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✝︎15/03/26✝︎ ⑅ 1:37 PM (GMT+0)
i'd like to preface this by saying i've never been good with words so this took a lot of thinking in the dome! ok! hi

i was looking back at our old messages and thought. god how did you put up with me in 2024 and early 2025. i still find it hard to believe i was that same person from back then. tbf you were also insufferable in 2024 we matched each other's insufferableness! i noticed a lot that we rub off on each-other, even to this day. not just as in whatever media we're into or other stuff like that, i feel it's normal to engage with your friends about those. over time both of our stances on a lot of things've changed, could it be due to our friendship? maybe! or are we both just getting educated

another thing, i don't know what my online life would be like without you. you practically introduced me to my entire current friend group, and for that i can't thank you enough. even without that idk where i'd be without you, you've stayed with me despite my perpetual bullshit and throughout the most lost moments of my life. i feel you're one of the people who understands me best, unlike anyone else. even if we grow distant someday thank you for staying, i hope what comes ahead brings us more good memories


✝︎15/03/26✝︎ ⑅ 1:38 PM (GMT+0)

You are the single worst thing that has ever happened to me. Being with you is soul-sucking because you keep showing me your Forsaken faggots. Now all I dream about is /shy and ChanceCest thanks to your bumass. "I've brought peak" Well.


✝︎16/03/26✝︎ ⑅ 2:19 AM (GMT +8)

Trying to squeeze whatever my brain can really give me right now. I'm not good with words either honestly, i feel Very embarrassed expressing my affection and especially in a public place 💧💧💧 I know I'm going to get teased for saying that later

We're currently playing femboy quiz waiting for our results. I'm staring at my time right now, it's 2 AM and I am questioning my life. But it's totally worth it, I love spending time with you and it's always been fun talking to you. AUGHH WHAT TO WRITE t_t


✝︎5/04/26✝︎ ⑅ 11:19 PM (GMT +8)
I'm half asleep. I'm not a sappy type of person I swear! Okay? Don't make fun of me. I was thinking about you and how we met once i was about to fall asleep and honestly, You're an amazing friend, not in a way where I say it in an absentmindedly way to please others but you mean a lot to me. I'd be so upset if one day you disappear in any way, I couldn't imagine the grief and sadness I'd feel if one day you'd go missing. The day I read your "Hatemail" i didn't realise how much I impacted your online social life, maybe I'm seeing it a way you aren't and sorry for that lolol.. but It made me a bit happy to know I helped you meet the others. I'm also really happy you're more open, back tehn you were super cold and all.. You were pretty low maintenance and I didn't really mind it but now, you're more talkative and chatty, I don't hate it infact I'm really happy you're comfortable enough to chat with me daily nowadays. I don't know how to express myself, I really love you as a friend Hari. I couldn't ask for better or worse. If we ever meet I'm between giving you a big hug or a sucker punch

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Pub: 15 Mar 2026 13:08 UTC

Edit: 05 Apr 2026 15:12 UTC