From Whitney.
I write a lot about him honestly. Look at all the archives and extras and stuff- As someone with ASPD, he really is my 'special someone', someone who understands me and is interesting to me unlike anyone else. I don't like or care about anyone aside from him, he's the one who I want to spend my whole life with. When I'm at work, he occupies my mind, when I'm doing anything it's just "boyfriend aaaa" -- I never have felt this way with anyone else aside from him. 5 whole years together and one day I'm going to marry him and have kids and spend forever with the love of my life. I got him his first walking aid 3 years ago- He spoke about it in his lovemail for me... but now he uses it fulltime and I keep telling him we need to change it because it's so old but he can't let go of it- like it's sentimental aah. He warms my heart genuinely.
He is my perfect match, my lovely little unexplainable thing. He helped me when I was at my lowest point, when I sabotaged myself and he did everything he could to help me. Who KNEW it was because of my conduct I was acting out
but hey, who cares right? He stuck by my side even if it was just conduct. He housed me, he gave me his warm embrace and I was hesitant at first but warmed up to him fast. I never do that really-- I only put on an act and act super kind to people because I don't know how to properly talk to people or whatever lol, it's all fake with others but with him? He just is amazing, I'm never bored of him, he always interests me unlike other people. He is just an absolute gemstone and I wanna cherish it forever. My sugar sweet zombie, My star-shine TV performer and his lovely system. Although I find it hard to be open about my feelings, I can honestly say that I do love you, with all my heart and I could never imagine myself with anyone but You. I cherish you so much, I would hurt people and ruin lives if it meant your happiness. I love you so much, you're my everything and always forever will be. My pet is forever mine and I can't be more happy for us.
Note to you: I am proud of you for everything you have achived. If it be appointments, diagnosises, or even just getting up out of bed and cleaning up whilst I am at work, I am proud of you and you make every day that little more worth living. Coming home to you is the highlight of my day, watching you play games and making dinners for you when it gets too difficult, I am always so happy to see you smile, make your life easier. You are my forever and my one and only. I will always love you, please remember that even if it's hard. I understand how your mind affects you but know I support you and I am here for you. I love you sweetheart, I can never love another like you.
-Forever love, Husk.