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Intro: Welcome to my diary! I am Ruru/Mika, a big StSg enthusiast, and in this Diary, I will mostly talk about SatoSugu or JJK in general. I will update it every night!
PS: I am a StSg Yumeshipper & a Satoru fictkin, so DNI if it makes you uncomfortable, thanks!

27th February 2026: Ok. I've been wanting to make this stupid diary for so long but my lazy ass kept procrastinating and it took longer than I excepted. Nothing fancy on this rentry I can't be bothered anymore ngl! I think I'll just talk about satosugu tomorrow because I'm kinda tired of making this rentry already... I just wanna read some fanfic ong cuteboyfriends

28th February 2026: Hello everynyan... I am tired again tonight so I probably won't yap a lot. I don't even know where to start...!
Satosugu has taken over my life tbh. All I do leads to them. I think stsg. I read stsg. I talk stsg. I dream stsg. I cry stsg... I am stsg... My obsession is so huge I can't go 1 second without thinking about them even when I'm trying to distract myself because the mere thought of satosugu makes my heart aches painfully. Idk why I'm doing this to myself,, It all started in 2022-2023, then when JJK manga ended, i kinda stopped but now I led my eyes on them again and realized that they're the best thing that have appeared in my life. It was to the point of banging my head against the wall and crying myself to sleep (i'm saner now but not totally sane haha). Even if it give me depression I will always be thankful that satosugu exist because I probably wouldn't be here today ngl. They've been here at my lowest and they were the only thing I had at the time. Satosugu I love you
biyfriends

1st March 2026: HI GUYs. I am happy today even though school's tomorrow. Satosugu giving me strength ngl ( ^ω^ ) Anyway I'm going to order some pins and all of gojo and geto on aliexpress with my mom tonight I'm so happy ! I wanna show the world my love for them 100%, i just have a tiny satosugu pin that my friend gave me like two years ago now it needs some friends... I'm broke and my parents kinda greedy tho so I probably won't be able to buy a lot if them but i'm still thankful heheh ^ - ^ Also I wanna start JJK modulo but I have to finish reading JJK first sobs I'm such a slow reader but it's ok I'm savoring I don't really wanna read it quickly or else I'll be even sadder than I am rn cause of SATOSUGU. Anyway I'm going to read some stsg fanfic again tonight and mentally prepare myself for school, goodbye world
BFS

2nd March 2026: I was about to fall asleep but woke up in a cold sweat when i realized i didn't yap about satosugu tonight.
Today I went to school (yayyy kils muself) but I couldn't focus at all cause all I had in mind was SATOSUGU. I succefully bought the pins i wanted yesterday so I'm extra excited and I can't stop thinking abiut them. I'm supposed to be asleep now so I unfortunaly can't talk a lot so goodnight world

3rd March 2026: Hello, we meet again on this fine evening :winks:... anyway, I'm doing good tonight so I'll probably yap a lot idk.
I think that in the entire JJK series, Geto and Gojo are the best written characters. Like actually. Actually in my entire life I have never seen fictional characters make me so emotional. The relationship between these two is so well written that no matter how much I read it, no matter how much i think about them, no matter how tears I've shed for them, I never get tired of loving it. They bring me so much joy and sadness at the same time—it makes me feel alive and it's quite amazing. I got so attached to them because of it, and honestly I ain't worried about it cause it's worth it. I love satosugu so much it makes me nauseous, i used to puke because of them but I simply can't stop loving them. Even if i try. Once, some years ago I tried to detach myself a bit from them but it was so bad that I couldn't take it anymore and kept crying over them cuz yes. I love satosugu. I think.
Tomorrow, I will try to write about their relationship more and how it hints to be romantic—more than platonic, at least. Definitely not just "good friends."
Also I forgot to say that I changed my phone background to the hidden inventory arc anime poster thing mid class and I can't stop giggling and smiling at it cause. SATOSUGU. I showed it to my bro and he told me im mentally ill and, yeH
behbehz

4th March 2026: Hello... we meet again. heh. I was bored and remembered that this existed!
Like I said yesterday I wanna yap about how satosugu are homos. in the manga and anime... Tonight I'll just talk about Geto's death in JJK0!
Ok so I have so myuch to say about this. One of Jjk's biggest mystery is Gojo's last words to Geto, and I'm like, 99,9% sure these words were "I love you." I'm not 100% sure about what I heard from others but even so I do think satoru said that.
whyhelikethistho Ok so firstly. People who say it was "I'll be lonely" or "you were my best friend" or some similar shit piss me off because why would he say that :sob: especially the first sentence... like, yeah, Gojo is already lonely. I mean they've parted for ten years, why would he say that he'd be lonely if he already was? Also, Geto reacted oddly to what Gojo told him, and I don't know you but i wouldn't personally be shocked and blush if someone said they'd be lonely NGL. Anyway. Love is quite literally the theme of JJK 0 so it'd make sense if it were romantic too. And it was also revealed that it's 3 words long (in english i think) and uhm. Guess what's three words long. Yeah. "I love you." I have so much to say about this theory but there's so much happening around me tgat i'm forgetting the fuckass hints omg... Ok so there are also ithers things that shit on my current theory like gege saying gojo said it before in jjk0 but personally i think uhm. it'd have a romantic implication anyway. Because theyre gays END OF THE STORY i dint wanna overthink and cry about it (yes i am unemployed)
In my deluisons it will always be i love u idc... ahhaha i wanfed to add SOO much more but i'm tired and my mind is blank

5th March 2026: Hi... pals... i forgot abiut this again (dementia is kicking in) i was kinda busy and im tired so i dont think ill talk tonight. itsgojo100% Sorry to myself cause i really wanted to talk about them i love them my babies :(( guess ill just dream about them tinught heh goodnight world

6th March 2026: Hi guys my appointement was canceled so i had An existencial crisis but its ok cuz some random dude told me my fit was fire. Preach to him
I said id talk about the hints but honestly im sooo tired and just wanna yap about something else. those fuckass illustrations of gojo's youth :( imginbacry i've been looking at them for like ten minutes now and it's making me so sad oh my god just look at them they were so happy i'm gonna puke :sob: :sob: their smiles mean everything to me i feel like a mom rn. plz. i cant do this i love them so much why WHYYYY. At least they're happy now... airport... yay.... KILLS MYSEKF. THEY DESERVE THE WORLD NOT WHATEVER HAPPENED BRI I CANT ohmygod At this point im gonna start gaslighting myself into thinking that they all end up happy and everyine is alive hell yeah this is truly my jujutsu kaisen hahahahah :sob: rips off my hair ok i need ro calm diwn mika calm down ahhhhhhhh SATOSUGUUUUU AHHHHGH

7th March 2026: HELLOOOO GUYSSS, today i am so happpaypapy even though my period attacked me but iys ok jjk healed me :white_heart::black_heart:
mybabbiesI watched the jjk hidden inventory/premature death arc movie today and it made me feel so much emotions it was like a rollercoaster :sob: It felt so refreshing seeing them happy again after all of this, especially with the bonus illustrations at the end of the movie. AND THE ACOUSTIC VERSION OF WHERE OUR BLUE IS OMG. it made me sob. It's actually so beautiful, personally i like it more than the original cause you can truly feel the emotions of it and the backup vocals make it sounds like it's geto and gojo singing it makes me sobs omg omg omg :sob::sob: i think i'll listen to it all day tmrw actually i love it so much, like it has a nostalgic "youth" feel to it that I can't really describe, its just so good I swear paired with the illustrations it made me feel so sad. Almost sobbed but i had to stay brave. When I finished watching the movie I felt so empty I thought I was dead for a moment bro i canttttt i love it SO DAMN MUCH. Hidden inventory arc is my favorite JJK arc EVER EVERRARAREARHHA I LOVEEEEEHEHEH. breathes. It's so beautiful yall wouldnt understand it makes me me sad every time i think about it omggagahjajk .... i miss u hidden inventory arc (i will literally read the chapters instead but ok .)
Since I've watched hidden inventory arc again my mind is now fresh. I will write about the hints tomorrow i swear gulps....!!!! I love u satosygusysuzgzfahjhh

