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ㅤ𓂃˖ 𝜗𝜚 JOURNAL 2024
8/8/2024
Entry Title: "THICK LIFE UPDATE"
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hi all
tis beenth a minuteth
I HAVE MANY A THINGS TO TELL YOU! but first >-< gosh i dont know how frequently i should update my journal entries but i feel like enough time has passed that i can say hi here again!
SO lemme talk about what's been happening in the past (month) few days. i've been kind of all over the place really (´∀`;) nothing bad happened to me, just a few unexpected lows but tons of highs! i've been trying to reel in my motivation for this one video, but it's making me a bit upset that im not particularly crazy over it.
which might sound like a major issue but i usually have this feeling with almost all of my videos haha ;;; i put off recording for as long as i can justify it before pushing through and ending up having fun with recording - which confuses me! i know i'll have a good time recording, and yet i take so long to do it. maybe it's like chores where it's not the worst thing in the world to do, but you just cant help but stall for as long as you can (-‿-")
but this video is a bit of a downer to record considering - i did finish recording it! but i actually tinkered with my obs setting and ended up recording in VERY VERYYYY low resolution... yikes. so im in the process of rerecording again but the footage is a bit laggy due to my program, which im trying to find a fix for.... ( ˘ ^˘ )=3
but that's it for all the bad stuff, now onto some more interesting things!~
around july i drew a guy for the first time this year ( ╥ ᴗ ╥) idk why this is so important to talk about but i needed to parade it somewhere, so the journal it is~
tbch i dont really like the design but i learnt a lot about drawing boys in my art style, so hopefully one day i'll do a speedpaint on a male character! i just need to find the perfect outfit before that happens because hoo my fashion sense sucks LOL

and more excitingly!!!!! i finally placed an order for my first pc! im so excited for this because it'll make editing so much more fun (been a hot struggle these past few days) and also streaming!!! there's some games i've been meaning to play but there's no way i can record, let alone stream, them without frying a potato °՞(ᗒᗣᗕ;)՞°
thinking about it now, it would be really fun to do a video where i show my desk setup but im too shy to make such a personal video (//∇//)\
also! im looking into lunch recipes and i will be making my younger sister's lunch for the first time. wish me luck and 0 poison (im a good cook)
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