January 20th, 2026
I love him. He knows I do. It's hard for me to express myself in a way that doesn't make me cringe because I don't consider myself someone that's able to love. Excluding being an alternate, I'd consider myself a loveless aromantic and most romantic actions are something that generally disinterests me...but the look on Jonah's face is worth suffering for. He's someone that I hope I live and die with forever, as cringe as it sounds and as cheesy as it sounds. I'm happy, even if I don't show it in typical manners. He doesn't care about my apathy and even enjoy's how level headed and detached I am. It makes me feel less broken and more ... human. It's something I know I'll never be, but it's a nice thought.