8th March 2026: I wrote in this but it reset ugh fuck u damn phone. anyway I didnt consume a lot of jjk today im just trying to get more plays on the acoustic version of ao no sumika ;) I will now list the facts/hints of satosugu finally. beware it may contain spoilers bru

  1. Gojo and Geto died on the same day, 24th december, a romantic day—kenjaku even asks if Gojo is a romantic/says that he's kinda gross;
  2. Gege is a BL fan and got inspired by one of them when writing Gojo and Geto. I don't think I need to add anything to this fact;
  3. There's a theory that says Hidden Inventory's OP music, Ao no sumika, is Gojo's letter to Geto. The lyrics can be seen as "romantic," Gege even asking to remplace a word in the lyrics to romantic love in japanese. This is one of my most favorite fact. There's also a theory that the outro's music is supposed to be Geto's letter to Gojo, or his friends' point of view on him;
  4. In the opening, we can see Gojo and Geto riding a bike together, which is considered romantic... its even illegal in japan. I also really like this fact a lot;
  5. Gojo says that he can never mistaken the scent of Geto, i find this cute haha... Not even his cursed energy, but his smell. Did he smell him or something when they were teens/j;
  6. When Gojo met Kenjaku in Geto's body for the first time, his six eyes tells him that's the real Geto, but his heart tells him otherwise... and i think that's pretty fucking beautiful. He's so sure of himself that he'd deny his six eyes. just Wow;
  7. Gojo calls Geto his "one and only" and personally i think thats pretty gay but maybe thats just me i guess...;
  8. After killing the village, Geto left one of his uniform's button there, the one near the heart (i think?) which can be seen as a love confession in Japan with highschoolers;

...That's all for today. I could only remember this much (yes all of this came freom my gay mind no research yay)... I'll dig some more facts tomorrow! If i wasnt tired id 100% remember more sigshgsgsh

9th March 2026: Hey guys... i'm not feeling too well today... nervous probably cause of school or smth, idk :/
I'm just gonna list a bit since my head really hurts and i wanna read some jjk before going to sleep ugh :sob::sob:

  1. When Kenjaku attacked Gojo, Geto's body reacted and wanted to protect Gojo. Damn, it was muscle memory... Even dead, he wants to protect Gojo. I wanna cry;
  2. The Hidden Inventory arc OP song's cover art is two hands holding onto each other, but one seems to slip away... And I really like interpreting it as Gojo's and Geto's hands (Geto being the one slipping away here). Just something i thought, i didnt see anyone talk about this but i think it's a cute interpretation :pleading_face:;
  3. Geto and Gojo have matching initials: S.G. and I find this very romantic;
  4. In the airport scene, after Gojo dies and meet Geto again, Geto asks him if he's satisfied, but Gojo replies that he isn't satisfied because Geto wasn't here to cheer him up and it really breaks my heart... ough.... He can only be satisfied if Getois here IM HONNA CRY.

OK I STOP I cant do this anymore i have enough of a headache. I didnt even bother looking these up. bye.

10th March 2026: Hi guys.... uwu i was busy today (yes again) so i don't want to yap a lot but know that satosugu was always on my mind haha :heart_eyes:
Tomorrow I'm probably gonna get my pins i'm so excited sombmiijfaahhhgghh i could only think of this during class i have an exam tmrw but i think ill fail cuz im so excited omg like actually im not faking or anythinh... Can't wait to show to my school how much of a loser i am with my satosugu pins yay :white_heart: I gotta let em know how manly i am tsk...
boyfrends Also i probably look like a weirdo cuz since i have absolutely zero friend irl im always alone so to pass the time during recess (actually always but shhh) i think about satosugu and i unconciously start smiling and someyimes laugh like an idiot or smth like that.. guys do you think i like satosugu :pleading_face: or am i just autistim laughs
forgot bout the facts today imm lazy ok flies away into the night sky

11th March 2026: HI KMG TODAY IM SOOOOOK HAPPPYERTYHHHFDSX hi guys todat my pins and my keychain came home i can finally show the workd my devotion to satosugu....... meurhehhe.... i love the pins my cat likes the cute gojo keychain and my mom the pins with the chibi art... rubs hands mischievously... *spreads my satosugu brainrot into my family's brain*
biebes Also i drew gojo and geto during class and i showed them to my mom like i was so proud i really likes how my gorgeous ethereal beautiful pretty cute handsome sweet suguru turned oit hagaha gojo is here too ig..... /j i love them both smmbmammcahsh
anyway im kinda nervous to go yo school with my pins cuz im scared they will fall i need a new backpack... definitely not scared of people jusging me cuz i was already a weirdo fartz :sob: gotta tell them whos the alpha.
i plan on buying more pins in a very near future but ill get a new backpack first my current one is highkey old bro :( i want an ita bag so bad but i gotta wait my sis to leave this goddamn house already so i can be FREE ill literally decorate my wjole room jjk when she gone for good ughi cant wait i wish i were an only child but wtv
Ok i yaPped a bit tonight ima go to sleep now... goodnight guys im gonna dream about satosugu zzzz

12th March 2026: Nyallo everynyan.... I'm really tired tonight (do not ask me why im always writing in my diary before going to sleep) so i will just try to yap a bit.... :pleading_face::pleading_face:
Today i took my pins to a walk (take care of them too) and I was thinking of either buying a school bag with some space for pins like an ita bag or just an ita bag cause I really wanna start decorating my stuff with my babies :heart_eyes: I have everything planned in my mind itsjust that it kinda sucks to live in belgium cause even online we cant find a lot of stuff or whatever i hate this country more yhan myself :rofl::rofl::rofl: hi
me
Also today's jjk episode was sooo friggin good its like the animations are getting better eavh episodes idk how to say it but like its improving idk its just amazing vro its so gas also takaba made me laigh like a monkey (geto reference :question_mark:) i love this dude
I wanna add also that im getting A bit more obsessed about gojo like i am with geto i mean like i always loved my sweet beautiful suguru more than gojo but this idiot is lowkey growing on me NGL..... i love them sm oughhhhh

13th March 2026: Hi pretend its not past midnight its still friday in my head ok... i got distracted (yk by what :rofl:)
Today i'm trying to make my discord profile cute satosugu themed because i genuinly cant live without these two... wait that reminds me of the people saying "chill its just a fictional character youll live" if you say that then you have never experienced the true feeling of loving a character. I literally love satosugu to the moon and back yall dont know how much i actially like them id do anything for these two jumps
Ok anyway also i made a roblox fit cuz maybe my papa towa is gonna spoil me with some robux so :heart_eyes: i made the avatar gojo... why not geto aka my favorite you ask, well thats just cuz gojo is a twink and i wanted a cute avatar haha laughs thats hilarious ok here is it hi
he looks ugly and punchable here but i swear im gonna change some things achoo zorry i just sneezed
Also my classmate thought the geto pins on my backpack was megumi and i nearly started crasjing out but then i remembe r thats proof that megumi is satosugu's child wow :heart:
Looking at my diary and realizing hiw much of a yapper i am. Why do i yap so much bro... ok ima go now baibai guyz...

14th March 2026: Uhm act like its not past midnight afain ples i always firget :rofl: someone smack me
Ok i was reading jjk and can we actually talk about how kenjaku made geto wear normal pants in the early chapters... ihm... sir... where are his baggy clothes :face_with_symbols_over_mouth::face_with_symbols_over_mouth: still serving tho sticks out tongue
hiafain akso I decided to make the roblox avatar suguru instead cuz i realized hes a pretty princess and deserves mire ngl i definitely do not have a favorite agahahs
towa if you see this give me the bibux
i got sick today so i wont talk a lot thats all foe ronight ok i really wish to yap mire but im too tired :( bai bai remember satosugu rules over the world

15th March 2026: Hi guys im so happy ftoday aahyayayshh apap towa gave me ribux im si hpaappayy i feel so spoilllessxdddd im just a bebehhhh
i could buy the avatar uwu.... 9')omg... bere
i beed people to play with thiugh i wonder if there are any satosugy obbys :drooling_face::drooling_face: do u huys think i like satosugu
omg there was spmething ob my mind all day too its wait im gonna add this to the stsg facts 13. Gege chose this specific monk attire for Geto because it's called "gojo kesa" ... not accidental, he said it himself in an interview!!

