The Authentic Melody flows~!!
"I welcome you to A-Dissa's Rentry."
Authentic: Being true, genuine. Representation of one's true nature or beliefs. Melody: A music term. Tune, Theme. Or I define it as pace.
The meaning of Authentic Melody for me, as my username: Being True with My Own Pace
Current User Info
I was having a bad collapse moment by the end of December, so currently I need to be more aware about my own health, keep in track with the medical records. There are two medical scans that I need to do-- But the 2nd one will be in late April, so there is that :sits: ... But yeah (and I'm planning to be public again in near time). I think I'm not really active in social medias, but whenever there's the plenty time, I'll try my best to still be me!
Things which I consider as highlight from this
- I'm basically wanting to use my main to vibe (also like if you're good then we're good thing?), I may circling with my own random thoughts. Please do not expect so much from my account m(_ _)m I may can't really interact with you, I'm somehow not really interactive to others, but I'll try my best to!
- I used to predict about upcoming scouts in Enstars, but I don't think I can't do Enstars predictions as often as before. But, I still want to provide data for a little bit more.
- I am not having a favorite 'ship' (or it's like, it feels jarring to me to use the term), but you may want to be careful with the fact that I will try to affectionately relate many things between Nazuna and Shinobu (sometimes also with Makoto). At very few times also Natsume and Mika.
- I am also trying my best to curate my environment. There's some things that I would like to avoid, but even so, I still believe that I can't just ask surroundings to turn onto my favor. So yeah, if you're considering this page you're good, but I also can't blame you if you're not.
- I don't want to label myself either as 'pro' or 'anti'. I interact with people who I want to interact with, I don't want to judge just based on what they ship/like. It's more like: Not everyone is the same, so I avoid kind of things that I dislike by myself. You may don't know about those specifically, and since perhaps we're strangers in the internet, it's better to not know. Prioritize to have pleasant scroll and interact experience.
- I do not condone person harassment, nor to support 'excessive pushes' to behave / ensure the different principle as correct (I especially don't like it when the tone is desperate / literally 'zero defense'). Knowing that most of fandom problems are caused by the internet, take your time, some of things are not supposed to be taken seriously and too long.
- My account is FUB Free, but please soft / hard block to break mutuals. (Note: If softblocked, I took action for our own good / I believe that from both side haven't made proper interactions as before)
Each individual has their own preferred point of views. However, your own judgment is always more 'effective' than the ones that being affected by others. Practice (about realizing them) makes perfect (when the time comes).
Last Site Update: February 1st (Approx 17:35 JST, several part updates but especially about how I don't really talk about Enstars atm, and what I've been through on above. Testing metadata)
Carrd version of bio | My (messed up) Library of Resources
Table of Content:
=== General Information ===
Name: Adissa (i as in miracle) (You can also call me by Dissa or Sacchan!)
23 || June 10th || Indonesia 🇮🇩 She/Her, They/Them || An Islam
I consider myself as one who can't properly 'talk' and feeling like something different.
But I'll keep moving forward. These may doesn't really matter anyway, I want to keep looking about the 'truth'.
I have a lot of things to learn and treasure. This is my life journey!
My Themes: Yellow, Number 39! If choosing MBTI + Wing: INFP 4w5
"If I can't properly talk, then my strength is to write about my thoughts," I may become too 'open' at times. I want to keep working at this.
I understand English, Indonesia and 日本語(少しだけ)
CAUTION:
This Twitter account (@AuthenticMelody) is not a full translation, nor an active fandom account. Proceed on your own risk.
I am a multifandom person. Used to talk a lot about Enstars, but I don't really want to talk about it at the moment.
Maybe for now is Yumesute (World Dai Star) (... and Ave Mujica..?)
