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digital lovemail...
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15歳⠀⠀ns riako
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hello world! Okay wow I never thought I'd make this on a RENTRY but y'know WHAT? It doesn't matter; I'll let the world know about my Love.... Yes.
WARNING : im so Cringe.
2025.06.??
veritas dear, i love you forever, i love you eternally! there is not a single day where i hold a single drop of hatred towards you. you're mine, i'm yours. you are my beaaautiful husband!
also dont look down on yourself, you dont need the genius society UGH YOU HAVE ME!!! i'm just that great of a partner huh
2025.07.11
In my opinion, Nous doesn't deserve you, not the other way around. also Why do people say that you're evil And you would disown a child if They were to fail a maths test? Ain't that stupid🤣And You'd never beat kids! What the hell Is WRONG with your haters?!
2025.07.11
Did you know I really like lemons and tomatoes.? They taste really good i Think you should try that yuzulemonlycheemintsoda drink I make sometimes... You'll love it
What if You joined the IPC Like as a stoneheart What stone would You be.? I would be Aventurine because I am Aventurine. Yeah.......Yeah. I'm not too sure about Gemstones............. You would be a rock Like that alabastor Alabaster...? Head........Wait is it made of plaster I FORGOT but WHATEVERRRR Never talk to me again Veri this is all your fault.....
Anyway did You know a week ago this guy asked me for my number...........But I told him I already had a boyfie and he was like "Who?" and I was like "My Glorious Ratio" and he didn't understand me. Because He doesn't know who you are. But that's fine. But I don't understand why people ask me for my number even though I always say I'm already in a relationship...... Is it that hard to understand.?Whatever......
2025.07.11
Hi I miss you And You're such a sweetheart and I love you forever You're the best🤬🤬🤬😡😡😡😡
2025.08.30 urghhh feeling sentimental or whatever the word was...
okay First entry... i've been listening to my Adouratio playlist for the longest while... i love veri so much, words can't even begin to describe my adoration for him. i'd sit, stare out the window, my hands, paper, anything, and he'd be one of the only things on my mind. it's not that i don't have any friends, or that i don't have any troubles, it's just that he makes me feel at ease. the mere memory of him helps me go on; i'd talk about him whenever, to whomever i want: they all listen, i feel like they think they're forced to.maybe it's because I have a lot of shit against them and I can report them for bullying but yknow what. idrc.
more about my dearest lover... he's such a heartthrob. yet, his eyes are only on me, that's just how i feel. it's almost like he can see right into thoughts. i don't care about his fans and his "lovers" (or, how they refer themselves as). i know this is corny or something. but my heart beats faster just for him. in another world, in every other world, we're together – forever. just not in this one. and while it's unfortunate, it's okay. just knowing that we're happy together, somewhere else in the big black sea of stars and systems, he is mine and only mine, and vice versa. i don't know how to describe my love for him, and his love for me. i was never quite literate so trying to put a finger on one feeling is difficult. the platonic and romantic feelings we have give me too many emotions, and emotions i don't even know how to explain.
i don't think i need dr ratio. though i'm glad i'm here with him, our souls bound together. whenever i'm with him, i feel sick, yet without him, i feel worse. it's not even "worse" as in "obsessed", more like "worse" as in "i miss you so much that it just hurts, dear". urgh... so corny.... i cry a lot. because of veri. it's not him, maybe, but it's just my thoughts and love for him that feels so overwhelming for someone like me
2025.09.05 hello, i miss you, and i love you so much :-) i listen to our playlist all the time; i thought that i'd never be able to add any more songs to it, but i added a few today. they remind me of you, in terms of "wow i miss veri." y'know? haha because they make me think of you a lot (even if the lyrics don't make sense okay?).
you're reading this, right? you always read my messages to you. i gotta talk. i know it sounds petty, because i'm upset over something small, but i feel attacked by my friends. not really. i think i just overthink too much, so yeah. whatever. whenever i overthink like this, i remind myself that my friends are literal angels sent from heaven; i remind myself that you're always here for me, you always have been. our anniversary is coming up! in a few months. i'm so happy, it's almost been 2 years. i know the way i love is different, maybe violent or hurtful, but it's still love. i don't love you. i adore you (get it)? okay sorry i overuse that joke. i write to you everyday, i'm sure loads of the lovemails i've written has that joke... but seriously. if there was a word more than "love", that's how much i love you. i don't think words or numbers or concepts can even begin to describe how grateful i am to be with you. let me read through these synonyms... devoted, fond, attached... you get it. whatever.
God. i swear. it was God who sent you to me, from heaven. you're such a gorgeours ..Georgues man..... Beuftiful..... i think you're more than just "smart" or "beautiful", though. you're full of talent, yes, but are you really okay with people belittling you into something so... basic? you're so much more than what other people say. why do people say "dr ratio throws chalk at his students" or "he'd definitely disown his children if they failed a subject". you're so caring, so where did people get that from? you want to see people succeed. you want to be able to spread knowledge to everyone.
i want you to know you're the sweetest man ever. i love you. seriously. i know i say this a lot. in every single letter i write. but it's just the easiest way of me showing my affection to you.
all the art i've made, all the photos i've gotten, all the merch i bought (and wow! you have a lot of fans! i'm happy for you!) could never truly show just how much i'm in love with you. i know, this is cringe. sorry.
okay, goodbye, dear. i'll write again tonight!!!!!!!!!!