I love this fact so much actially img. like. its genuinly been on my mind since friday actuallt im shaking
CUTIEEEE May I also add the fact that i want the (adult) geto nendroid so bad id literally sell my soul for it beo look at how cute he looks the art awaw awww. awwww my beautyful wife i lobe him so much yall wouldnt understanf ughhhh aagghhh sugururururuuuu you are so fucking cute starts banging head on wall I LOVE MY WIFESSEEER SUGURUUUUUUUUUUU MY LOVELY SWEET DARLING OMG ID DO ANHTHING FOR THIS MAN IM GIING CRAZY ok soddy mhiokhbjoonno suguruuu :heart_eyes:
ok bye i go sleep thinking about my glorious wife suguru kisses him goodnight
(btw yay 900 views lesgo to 1000 guys plz)

16th March 2026: Good evening guys .. I'm kinda feeling bad rn... actually not kinda i am aha
My family genuinly sucks so bad I cannot do this anymore, dude. I just want to hang myself at this point but I'm too much of a pussy. It's getting to the point I don't even want to go home anymore, I used to hate school but I'm slowly realizing that going there is my only escape. I actually feel so unsafe I thought my brother was going to try to hurt me during dinner. The only thing that keeps me sane is satosugu I fear, especially Suguru. My family can't make me smile but they can and it's enough ngl. They give me so much happiness, just hearing the single mention of them is enough to make me smile and forget about my problems. I love them so much and nothing will stop my love for them from growing each passing minutes. I fear that I can't go on without satosugu, they're like air to me. Call me I'm insane or whatever but that's how I genuinely feel about them. They're my whole world.
myloves
"Are you ok" no I am telling the world that my reason to live is doomed yaoi :v::sob:

17th March 2026: Hey tofay im mad no more mister nice guy. This fandom is a prison i swear im shaking in my boots rn
Satosugu haters are more embarassing than annoying brotato chip.... theyre so mad at us satosugu shippers for no reason bro :sob::sob: "theyre just best friends" i dont care. YAOI ATTACK 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈🌈🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈🌈🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨
watch me learning how to use emijis on rentry just for thus
ok anyway as i was saying i hate those straggots always whispering in my ear bout some best friends shit like dawg we get it we know they "just" bestfriends its calked a ship for a reason... ppl who get pressed over harmless ships should NOT step inside any fandom bruu... get a LIFE :rofl:
and .. can we really say what geto and gojo were having was just simple friendship love? like even if it wasnt romantic or anything :plead: their relationship is so well written and just saying tjeyre bestfriends kinda pisses me off... geto is gojo's one and only shut up :unamused: I could yap about it for hours and ill probably continue tomorrow its just that its getting quite late fellas!!! :v::v: see u guys tmrw for another yap sesh wifh satosugu devotee mika :grin:

18th March 2026: Hello ... rubs hands today we comtinue hating on the haters
Still mad at satosugu deniers , notisce how its always straight people too :rofl: thsi is a joke but heah no its actually true theyll go "cant men just be friends" and proceed to ship a man and a woman cuz they interacted for one nanosecond and say its canon like okkkayyy... meanwhile satosugu's relationship is so complex its beyond platonic or romantic 🙂‍↕️ looks at THOSE gojohime shippers tsk.. talking bout how gojohime is canon (????im crine) when utahime GENUINELY hates gojo bro who would bang someone that they dislike brotatoo also theyre so siblings coded to me :sob::v: i cant bro ... "mha shippers has joined the jjk fandom" hey so what the hell are you yapping about .. satosugu has been existing for years, even if some mha kids joined the fandom it wouldnt change anything bro open twitter and 90% of jjk artists ship them i always find a thousand satosugu shippers i swear ... is it their first time partaking in a fandom or something i cannot fo this bro can they get a job already :sob:
Also!!! (No more hating) im rewatching hidden inventory/premature death again !! And i noticed some things in the outro so ill share my analyze tomorrow i just have to organize some things in my heaf ok :3 buhbye
(also bonus image cuz theyre so dumb here) SILLIES

19th March 2026: Hi im late again cuz i was playing robloc with da fam :rofl: ima do my Outro analzyzisi
Ok so i'll mostly yap about the betta fishes because that's what caught my attention the most.
It's quite obviously that it symbolizes Geto and Gojo's relationship... At the start, the two fishes are white. But then, one becomes black, and takes the opposite direction than the white one. The black one is geto—black after the incident with the star religious group. The white one is gojo, and they part away, to the opposite ways, because of their different ideologies, just like when they part away after Geto massacred his village.
Then, the betta fishes appear again. This time, we can see Gojo following the black one with his eyes—he's oblivious of Geto's current state, or, he still wants to be with him. Meanwhile, Geto look at the white fish briefly, before ignoring it and closing his eyes—he wanted to be with Gojo, but set it aside because of his ideologies once again.
Then, finally, at the end of the outro, when Gojo finally joins Geto and that he stands up, we can see in the water on the ground the reflection of a black betta fish that disappears. When he is with Gojo, he sets aside his dark thoughts—Gojo is the only one who made him forget his worries, etc.
That's my personal analysis after rewatching the outro once after a while, thanks for reading :slight_smile: I probably missed some things but that's how I interpret it! I just really love all of the symbolism behind these two betta fishes, it's beautiful really.
Also I loved today's JJK episode but I think I've already yapped a lot... See you tomorrow guys!

20th March 2026: Hoii... late edit again sighs... I'm pretty tired tonight since I've been out all day and I'm CONSTIPATED #pain agghhhhh... I can't yap sadly, i'm so friggin tired uhghhhhhhgg.!!! I watched a hidden inventory arc episode again and thought about satosugu i'm trying to claim /goge please pray for me vro im so nervous. Also it my boy yuuji's bday todau!!! happ biday:grin::grin: my cousin shares his bday with him im jeakous ugh whatever babai guys ima read a stsg fanfic tmrw also apparently its good so!! See u tmrwwwww ^_^

21th March 2026: HHELLLOOO guysysysy ahahha im in a good mood tonight kinda idk actaully but i feel kike ill yap a lil
Ive been watching jjk again and can we talk about how brutal toji was with gojo like dawg stop stabbing him i... hes just a bebeh....?? also geto cant go one episode without doing the :3 face i cant i love him so damn much
speaking of geto since i loveee himm soooo MUCHHHH (going crazy) i am planning to make a jjk persona mainly for my suguru yumesjip... did i ever mention that i yumeship with suguru bro idk jm a geto gachikoi ok. Anyway i got lazy to draw it tho but ive got a few ideas in mind (design n story wise) and i made a teen version & adult version cuz i cabbot choose a favorite version hes just so cute and adorable and handsome and pretty and sweet and ethereal and amazing and gorgeous in every versions :heart_eyes::heart_eyes: im a bit crazy abiut him i lit cannot get him out of my mind ahahay auggggggghhhhoij oh aoh oh
ALSO OMG WERE SOON AT 1K VIEWS TANNK YOU SO MUCH GUYS YAYYYYY . this is all thanks to the power of SATOSUGU and YAOI!

