That rentry is SPECIFICALLY to cope with a delusion regarding an ex of mine. He compared us to Rody and Vincent from dead plate. This has become an unwilling thing for my brain to "cope" when the memories of the things he'd say come up again. Delusion is not the perfect word for what I go through, but its the closest. Be mindful.
Song in the rentry: Indoor Stalker Love Pop (インドア ストーカー ラブポップ)