=== About ===
Hi there! I've been on Twitter and known on several JP 2D idol fandoms for a while. You'll probably know me as:
- ES Music!! Mini Information Hub account owner (currently hiatus)
- Which means I'm also a Broadcasting Committee (!) enthusiast. Makoto was my first attached character since I follow from Utapri seiyuu, but then I eventually went to really like Nazuna and Shinobu. Makoto still have a special place in my heart until now /o/
- I play Enstars Music JP since its release date! Many aspects of this game sparked my interest in general, and it feels like I'm learning a lot of valuable things ever since I'm creating the hub account.
- Part of World Dai Star translator (unproofed, I usually do side stories and few event stories for learning about the experience)
- Used to be that one Enstars scout predictor under #dssforecast hashtag
- Also that one who made Enstars guides (in the past?), including:
- Past Enstars Wiki Active Contributor (I'm slowly pacing myself :sweats:)
- I was one of people who made the first Enstars 5* Get Event Tips!
- The Enstars Office Guide (Where can you get xxx outfits)
- The HTML (make colors, bold italic) in-game hack for bio was also me unfortunately
- 仁兎仁兎*にんにん (Read as: NitoNito*NinNin. It's my Enstars Music display name)
- One of past Utapri: Shining Live player. Also was an active part in its twt fandom. I used to tier for Syo events (T200 in EN, T2000-5000 in JP)
- Sacchan, one of the past Love Live Mashup creator. Or Dissa Chikatta, one of the past VOCAMASH creator. Or Someone as a Stranger, used to upload random videos with high copyright risk (probably most noted ones are Mitsuki Izumi Lines from S1, i7 Chibi)
I like to find meaningful things by random! I also have passion to collect data for things that I like. I believe that most of things walked along together, to find the value by fast or slow always amused me. I may become that one person who's talking a lot about or to myself, that's my way to learn and somehow open on new paths.
My progressive desire is to being more 'knowledgeable' authentically (as true as I can). I may also become that person who "can't really know about other 'perspectives'", but if I somehow could connect or deliver something to you in the middle of my 'path-seeking', it'll mostly make me feel happy!
"Damn this person has something like main character monologue-ing they write so much for what" I know. It's however what I feel the best at most of the time (to express stuffs).. So I.. :thumbs up:
=== My Preferences ===
(Or probably one name this section as BYF + DNI)
How Do I Tweet
- I mostly will tweet in long texts and also unknown kind of grammar at times (it can be repetitive too probably). I've grown a habit to write 'like this' (either to emphasize / if I'm not feeling sure with the word), but I'll also become an error machine which includes bugs such as: CAPSLOCK, keysmahsoifddasdp, excessive emojis usage, other undetectable minor bugs.
- Also mostly, I'll (re)tweet about interesting datas/facts as soon as I found them (especially about Enstars recently): means part of spreadsheet, or tier list which reformatted for these data's container, or sometimes speculations. Currently can't guarantee to do everytime, but my scout predictions and misc datas will be tagged under #dssforecast hashtag.
- Reminder: I am an online fangirl. The meaning of this should be self explanatory... (oh)
- I also RT fanart and memes. Though at most of the time I'll do it by a lot at once.
- I feel that I can't really write in curse words / (semi-)romance related topics. So you'll probably not going to see these kind of things often from me. MaybetheclosestoneforcursewordisIwillsaythefwordwhenIfeelveryexcitedorinquestionablepain
How I'd Like to Treat My Twitter Account
- If I become very silent, this either because I'm busy with RL stuffs, in middle of grinding something in somewhere (?!?) or I want to avoid tweeting in negative atmosphere.
- I am turning off my Twitter pop-up notifications. If some of responses come later, this is possibly why.
- I want my Twitter account to be 'public' and free from fandom discourses. I'm trying my best to not bringing them up, but at times when it kept being brought onto the timeline and came as very unreasonable, you may see me talk about it.
- Please do Soft Block (Block -> Unblock) or Hard Block (straightly blocks) to break mutuals. Other than that, my account is FUB (Follow - Unfollow - Block) free.