22th March 2026: HAIII GUYS THANK U FIR 1K VIEWS!!! next goal is 5720 biews :wink::wink: iykyk
Anyway i was watching jjk , that one scene where gojo asks geto if they should kill everyone and uhm uhm like does anyone has a fic of what if geto listened cuz i love this im gonna go get into digging tomorrow cuz thatd be soooo cool :drooling_face: both of them going crazy oughhh... But im still not ready fof next episode with the geto shower scene cuz it makes me so sad it showcases his trauma bro i cant :sob::sob:
Giys tomorrow ill make my sona ok i couldnr do it today cuz i was kinda busy but we ball. cant wait fo draw us KISSING :rofl: ahahaga
also renfart still havent replied to my reclaim plesssss.... plzz dear gid.. ok im going now im lowkey tired remember satosugu rules ober the world

23th March 2026: Hubguys omg moh my hif sitry im just really sxcuted rn im shaking cuz i watched the last episode of jjk hidden i bentory arc rn amd its just my favorite episode ever . Its just too good bro im gonna opuke imlove this episodeso much and geto…
breathes exhales ok i’ll try to spell now! Can we all take a moment and understand Geto’s ideology because honestly, I would end up like him too. Imagine suffering so much at such a young age, not even enjoying your youth, experiencing so much trauma, for people that don’t even do anything about it—that don’t even know curses exist. Like imagine having to play the superhero when you’re just a kid, even after experiencing the most traumatic moment of your life. I’d go crazy, dude. I don’t know for y’all, but Geto is genuinely very relatable to me.
mybaby. Also the fact that no one questioned his appearance when he looked like THIS is so real… Gojo is the only one that noticed, but he didn’t do anything about it because he was just a KID. They were just kids. I’m gonna throw up.
Apart of that, I made a satosugu pinterest board and i took 2 hours to organize the pins I already saved into the board. Anything for satosugu!
P.S Rentry denied my reclaim for /goge. I’m ending it all

24th March 2026: Nyallo everynyan. On this fine evening i will be hating on the haters.
I absolutely hate Geto haters because one of their best "argument" is that he looked ugly in JJK0... Dude, I've watched it twice and read the manga twice too and believe me everyone is lowkey ugly NGL... That was just Gege's artstyle. Geto was so beautiful actually y'all are the ugly ones how could you look at Geto and tell me "he's so ugly!!!" Bro he's the definition of ethereal idkWhat u talm bout :drooling_face: I could stare at his gorgeous face for hours and not get bored for a second. They could never brainwash me into thinking that man ain't handsome. Like. Did y'all actually read... cuz he is CANONICALLY pretty. Some people joined his cult just cause he's that handsome (they kinda real) & some even had a crush on him (for example, Larue had a crush on him)!!! U cannot deny it bro it's kenjaku that lowkey made him "ugly" (he'd nnever be ugly but idk how else to describe it) after he died but yeah ok shut up. Also they always pull out that one frame from the movie where Geto get crushed and we can see his head being like yeah crushed. It look ugly yeah but please who's gonna look good while getting CRUSHED bro I can't it's not physically possible :sob: even ur goat gojo would look fugly wugly :rolling_eyes:
Speaking of gojo ive been so attached to him like look awwwwww awwwAWWWWWW HES JUST A BEBEHHHHHH I LOBE HIMMM CUTIEEEEE (#^.^#) meI've lowkey been wondering if i aint just a fictkin of gojo because of how mich i relate to him and see myself in him in a spiritual level and i just cant stop thinking aboit him im literally him
hes me were one we fuse now. but im lowkey in denial idk Why i alwaus am in denial when it comes to gojo idk :joy::joy: n i made a playlist that kinda remind me of him but i cant find some good song
ok i just yapped so much holy cow bye goodnifht everynyan :sob:

25th March 2026: Hai today im tifed so ill yap only a bit unlike yesterfay eerm :3c
mehh I just wabted to share that gojo is so dog person coded and not cat like most ppl say cuz. he is literally cinnamoroll. and cinna is a puppy therefore he's a puppy boy !!!!!!!!
Also i making my cutiful stsg themed rentry but i aint done Yet cuz uhm i crashed out haha. oki goodnight i wanted to yap more but i too lazy... looks up satosugu on ao3

26th March 2026: Hi guys uhm... i feel sad and happy at the same time today...
Jjk new episode but at what cost. "to be continued" erm i object...! What am I gonna do now every thurtsdays after school NOOOOO I CANT!!! Well at least we got to see gojo and geto even tho i saw it in the episode trailer on youtube it made me cry again and wanna rip out my hair but we ball its worth itt Anyway wdym i have to wait a whole another year bro kinda sad cuz we got only 12 episodes this season :sob::sob: sighs ima be a patient man... i still havent finished the manga anyway i should do it i just didnt get time with school and all and i was getting distracted :cry::cry::cry: im soon at jjk hidden inventory arc yayyyy
and im decorating /sugururu I make it cutesy ok?? stsg themed ofc :3c oki i go now i dont have a lot to say rn... THO I FEEL LIKE IMMNOT YAPPING ABIUT STSG ENOUGH I NEED TO LOCK IJ SATOSUGUU

27th March 2026: Hai giys im late again HELP anyway im currently suffering cuz i just got my retainer but we ball thanks to the power of SATOSUGU!
I'm planning to rewatch hidden inventory for the fourth time yay :joy: also i'm soon at chapter loke 65 in the manga therefore soon hidden inventory arc therefore satosuguuuuu. SATOOSYGYUU ATUYSK waut no mika dimt crash out,DONTCSA HMHYRRG
ok hi sorru do u fuys think i like satosugu :wink: I'm so obsessed with them i beloeve im their number one fan i already yapped yesterday about it on discord (i shouldve done it here tbh) bcs i didnt actually said all i went into and hoing through cuz of them :broken_heart: Anywaysuuu erm i wanna watch jjk niw so buybye... smiles

28th March 2026: hey guys .. i feel like pure shit today. idk, i have done nothing today expect like watch some jjk and youtube. i have absolutely no motivation and it sickens me. i want to do so many things . i wish i were a normal teenager sometimes. satosugu is the only thing that made me forget about this stupid feeling
his greed sickens me anyway i cant talk about anything today i really dont feel like it like i really want to but yeah just have gojo's greed

29th March 2026: Hey idk what happenwd to me yesterday i think its cus im on my period soon or i dodnt get my bubble tea hinestly idk yeah :heart_eyes::heart_eyes:
did nithing today i just watched hidden inventiry arc again because im just a neurodivergent minor IMG THO I FOUND A COOL THING IN THE FIFTH EPISODE OF SEASON RWO
When Geto was in the village (the one that he eventually massacred) during that one scene with Mimiko and Nanako, Geto thinks about what Yuki told him: "Here, you hate non sorcerers. Here, you don't want to think that." (smth along the lines, idk I put french subtitles and read the manga in french too bri :broken_heart:) While thinking about that, there are two distinct shadows, and by the order of it, we can tell the darker one is the one who hate non sorcerers and the lighter one the opposite. Then, Yuki's dialogue continues in Geto's head: "It's up to you to choose which principle you want to follow" (? soeey im lit just translating the french text. anyway)... And as he thinks about that, only the darker shadow is left, the light one is completely gone → he has choosen to hate non sorcerers. Just a little thing I noticed! I thought it was a great detail and I wanted to share it with someone :D
Also hidden inventory arc's ending will NEVER fail to make me cry. Gojo's little laugh after waking up from his dream oughhhhh telling megumi its nothimg bro it makes me so sad actually. The outro then leaves me with such an empty feeling. #IamSane
Tomorriw no school for me so ima try to read all of jjk hidden inventory arc in manga yay!!! Bye guys!!!

