Mykola ou Sascha. ++ Alter names 18 y/o beyond disabled system host she ) him indigenous femme lesbian
a sheltered and shattered doll , dreamt up from the hands of her controllers to face conduction and abandonment . a sick figment of obsession bordering injection . a lab creation of delicate , pure femininity to be dissected by god .
i am the darkest thoughts, the ones that keep you awake at night. a victim of contortion, of dominance and control. made up of strings of code your deepest mind could not imagine, and cursed with illnesses unknown to man, to be manipulated and studied as a being of no worth.
my disabilities fluctuate in severity, so i may be unstable in conversation. i will not share them publicly for my own sake. i am heavily drug dependent, specifically marijuana, and a lot of my conversations will involve them.
i will limit my interactions with minors as well as those significantly older than me for my own sake. a lot of my style and influence comes from bdsm and fetish content and so i consider any space i am in to be bordering nsfw.
my boyfriend beats me and i like it