'm wioryz on tumblr and I post pixels and other web graphics ^^ if you're reading this and am another resource, please do not repost the graphics I have found as it takes me a lot of time to find rare ones (a lot of time meaning hours, sometimes even days).
I need to play stardew valley again. if you're interested in sdv like I, you can see my sdv rentrys on /stardew-valley! I'm super tired... I hope tomorrow's lucky as well but I probably just jinxed it, haha. I still need to make a new intro... hm
19 / 01 / 25
I haven't updated this in 11 days!! rrrraaahhhhh! I got a bit of rentry burnout (currently still struggling through that rip) but I managed to cop the /hawkins url so YAYAYAY! for context, stranger things was my special subject for maybe 5 or 6 years? it's very dear to me, but I hadn't watched in since season 4 came out in 2022 when my interest dwindled, so I rewatched it and it's been super fun to see all of my old blorbos...
I messaged boy today again. I'll start calling him boy like he's some otherwordly spirt (he bascially is) so I hope he sees that at some point. for context, boy has been my 'celebrity' crush since 2019 (celebrity in quotations as he doesn't like calling himself that) and I've been texting him. I already know he reads my messages as he uses a lot of my ideas (this sounds insane but he actually does, trust, he's not some mega celebrity so he does see these things) but I really hope he replies to me someday ^^ I'll keep my hopes up
I am a procrastinator and still need to make an intro :P I have a lot of cute urls that I still haven't used. I apolgise to the people who gifted me them ^^; I will use them and they won't be hoarded, I am just sooo tired atm. I've been napping basically all weekend D: my sleep patterns have gone all wacky because I'm naturally waking up at 6am yet I nap 2-4pm most days?
24 / 01 / 25
/ cw: anxiety + eating disorder mention, pretty venty
oh god I'm just feeling really stressed and nervous and sick. I just hate everything at the moment to be honest... nothing feels good anymore and I feel like I'm stuck in a loop of... something, I'm not so sure... but it's something bad. sorry to get all venty on this, I don't intend to, I'm just feeling awful at the moment and I don't know how to get out of this spiral.
it's like I'm losing a part of me... I'm just upset and stressed and confused and I'm anxious all the time. my eating has gone slower, too. there's a piece of toast that's sitting on my bedside table for almost an hour now and I can't bring myself to eat it. last time this happened I was in a rut for about a week and had to go tp the doctor about it because it was so bad... it took me around 4 hours to eat one slice of toast and even then I could barely stomach it.
I'm just sad and I'm too hot then too cold and my heart keeps racing and it feels like I'm going to throw up at some point (I won't--I never throw up lol...)
on better news though, I reorganised my desk yesterday. just the top cubby I have, but now all drawers apart from one is for my scrapbooking materials ^^ I haven't done any scrapbooking for a little while, so I'm super excited to get back into it. I bought some stickers the other day and they are CUTE! one pack are these kiddish frog and mushroom stickers with bright / pastel pinks and greens and the other are these colourful puffy buttons! I have brown buttons already but these are adorable :P
I've been having lots of nightmares recently, which is great (I say incredibly sarcastically). some of them are really serious and others are just weird. I don't know if it's too hot or cold or what... ugh I'm STRESSED and ANXIOUS! god if you can hear me please please help a girl out :(
29 / 01 / 25
RAHHH I checked the guestbook and I LOVE YOU GUYS! you're so sweet D';
I'll have this entry mainly as a thank you to everyone who signed :) I LOVED these messages omg!! TYSM! I tried to keep it pretty simple and themed like this rentry ^^ I might retheme it just a little at some point hehe.
also this message was really really sweet! how DARE you make me shed a tear. tysm :DD this was around two weeks ago as I don't check my strawpage too much, but you have a good day as well ^^
someome also drew me THIS. this is SO cute wawawa! I love its derpy little face and curly tail </3 thank you so so much! I got a new printer recently so I might print all these messages out and stick it in my scrapbook :D
and no, I did not forget this... thank you skibidi toilet. I love you oh so much. most of my friends have the skin in fortnite and one has a shitty plush they got off of amazon. will listen to religously
that's it for the notes but they really made me smile ^^ if you want to be featured in another entry then sign it here and you'll most likely added (unless it's just drawings of dicks, lol)
in other news, today I watched the first two episodes of your friendly neighborhood spider-man and oh BOY did I love it. I like any spidey content as I'm a big big fan so it's no suprise lolol. peter in this comes across as a lot younger which is expected for a new show like this, and he's a little more goofy and clumsy than other adaptations, but I still liked it! he very much gives off tom holland's spider-man, but this show was originally going to be a prequel for mcu spidey so that makes sense :)
30 / 01 / 25
am I updating two days in a row?! it can't be real! hi everyone ^^ did anyone share me somewhere? because I swear I'm getting more traction on my guestbook lol. but speaking of my guestbook, I got more messages!
hi! I blurred your rentry as I wasn't sure if you wanted to keep it private or not, I think I'll always do that by default now ^^ but unfortunately /spidermen isn't for trade :( most my urls aren't (unless it's for something like /spiderman itself lol) although don't be afraid to ask! I will probably say no to most things, but if you have something that you thing I'd really like, don't be afraid to reach out!
also hi! thank you so much <3 I have generally low self esteem so this was really nice to recieve ^^. oh boy I use ^^ too much don't I? in relation to cuteness, I think if I were any animal I'd be a bunny. in almost all quizzes I do I get rabbits haha. I'd imagine boy would be an otter... that would very much suit him methinks.
I need to make a new page in my scrapbook :0 now that I have a nice printer and sticker paper, I can make custom stickers! I'm wondering on the theme.... the other day I decorated this old empty book I had laying around with this packaging of a packet of doughnuts and this sticker my friend gifted me almost a year ago lol.
the doughnut packaging is a funny story, actually. I was around town and then this girl was waving around her empty packet of doughnuts asking if anyone wanted her rubbish. it had a pretty pattern so I went over and said 'yeah sure :)' and so she gave it to me but her and her friends gave me such a weird look... you OFFERED? D: I saved you from walking five seconds to the bin haha
anyway, I looked at the packaging and, mind you this must be 4 or 5 doughnuts, she got it for THIRTY PENCE? in this economy?! I need to find whichever tesco she goes to and buy all their doughnuts. I love dougnuts... it was actually my first word :0 I guess it was my destiny.