30th March 2026: Goodness this rentry is getting so long holy im crimg :sob::sob: my wirst gurts breafhoogv :joy: i should make the font smaller
Today I finally reading hidden inventory arc yayyy and why is the anime so different than the manga Like geto and gojo r sooo much gayer im giggling and fujoshing out rn :blush:
i would like to add the fact that more people are agreeing to stsg and gojo being gay for geto its fiving me hope for humanity again i keep watching long ass videos about how stsg is implied hahaha
also omg im makung a stsg fanart im gonna try to finish it soon ill post ut there ok? See u guys tmrw i will yap abt satosugu like in a very serious and dedicated manner ok buhbye

31th March 2026: As I said yesterday, I will make a long yap about satosugu. Be prepared.
Satoru and Suguru have such a beautiful bond, if not the best in the entire JJK verse. Their relationship is written so complexly that even if they aren't officially lovers or that they didn't share a kiss or even a simple hug, it's able to make me feel so many emotions that I never knew it was possible to feel because of fictional characters. They’re simply gut wrenching. They’re each other’s one and only and nothing could ever change that, not even death. In the end, they still see each other as best friends, even after all the things they went through. In the end, Gojo felt like the loneliest man, even though he had other people next to him, because Geto wasn’t there with him. In the end, Gojo’s only wish was to be with Geto. That’s what I interpreted when he said he could only have been satisfied if Geto was there to give him a pat on the back. Their relationship is so beyond anything that Gojo’s last words to Geto were censored. If it weren’t a big deal, it would have been revealed. It was never casual between them, since the very start. No one yearns for someone this strongly and calls it “casual.” No one. If you do, then you are a homosexual in denial, sorry not sorry. Gojo could’ve killed Geto during those ten years, after all he did recognize him by his smell alone and Geto didn’t even try to hide himself. Yet, he didn’t until Geto was already dying. Isn’t it pure love? Just like the soundtrack’s name that plays during this exact scene… Yeah. The only reason they aren’t together is because of their ideologies and principles. If Geto hadn’t been traumatized, then it’d be a whole different story. Well, not very different actually since they’re already in love with each other. Getting closer to each other at the airport… I love them so much, man. I could talk about them for hours without stopping, but I think that’s more than enough for tonight.

1st April 2026: IM CRWSJING OUT OH MY GOD OHHHH MY GOD SORRY GUYS IM OFAASGHHHH
making this one early cuz im genuinly tweaking iut rn. Its just that i have a weird feeling lately like ive been trying new things out but i havent consimed any stsg content abd it genuinly makes me sick . Likr actually. I feel so fucking bad that im feeling nauseous and i can barely study cuz i keep thinking about them im scared to not like them like i dod yestereday im scared that my love is goinf diwn cuz im doing other thingfs that doesnt involve them i dont want this to happen i want to adore them till death stops me.... uhhghhgg i cannot study like this i feel sick ijusr love them so much why am i getting emotionally dependent of a gay ship bye im shaking
also someone from my school said they like my stsg pins yaaaayyyyayay ;:33 made me so happy cuz i luv them
ok ill try to not crash out and drool over them a lil idk i just think im getting emotional cuz my period is coming #IWishIHadADih

2nd April 2026: Holy crashout HELL... i am different person from yesterday i recovered guys trust :white_heart: it was indeed jusr cus of my period coming i just git ut today and im literally dying rn the onky thing keeping me alive is satosugu highkey.. :drooling_face:
I just realized smth while drooling over yhem uhm. (im nit gonna try to make me sentences make sense) Gojo and geto kind of have the same fate after dying: their bodies gets used because they're strong. Literally tge same shit. lobotomy and all. It's really sad, when you think about it. They chose the opposite paths but still ended up being used. mamaaaa
i reallu cant yap mire cuz my tummy hurts so bad bye guys wish me recovery i have exam trmew

3rd April 2026: Hey guys.. Im so tired and not in a reallly good mood tonight since a lot happened in my personal life so i wont really talk today... just wantef to share this gayjo illustration with you guys because gojo looks gay asl like look at his pose :sob: we get it bro you like men (geto). Ugh i love thrm so much im getting sick again
i will go rest now baibai i will get eniugh energy so tomorrow i yap abt satosugu yay :33 (upset tonight cuz i wanted to watch jjk before going to sleep but im genuinely so tired... well ill watch more tmrw)

4th April 2026: My ass didnt watch jjk eitger tonight im skinning myself alive :joy::joy: pissed iff at mysekf rn... had a tirinf day today afain and didnt find the energy to do anythung im ginna sob..........
i do have smth to yap abt tho. Satosugu fanarts... 90% of them are the most beautiful piece of arts my eyes have seen. Not even lying or anything but those stsg artists are like renaissance painters holy moly :sob: I could literally stare and admire them for hours... like I'm in a museum... There's always so much symbolisms and little details that make the arts much more melancholic than they already are. I friggin love stsg artists so much, they give me life fr. I aspire to be like them one day smiles... My favorite ones are those where Suguru and Satoru are at a seashore :blush: I saved so much cool art pieces on my stsg pintetest board I'm crying
Btw I've been thinking of revamping this rentry so it'll probably change in a few days or so :3 buhbye

5th April 2026: im so tired i can barely open my eyes ahi guys :blush: my eyes r acrually burning wharaa hell zZ
i was working fir school 6 hours straight today i cant di tgis anymorebru at least i just watched some jjk to calm down (made me cry but we ball (episide 3 of hidden inventory)) also i drew some cute stsg art ill post this one and the ither i mentioned last time tmrw if i can cyz i have a lot of work to do
me and uhm ibe been really attacged to this lil guy he is tgree apples tall beeds only one popcorn :white_heart: i feel very spiritusl wuth this image i cant stop thonking abt this also dont minf my fickass spelling tonight i literally cant ipen my eyes properly bye... also maybe cuz i looked at stsg fanart and started nearlu jumping for 2 hours straight ok heh

6th April 2026: Hai guys just wanted to let u guys know that i wont talk a lot this week cuz im really busy with school idk if i told u guys this already but yeah haha... :(
i wanna share my sketchs tho!! i cant stop drawing them nya
when u highkirkenuinely stared at them for so long you no longer need a reference to draw them., I love them sm they mean the world to me ok if i had to die for ghem id kdo it gahaahha yaya i love them the bfies ever
been working on da graphic it coming soon i swear bai for neiw

7th April 2026: Hi everynyan today i feel extremelyyyy satosugupillleeedddddyYsyagyahay i litetally couldnt focus AT ALL at school or at home i tried to study but all i could think of is abt stsg instead of studying bro im so cooked deep fried ahhhhh ahhh aggh ahh laughs i spent at least (idk tbh but i know its at least ok) 3 hours kicking my feet in the air amd giggling scrollimg on pinterest and twt looking at satosugu fanart ahaha i LOBE THEM SM if u didnt notice yet :joy: im failing cuz of them btw ok thats all for today goodnight (i kiss stsg goodnight btw)

8th April 2026: Hai good evening no big talk today either ok maybe in like a week or two if i resist to the temptayion...
i somehow grew more attached to gojo than geto and its kibda scaring me like no go away I USED TO HATE HIM BRO HELP like yeah geto is 1000% more handsome pretty cute gorgeous stunning than gojo but i think yhe reason why im obsessing iver him is cuz i am him highhkeyyyy :drooling_face: Like yess thats meeee agaga We are fusinggg by the power of TRUE LOVE ! ٩(^‿^)۶
me look at how cute he is.Aww.Awswwwww awwwawawawww im gonna cry hes so cyte omggg MY BABYYYY also ive been reallyy appreciating femboy twink gojo lstely :blush: yrah :blush: maybe its cuz im one too :blush:
I havent yapped enough about geto in a while and it genuineky makes me feel so bad actualky... yeah im definitely yapping abt him tmrw yayayay

9th April 2026: Hey i wanna glaze my wife suguru tonite be prepared :drooling_face::blush:
I love Suguru so much it's making me sick, even making me feel nauseous. He is genuinely the most beautiful man my eyes have landed on in my entire life. Everything about him is just so breathtaking, truly everything—I simply want to adore and cherish him more than anyone. He deserves it. I don't need to list anything because every cells of his body is truly magnificent. And, it's not just his look: his voice, his personality, the way he acts, even his ideologies... I love him for those things too. He could be wearing a trashbag and I'd still find him ethereal. I cannot get enough of this man. Sometimes, I have to force myself to stop staring at pictures of him for hours because of how much I love him. Not a single word can describe my true feelings toward Suguru.
I could talk about him for hours, for my love for him, but it's getting late and I want to take my time when talking about Suguru... Goodnight world

