Yasha! My angel! Love of my life!

I animated this for you and it took 3 days straight of work with no funny business in between. All those times you asked me what I was doing and I was drawing. This is it. Ta-daaaa. πŸŽ‰ It's such a small sacrifice to make you something you like that honestly, I think I might animate the whole MV this way given more time. I have been meaning to get into reanimating our sonas into media we like. Here's round 1 of that process.

I dedicate this time and it feels like nothing in the grand scheme of things because I love you. I would spend years carving you statues from hand, and it would feel like nothing. Because I love you. That's what I intend to do, you know. I'll carve us a new life from the rock and rubble left behind and show you a world where you don't have to ever feel unsafe again. You do this for me without thinking -- your presence alone sets me right in the head and puts me back on my feet. It has done for almost two years now. I knew from the start that you would never hurt me. You've shown me just how right I was.

Your growth since we first met has been astounding, Yasha, and I want you to know just how proud of you I am for that. I say it a lot, and it's still not enough. You've opened up to me, and to the world, so much since that time -- it makes me emotional to even think about. You flourished so much when given a space in which you felt safe enough to let yourself change and evolve... I guess that's why I planned this specifically. The friends that you've made in your growth are people I hold in high regard too. I know just how much it took for you to trust people, and to let them in like this. The kindness you show to us all is real, and it's from the soul. You are selfless to a fault, empathetic, and a treasure to be around. I'm sure everyone else will write the same, and they would be correct.

You yourself are inherently special, don't you ever forget that. I will never change my view of you being the only person who has listened to me speak and understood me. You don't take what I say and make it something to relate upon, you listen to me with open mind and open heart and genuinely hear what I have to say. Your willingness to listen to others isn't appropriative. I really can't say it any other way than your empathy is real. In a world where very little around us all is genuine, you will always feel like the realest person in the room to me. With no faults in sight and bringing nothing but joy in the hearts of the people who love you, you may very well be.

This is a lot of words to tell you I love you. 567 to be exact, Google Docs told me. I think we’ve been over how little the effort feels to me but I only hope that reading all this is not a drag. Buckle up soldier, you have 50 more lovemails to go! Happy birthday, Sisyphus. Let’s kill this world together

~ Pavel β™‘β™ͺ

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Pub: 02 Aug 2025 22:01 UTC

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