- As for myself I feel uncomfortable to use the block button. I am mainly curating my account by three ways:
- I'm creating private lists so I'll know where to go when I need it (which I'm also progressing to not open them by often. The foremost purpose is for tidier home TL while list has 'passive function' to show relevant twts despite not following the person. Ever since I discovered this my life has become so much better (sounds exaggerated but really must try if you want less stress)
- In my past experience I eventually become overwhelmed, so I prefer to not have a lot of following numbers. I believe that you don't have to actually tap the follow button to follow on something. I follow people who I feel familiar enough with and that I can trust (both I feel comfortable seeing often and good for them).
- I'm using the mute features more. It's actually giving more
ninja vibesgood effects to me because I am the one who wants to avoid. It's not both me and the other ones at some cases. If you're the "Block me if ..." but also "Who are you we don't even know each other" person you better reflect about whatever that you've stated on the internet.
If you have me blocked (a weird thing to highlight huh), it's probably between:
- Niki Cookbook Zine (in middle of recruiting more members). How I see the #1 problem was about how the guest writer was removed because of sudden rule addition. Shipping is up to the person (I'm not sure about how it'll affect so idt I can talk more about it) but I still think it's unreasonable to suddenly kick a "guest" writer when in before without content preferences seems fine.
I have few moments where I talk about how one should not show that they pirate paid/copyrighted contents in public (and has no shame about it).Edit as of November 26th: I kinda think this wording was bad and it may be hypocritical, so I'll add some clarity. The thing is like, if you think there is no problem to pirate and posting those 'for attention' in public, not realizing about the possible consequences and assume others who remind them as a 'd*ckrider'. I myself also pirate few stuffs (mostly done in private environment), and considering the era I don't think this can be avoided. So I can't say the same about you must not pirate. It's more like: Do not being open about it in public. Because the consequences will not only affect you, but also many other people.- The above perhaps include when Lucid//stars was being talked about (something like "without them where should I listen the songs and see song translation", while I can't deny they have been media for a lot of people (and this may should've be more civil), what I really don't like is when they're being treated as the only one person. The act to me seem like people are defending the only song media in that time, while the actual problem was not really about that. The 'Machine TL' topic is valid. Do also note that was not their reason to quit.
- I once used プロセカリーク tag for one of my infographic (I was thinking that it could reach more people, that's what several people were doing too)
- Utapri either about Huge Name Train or something related with agmts and the introduced content in April 2023.
- Perhaps. I softblocked and you rather to block me because it feels awkward to see each other without 'follow' again (I took a while to know, but it's understandable! It's always good to make better experience with your TL)
- Or probably you just don't like my vibe in general (like if seen often or really just to adjust with your own preference), and again it's understandable o7
Other Cautions
- Further About Fandom 'Discourse' (I Do Not Condone): I simply just don't want to acknowledge and overlap the atmosphere at most of the time. I do not condone real person harassment both over other real person and 2D characters, I but I also can't resist of person who keeps bringing on the drama, who 'baits' the other side when it isn't necessary. This includes 'fandom superiority' where one is expected to know everything and excessive pushes to 'behave'.
- Despite of my age, I prefer to avoid NSFW contents. Massive bowing sometimes I may still not get it after being explained or prefer to not imagine further about it, if I don't understand and suddenly breaking the air I'm sorry..;; :"o
- About Ship, Yume / Selfship: Kinda continuing from above, I am not considering myself as a romantic person. The word ship feels jarring to me to use, however, at the most close I prefer to see my favs as close friends or supportive systems when being together. So most of my reaction will be I'm not that interested, but ones who are being passionate about them are cool (
maybe just like how I am being passionate about datas when it's hard to understand). I do have few ships that I'd like to avoid, but I have them muted - About Halloween: I am not a fan of Halloween when it comes to vampire and blood. I feel extremely uncomfortable to see characters to be portrayed as devil. Please do not expect and ask me to hype on such contents (especially in October). What I like from RE:BERSERK (I-Chu) too is not on their whole theme, it's about the unity (like how I can feel a warmth family relation from them). On kinda separate matter, I also would like to avoid song which utilize many spooky instruments (especially GTH in Enstars for personal reasons).