10th April 2026: Hai this is kinda late almost two am lol but its ok i dont have a lot to say not cuz i havent been droolinh over stsg i do it daily but im just tired today it was sych a tiring day bru
my stsg pin almost fell i almost had a mini heartattack i couldnt stop checking if ut was still here or nit... anyway i habe been thinking of buying more pins of them and all but i gotta wait to buy a new backpack that works like an ita bag i asked my mom and she said we'll buy it yayay idk if i already said it here i have dementia :blush: i really wanna get like those photocards so i can put it on my backpack i want one or two soooo badly i cant stop thinkimg abt it omg... also those rosettes aaahgh i need to order some but ill have to wait till july methinks.... i have twenty eyros ill have to save it :broken_heart: ok thats all i kinda yapped for a lil while actually whayeber goodnigjt

11th April 2026: im not yapping tonight bye im so tired amd depressed rnnnn and busy i barely had time to enjoy my time crying over stsg... still did but not enough tho
uhm my stsg pinterest board almost reaching 2k saves j cant my gallery is also filled of stsg goodness theyre everywhereee :drooling_face::drooling_face::drooling_face: this is why i neber open my gallery in public its full if YAOI! this image liwk me rn but i have even more its my goon folder
also im not gon revamp tis rentry tmrw i finished the graphic but it takes so long to set everywthing up soo yeah byr

12th April 2026: hey im so tired and pissed off right now i really cant talk at all about anything tonight. Nothing happened anyway, I had to read a whole book for french class and it quite took the whole day to nearly finish it, fml... I'm gonna be super busy this week so don't expect any long yap atm... bye bye
Me being mad and annoyed cause I had to read an actual book instead of satosugu fanarts 😊🔫 Fuck school im so close to fucking crashing out right now im gonna throw up

13th April 2026: hey im doing kinda better today although im still pretty busy i almost crashed out today at eight in the morning because my stsg pin is SLIGHTY damaged (we cannot see it) and almost did something very stuppid but we ball :rofl:
petition to change stsg emoji combo from this 🤍🖤 to this 🩵💛 cuz its more unique and it reminds me of summer and summer is so them coded like its THEIR season iykwim hehehehhhhh huhueaHhh blue = gojo & yellow = geto we can see it with da official arts ok i love them my babies
also cant wait for the holidays in two weeks so i can rewatch & read jjk im still at chap 67 six seveeennn uhmm Cuz i coulfnt go farther cuz of school ok i really wanns read so bad but i dint havd the time im so overwhelmed im ginna cry ok bye goodnight guys

14th April 2026: Bye I couldn't do it and wrote a really long yap about Gojo. Have fun...
I love Satoru. I really love him; everything about this man is marvelous to my eyes. I don’t just love his appearance; it’s not really the reason I love him. I adore him for his personality, his confidence and his arrogance, his smile, his childishness, his flaws and mistakes, the way he loves and cares for others… and the list goes on and on. No words can possibly describe how much I love him. Yeah, I love him to the point of feeling like I am one with him: I am him and he is me. He’s the only escape from reality that I have. I am sad when I think of him. I am also happy when I think of him. He makes me feel so much; he makes me feel so alive, and that’s one of the reasons why I am so attached to him. I cannot go a day without thinking about, talking about, and consuming media about Satoru. Everything reminds me of him. At this point, he’s part of my routine, and I really don’t plan on stopping loving him. I have been adoring him from the very second I laid my eyes on him, and I plan to love him forever, for eternity. I do not care about what others think of me, because I love Satoru and it’s more than enough. I cannot stand people who hate him, and I cannot stand people who love him too; I want him all for myself, but since I know it’s impossible, I just ignore everyone. I’d do anything for this man; I would carve him into my heart if needed. I’d hurt myself for him, and I already did. Multiple times. I do not care; I love him more than myself. I yearn for him so badly that I cry every day at the thought of him, but I can’t stop loving him. Even if it hurts, I’ll never stop loving him. I want to show everyone my devotion to Satoru; it’s currently one of my main objectives. Even when I grow up, I plan on loving him. As I said, my love for him is eternal, and thinking about how one day I could stop loving him breaks my heart. I don’t want to stop. I love him, I love him so much. I physically can’t go a day without him. I’d get nauseous and feel empty, even cry myself to sleep. I love him, I love him, I can’t say it enough, even if I talk about him for hours, it’s never enough, it never feels enough. I love Satoru.

15th April 2026: Holy yap.. anyway hi guys good evening :blush: i am doing a little better these days cheers pops the confettis yayyyy
today was a very yaoiful day watched men (stsg) kissing all day ahaaa what a niiiceee dayyy :drooling_face: I have been watching satosugu fan animations and i fell in love with two of them tonight I REALLLYYYYY love the art and animations like gojo and geto look so fucking cute i wanna rip out my hair hahhgagahh but what i love the most is the music because they made a stsg cover and it sounds so much like them :sob::sob::sob: geto especially hes so cutie and sounds so sweet i wanna pinch and poke his cheeks (affectionately)
These videos need way more views... i have never been disappointed of a stsg animation theyre all so perfect i could watch them for hours.. i only got 29 videos in my satosugu playlist tho i gotta add more fr anyway my eyes are closing by themselves i thjnk thats all for today baii :white_heart:

16th April 2026: Hey guys im so tired today cuz ive been working on this rentry revamp the whole day after school .. im really proud of it so far though ! Best graphics ive ever made => locking in and trying my best because its stsg. Uay :blush::smile: Ill probably update it tmrw if i really lock in again, i already finished the main stuff and all so yeah!! I cant lie the current theme was pretty lazy help i was so unmotivated but thanks to the power of SATOSUGU i could lock in and make smth pretty for once
Anyway my hair are growing much it used to be so short but im not cutting it for one reason only: i wanna have suguru's haircut. That's really just that. I have to wait a bit more though probably in summer ill be able to make the same haircut as ADULT geto btw (his hair is longer when he's 27) .. ok im getting sleepy gojdnight guys i didnt mean to yap today but whateva

17th April 2026: I'm not feeling well at all tonight im not gonna talk yeah i feel like absolute shit im so tired i just want to be a child is this too much to ask for ? At this point I'll end up being a childish adult like gojo . Bye.

18th April 2026: Still tired asl tonight as well im not gonna yap or anything i was too busy today anyway im so mad i cant breathe for a fucking second i hate school i hate socializing i hate my life why cant i just touch my stingaling to hot satosugu fanarts in peace bro yeah goodnight

19th April 2026: Hai guys im doing better today but theres a mosquito that keeps annoying me i cant even see it im gonna crsshiutjutrasg
anyway i cant focus at all, school or not .. i cant even have a moment to RELAX without having the animalistic urges of just abandoning what im doing to enjoy some satosugu content. Im too satosugupilled its scaring me free me free me from this prison (please dont acrually) my gallery is genuinely just them bro i tried to watch a youtube video earlier and i failed miserablely i lasted like eight minutes befire i started looking and gigglimg at stsg fanarts IM SO COOKEDDD
also did u guys see the new official art gojo looks so cutie here he a lil gentleman awww aww.awwwwww awawawaw smooches his cheek aswwaawaaahhhhv HES SO CUTE I CANT DO THUS
i wanna say smth else but ill do it tmrw cuz i have to be sure n stuff kinda anywaus thats all for tonight goodnight yall :smile:

20th April 2026: Hi we meet again tonight smirks... I said i was gonna say smth yesterday
i was thinking of making a twitter account to show my art on there instead, ive been wanting to do so for years but im kind of insecure when it comes to my art yeagaha... but now since i mainly draw satosugu it gives me more strength and i really wanna do it i think that would be soo cool even if i will probably post like once a month but we ball the mona lisa was made in 15 years ahahahah 🥀🥀
i been thinking of how geto highkey a feminine man all day today like damn.. hes so mother but like in a man way,. i need him smiles hes so beautiful and delicate and cute abd and aajhhh u get it bro i camt describe it with words cuz hes simply very handsome and i love making him dress in cute oitfits when i draw him yesashh thats my lil femboyyy (i puked a bit while typing thag last part) ok i go now im tired bye

21th April 2026: Today im not very proud of myself but whatever. satosugu detox tonight so i can feel even more excited tmrw and watch stsg animatics all day.. big brain
I have been planning on making my satosugu itabag during the summer break so I have time and all since I wont go on vacation this year normally!' Ive been thinking of making some of the decorations myself with laces and ruffles & lil charms ill probably order everything online or also get some stuff irl if my mom wanna search for some with me hehah.. i want it to be blue (fir gojo) & yellow (for geto) but really light cuz i want it to be really cute!! I made a pinterest board for some ideas because ive never made one before but i wanna do my best cuz satosugu is my whole reason to live i literally adore them so much i gotta show it to everyone somehow <3 i already said it before but my itabag will probably be like a backpack itabag so i can carry it to school yayay im so excited guys!!! i really dont wanna lose motivation i probably wont cuz its stsg but im still kind of scared i realky wanna make tgis itabag its my dream :33
holy i yapped a lot just for a itabag um. goodnjght smiles

22th April 2026: having an existential crisis but its ok because i have satosugu by my side. Hi guys tiday was a bery satosuguful wednesday i really didnt do much instead thinking abiut satosugu and spiraling untik i believed that i should just sacrifice myself to satosugu. normal day for ruru !
Im almost finished with my papa's request so i will draw stsg soon and its almost 2 weeks break so ill have a lot of time to drawww uahyayayya im also planning on at leasy reading up to chap 100 during that break i couldnt read jjk bcuz of school . I go dream abiut stsg now bai

23th April 2026: RRRAAAGHHH ITS SOON SCHOOL BREAK !!!! THIS MEANS UNEMPLOYEMENT AND JJK !!! HURRAYYY
im so excuted yall im excited just cuz ill have the time to enjoy jjk kike im genuimly happy as hell i cant stop smiling when i think about it aalallalala This break gonna be sooo good trust i hope depression wont hit me hard this time yaayyy
unrekated but bro people keep talking to me cuz of my satosugu pins... "u watch jjk?!?!!" i dont think its hard to guess bro i swear ✌️💔 and theres this girl today she asked me if i watched season 3 (i watched em episodes the second they came out(literally)) and then she hit me with "yeah i was so excited when gojo got unsealed!" girl... GIRL WHEN??? I HOPE UR TALKING ABOUT THE MANGA CUS HELP BTO did i meet a larper irl? houahhh... Also it really makes me happy and i get excited to talk about jjk whenever someone mention it but im too scared to yap to ppl im not close to sighs... here is enough right... ?

24th April 2026: Hi... pretty late tonight i had to play with my cat!!! (for like at least 20 minutes hes my son ok :white_heart:

Guys i genuinely need to match my freak ASAP... i need a pal obsessed with satosugu too. i wanna yap about them to my friends so bad but i know no one will listen cus im the only stsg shipper i know ?,!! Plsss Godd Oh my God pls ive been a good boy give me a stsg fan friend id do anything :pray::pray::pray: like uhm. who wanna be the geto to my gojo. pls... i need tha besto friendo!!! Im literally just neurodivergent and a minor i need to fanboy over satosugu with someone else or its less fun,, i will literally pray for it trust :blush: in the meantime ill just say everything there likevthe LOSER i am

25th April 2026: Hi guyst i think im autistic and this diary lowkeyi proving my point ngl
anywat do u guys see the vision of gojo as a puppy and geto as a fox like thats litefally so them coded.. Especially geto bro i love drawing him with fox features cuz thats so him hes just a lil fox bebeh i love him awwueueeh and for gojo that man is 100% a pupboy defenitely prefers dogs over cats you cannot convince me otherwise I always deaw them likr that during maths class i should make a digital version too
i wanted to yap more abt something else but i save it for tmrw cuz itd be too long nyahsha...

26th April 2026: Hai im so sleepy and tired today its 1 am pls spare me
i wont talk a lot and i forgot what i wanted to say yesterday ill just do it tomrorrow i can barely see my screen goly shit i feel like a drunk man
anyeay today is a great day cuz i read jjk (hidden inventory) i felt so suicidal today but satosugu genuinely made me feel bettet i loove them oholy shiittt I LOVE SATOSUGU
the funniest thing about hidden inventory is that theres so many panels that you can use as reactions images i lowkey have a collection of thosr
omg omg also can we talk about how pretty geto looks in the manga oh my gof whenever i see him i have to stare at him for five minutes straifht he's so handsome but in a pretty feminine way he looks so delicate i NEED to kiss this man dude i love him so much honestly the way hes drawn in the manga is better than in thr anime... hes just more handsome!!
i lowkye... yapped alot i didnt mean to UGH IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW GN

27th April 2026: zIm mIM DYING IM DTINH AAYUGGGGGHHHH AAGHHH IM GINNA UEDIE AEGG .,,€-36 Hi gugs i just got my peruod tiday and i couldnt do anythung i couldnt even use my phone i just stareed at the wall and did nothing I cant move cant talk cant eat cant breathe propely bro period so bad i started panting is this normal doc :sob::v: I couldnt even read jjk immso mad i thought about stsg all day i yearned for them and i couldmt do anything i felt like someone cursed me wair omg is that a jjk reference...? :rofl: anyway im going to sleep (at least try) bye remember satosugu 🔛🔝

28th April 2026: Hey im doing better today well physically.. just very depressed i did nothing i just scrolled for hours i still feel like shit i want to disappear from this planet :joy::joy::joy: but satosugu is here to keep me sane :blush: i cant even see properly hold on bro Hell ok anyway stsg the only thing keeping me sane i felt so bad today but stsg made me giggle and blush i love them so much they could never make me hate you satosugu :white_heart: im not feeling that good so thats all bye

29th April 2026: I wish someone would love me the way Gojo loved Geto ngl. I want to be someone's one and only, even if I suddenly leave and do horrible things. I want to love and be loved so badly that it hurts, i genuinely cannot think of anything else. I want to be someone's number one, I want to be the one they always think about, the one that can make them feel better and the one they want to stay with forever. I feel a bit of a egoist, but i dont think ill feel truly loved until someone is ready to do anything for me. I want to be adored, cherished, and I want them to depend on me. In short, I want someone that's obsessed with me :joy: is that too much to ask for...? c'mon who wanna be the geto to my gojo :joy: or gojo to my geto idc im not picky

30th April 2026: Dear diary , my gallery is full of gojo pngs and satosugu fanarts, my storage cant take it anymore. Hi guys im doing goooooddd todaaayyy Im happyayay! silllyuhhuh jus likee satoruuu cuz he is me ooki .. I still waiting for someone to be my suguru, pls world :pray::pray: i want what they have so bad :drooling_face: minus the doomed. Soon maybe who wanna be autism wuth me
also i srarted a new fic i hope ill finish it during this break i keep getting distracted tho... cmon ruru lock in. for SATOSUGU!!!!!!!!!!