- About Consuming Fan Contents (including: Memes, Jokes): I want to consume contents from the original source as good as I can. Unless I know or even spread about it, please tag the sent content as spoiler / leak. Though if it's something like an oshi fact reveal, it's okay to tell me as what it is. Other Specific Points:
- In this account, I avoid to publicly spread audio, MV clips and video of story / voice clips if not provided from the official. I also avoid card edits even when it's in good quality. On the other side I'm comfortable with few fanmade PVs, fanarts, audio mixes (especially well-made mashups) and instrument covers.
- I consider livetweets as OK. I can avoid livetweets by scrolling them anyway /salute/ Despite have writing as a hobby, AU and FanFictions are not my field. But they're fine as long as it's not 'OOC'. HUGE NO TO MISINFORMATION ON PURPOSE.
- Please do not start a joke with serious as in bringing up a heartbreaking news / fake reveal tone.
- About Distancing from Utapri Fandom: Both as content and environment wise, Utapri / SL fandom is not longer healthy to me. I've been ranting about the fandom eventually (mostly in private), feeling that maybe I shouldn't keep 'updated' and so I'm not longer seems ranting from the other side, I prefer to not having many mutuals from the fandom. As what I have mentioned, not being mutuals is not equal as closing my interactions.
- Other from the Others:
- Please do not interact directly to me with too much clown emojis (except clownchi).
- Although mostly speak and interact in English side, I also cherish some parts of Indonesia fandom. I really just feel that I'm not being a 'fit', kek aku pengalaman punya agak banyak interaksi ke orang Indo, tapi kesannya kek awkward aja;; Tapi beneren. Nggak papa kalo mau JBJB ato nanya pake Indo ><" ... My apologies in advance..! dgfdgdh TBH though I don't think I'm 'near' with anyone, so yeah :thumbs_up:
- If not being mentioned here, this means I am not being familiar enough with the topic, I believe that am not supposed to state something with it. One must be sure before deciding something, after all.
- Thank you for your understanding m(_ _)m
=== Interest List ===
Founders / Current Huge Interests
- First Favorite: Syo Kurusu (Utapri)
- Enstars First Favorite: Nazuna Nito
- First Six Favorites (Syo and Nazuna are also being a part of this):
- Tenma Sumeragi (A3)
- Mitsuki Izumi (i7)
- Tsukasa Tenma (ProSeka)
- Eva Armstrong (I-Chu)
- My Current #1 Star: Shinobu Sengoku (Enstars)
- Favorite Girls:
- Hanamaru Kunikida (Love Live! Sunshine)
- Nagisa Tsukimiyama (D4DJ)
- Tae Hanazono (Bandori) (I relate so so much with her Precious Birthday art)
- Hina Hikawa (Bandori) - The Dark Horse when I actually played the game
- Nikako Toneri (YumeSute) - Thank you very much YumeSute
Further Interest List
This section may become very long, please bear with me. I've been looking on various kind of things in internet for years-- which is scary TBH, but here we are..