1st May 2026: Hi i was gonna say im doing better tofay but my brother had to ruin everything yayyyy He doesnt deserve being talked about.
Today i finished reading hidden inventory/premature death arc i almost started crying and my gallery is now also filled with geto n gojo panels... + i finished drawinf my friends request so im drawing a satosugu fanart but i know its gonna take forever tho! there will be a lot of details i just really hope i dont get an art block and abandon it ill cry. Abyway my eyes feel weird i cant really focus it kinda hurts so thats all bye

2nd May 2026: finally closed my fuckass server, friends onky now. And guess im revampinf it to what ?! SATOSUGU !!!! smirks...
i organized my fav geto and gojo emojis on discord i lowkirkenyunely joined so much gojo n geto server :sob: it feels so good :sob:
im so locked in on that ao3 fic tho its cool btw i might not do anything cuz of it
thatz all i did today i literally didnt talk to my family goodnight :white_heart:

3rd May 2026: IM SO SLEEPY but im still gonna talk here, hi gusy
i coildnt read ao3 or draw today im really sad but its cuz i was busy with my server i made a graphic i like it gahahahu Satosuguuuuuu rate pls
Guess my fav stsg artist level impossible (go check @chamoooo0 on twt i love their art so mych)
i was also busy writing ocs lore and its making me laugh how much satosugu influencing me like i keep making stsg references and i get inspired by them Thanks gege for writing doomed yaoi in a shonen :white_heart:
my eyes feel so heavy so thats all tonight goodnughtytty I LOVE YOU SATOSUGU

4th May 2026: MY ARMS HURT BUT i still gotta yap
my aunt got a lilllikili kiittyyy (my cat's sibling) andd it lowkey reminds me of Suguru. am i too brainrotted
and can we talk abiut how theyre looking at each other its so fycking important to me my bebehhhssss afgggggfsaafg....... (they want tha cookie so badddd ) :white_heart: i wish someone would look at me this Way ngggglll...... whi, wanna be my GETO PLS ID DO ANYTHUNG ILL SELL MY LIVER the way they jus look like theyre enjoying their life as students breaks my heart tbh i miss them smmm if only toji wasnt damn broke gro FYCK U

5th May 2026: Hi im so happy today I watch jjk with friend yyayayayyayayayaya HAPPYYYY i forgot how truly gojo yuji nobara and megumi were thr babbehhsss i love them they make me giggglllele and i also forgot thr attstyle it was kinda ugly but it makes me nostalguc i loveiy
cant wait to watch jjk0 movue yhoo ongggg besttstst movie WVEERRR . not cuz of yuta but DOOMED YAOI GETO LOOKS FABUKOUS IN THE MOVIE IDC WHAT YALL SAY HES SO BEATTYFYL I CANTT ID SELL MY BODY AND SOUL FOR HIM KMSSSSS
ok emiugh yearnung i go sleep gn guys

6th May 2026: Couldnt watch jjk tofay im gonna cry i was so excited my heart started beating so fast and my breathing was heavy lowk but its ok tomorrow we watch im so fucking excuted
ive been coping with the stsg fanfics or ao3 ... i think thrre should be more bottom geto x top gojo fanfics im tifed of bottom gojo plsssssss :drooling_face:
also i had a weird dream yesterday like i went to a store and i saw a geto chimi and i could buy it i was soooo mad when i woke up. I NEED A FUCKING CHIMIKEMO OR IMMGONNA GO INSANE.... i saw geto chimi on ali once BUT THEY FUCKINH SOLD OUT WHEN I WANTED TO BUY IT BYE IM GETTINH SO MAD NOW GOOD FYCKING NIGHY

7th May 2026: Hey jjk tonight and i firgot how homosexual gojo truly was in season 1. like just the way he interlocked his fingers with jogo....too natural bro definitely has some experirnce. WITH GETO drools
i cant focus and work for school cuz of jjk and especially stsg theyre fonna make me fail but we ball. im just a gay autistic bebeh pls have mercy..... i read ao3 all day when i have so nuch to do..... execyte me KiLL ME
i just want to chill anf watch jjk im NOT built for these streets bro pls
anyway i go continue reading fanfics bye world

8th May 2026: waiting for friend to watch jjk #patient #losingit aaahhhh ahhhh agghhh jjk the only thing keeping me sane right now if im being completely honest. Its my only distraction to my stupid chud life.... kms... no wait i cant kms... anime jjk aint done yet.... OUGHHHH
i need to distracr mysekf or ill lose itsadfghah satosugu i need the airport scene animated rifht neow ill sell my toes for it plssss me rewatching jjk fir the billionth time while waitung for the new episodes :joy::joy::joy: I BEED A JOB

9th May 2026: Sonion i feel likr a fricking loser i cant do thius HELPPP HELPPP HEL HELP HELP GEOP sonnnn ALSO I CANT STOP DAYING SON BRO
anyone else really want someone to yearn for them the way gojo yearned fot geto? :drooling_face: thatd be so romanyic.. so homosexuoa.... i like that But lwokey im hoeless. wish i was a womaniser but im awkward boring weird and stupid im just there aslo im broke :sob::sob::sob: 5 in 1 :sob::sob::sob::sob::sob: SONION :sob::sob:
i worked for school today tho whos proud and watch some jjk i cant wait to get to s2 i really like season 2 could u guys gurss. I wonder wjats my fav arc too.... looks at watching history
amyway i have schoolon sunday so baibai nrow

10th May 2026: My ass did NOT go to school :sob::sob::pray: i got sick :sob: and i have school tomorrow :sob::sob: and i cant stay home because i dont have any more absences notes i used them all and i dont wanna (or canr) go to the doctah :sob: SATOSUGU WILL HEAL ME TRIST YALL
im drawing stsg angst i still havent finished the other one or the other other one but we ball i shall find happiness when i draw instead of ut feeling like a task but thta will never happen with gojo and geto because I LOVE SATOSUGUUUUU :speaking_head::speaking_head::white_heart:
ill talk abt itafushi tmrw cuz it lowkey just new era satosugu i love them ok see you huys:wink:

11th May 2026: my head hurts so bad all of a sudden was my fart that potent
anyway hi guys tiday is bad day cuz school but its ok we ball thanks to SATOSUGU
lit did nithing today i js watched stsg fan animations (i found a new favorite one its literalky so good my jaw was dropping the whole video i swea) BUT i draw some stsg fanart depressing but yeah here it is its still pretty much a wip tho ill probably finish it soon cuz i really like it so far. making sure to make geto beautufyl well i still gotta work on gojo... when i draw him he always end up looking like an absolute twink. i think its cuz of his big ass eyes .. ill have to work on making him look manlier
thars all tonight ill update u guys on the fanart!!

12th May 2026: Hai guys i didnt finish the fanart but i changed a few things im
pretty proud of it so far i just gotta do the lineart thats the most annjoying part. But at least i wont have to color or render yaaayy!!! I HATE COLORING WITH A PASSION
and i cant stop rewatching my new fav stsg fananimation its literLly so peak the music is so rhem too it blessing my ears fr check it out. I couldnt study for exam tmrw cuz of them. yay
still waiting for my geto to my gojo also
just saying :wink: goodnight

13th May 2026: YO I FORGOT TO TALK ABT ITAFUSHi. thats what migraines do to u i guess ( i have dementia)
Ok so i looove itafushi its my second fav ship and thats just cuz they remind me of satosugu so much ..... Their friendship.... their fate..... their homosexuality..... :white_heart:
this reminds me of the quotes. my fav jjk quote will always be what gojo told geto at tge airport scene. "satisfied? if you were among those patting my back... then i might've been satisfied." wow. ok. what the hell. He's reslly complete just with geto huh :joy::joy::joy: what if i ended it rught there
sorry stsg quotes r always on my mind.... i know them by heart. my fav itafushi one is megumi's "so start by saving me, itadori." ok we get it yall r QUEER....... these dang homosexuals. they make me want to rip out my skin.... i live... i love.... i laugh.... SATOSUGU!!!!! PLEASE I LOVE THEM SO MYCH ID END MY LIFE RIGHT THERE IF NEEDED PLE
ok why am i crashing out bye

14th May 2026: aaahhhggg todsy is kinda a bad day but its ok im proud of myself i studied for maths yaaayyy
rest of the day i read fanfics on ao3 and watched fan animations. guess of which ship (level: impossible)
found a gem on ao3 tho wdym 554k words on a stsg fic (i jumped onit).... crimson supernova, its good so far im onlu at chap 2 but we ball!!
i also really wanna turn 16 and get a job and buy the jjk mangss and thrn satosugu merchhgghhg ITS MY DREAM AND GOAL!!! preach pray for me yall im too autistic for this! anyway im sleepy bye


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Pub: 29 May 2022 22:51 UTC

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