Bold = More interest than the other
Fandom Characters, Idols
Fandom Name | Favorites |
---|---|
Ensemble Stars | Natsume Sakasaki, Mika Kagehira, Makoto Yuuki, Sora Harukawa, Hiiro Amagi |
World Dai Star | Tsubomi Nekoashi, Lilja Kurtbay, Panda Yanagiba, Wang Xue, Daikoku Karasumori, Kamira Akiru |
D4DJ | Esora Shimizu, Shinobu Inuyose, Saki Izumo, Saori Hidaka |
Utapri | Nagi Mikado, Reiji Kotobuki, Masato Hijirikawa, Cecil Aijima |
Project Sekai | Kohane Azusawa, Shizuku Hinomori, Kanade Yoisaki, Ichika Hoshino, Toya Aoyagi |
Love Live! | Nozomi Tojo, Maki Nishikino, Rin Hoshizora, Emma Verde, Rina Tennoji, Mia Taylor, Mei Yoneme, Kanon Shibuya |
I-Chu | Mio Yamanobe, Runa Kagurazaka, Li Chaoyang, Babel, Ban Jumonji |
A3 | Azuma Yukishiro, Taichi Nanao, Citron, Kazunari Miyoshi |
Bang Dream! | Tomori Takamatsu, Maya Yamato, Eve Wakamiya, Kokoro Tsurumaki, Mashiro Kurata, Rokka Asahi (LOCK) |
iDOLiSH7 | Nagi Rokuya, Tamaki Yotsuba, Momo |
Cue | Maika Takatori, Rie Maruyama, Yuzuha Kujo, Miharu Yomine |
Danganronpa | Kokichi Ouma, Gundham Tanaka, K1-BO, Gonta Gokuhara, Chihiro Fujisaki, Ishimaru Kiyotaka, Shuichi Saihara |
Real Seiyuu | Hiro Shimono, Anju Nitta, Tsubasa Yonaga |
3D Idols | Glutamine (Utaite), MASAI (Fischers'), Ellie Goulding, Gita Gutawa, Ryan Higa |
Other Fandom Interests | KAITO (VOCALOID), Hatsune Miku (VOCALOID), Koharu Mitsurugi / HARU (Argonavis), Motochika Chosokabe (Sengoku Basara), Magoichi Saika (Sengoku Basara), Hinata Hyuga (Naruto), Emilia (Isekai Quartet version), Tanya von Degurechaff (Isekai Quartet version), Ainz Ooal Gown (Isekai Quartet version), Rio Futaba (Seishun Buta Yarou), Cake (BFDI), Tennis Ball (BFDI) |
More
- Enstars Favorite Combos: Nazuna and Shinobu (and Makoto), Natsume and Shinobu (THANK YOU WINK KILLER), Natsume and Mika, RYUSEITAI (and) Ra*bits, Valkyrie (past also included), a lot of else with Shinobu (notable: Nagisa, Mika and Hiiro, Sora)
- World Dai Star Favorite Combos: Nikako and Tsubomi, Eden, Panda Kamira and Hikari, Xue and Hikari, Nikako and Iruru
- Other Favorite Combos: Nagisa and Shinobu (D4DJ), Syo and Reiji (Utapri), RE:BERSERK (I-Chu), I♥B (I-Chu), Maki and Nozomi (and Rin) (μ's), 1st Years (both μ's and Aqours), Tenma and Azuma (A3), Tsukasa and KAITO (Project Sekai), Kanade and Niigo Len (Project Sekai)
- Other Random Things: MyGO and Ave Mujica Anime, Rhythm Heaven, Rhythm Doctor, Sorting Games, DDLC (because of the game mechanics), Needy Streamer Overload, Warioware (the recent ones especially), Parappa The Rapper, 'puns' (my brain can't help but to do these kind of connections at most of the time)
Please refer to carrd for further interest (for now only include unit, pair. I need to update the layout someday orz)
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You have made it this far.
What is one that could be perceived as correct, I wonder? Some of things can't just be defined with a color. But at some point, you need to decide soon, or else you will lose the 'relevance'.
Some time passes, have you decided one?
Did you follow on your true heart's voices? Did you get supported by something else behind? Or you decided to extend the time? Perhaps a clue will appear. Or it just not caught your attention enough, which is also fine.
One thing, yet with many kind of colors to perceive. And since it's from one thing, there's actually nothing 'wrong'. You just need to perceive on colors that you want to see. Ignore the 'wrong', and you will still be fine. Or if you stepped on the wrong one, know that it isn't like the end of the world. It may be hard, but eventually, just make your way to the other ones.
You are the only one who supposed to know.
And that, is how your kind of color is born.