I’m not coming back.
Hey, it’s Kadita.
I won’t be coming back to Ponytown. I was supposed to return on December 30 (my birthday), but I changed my mind.
I’m dealing with a serious health problem that doesn’t even let me get out of bed, and honestly… I don’t have the energy anymore and i will be sick for
the entire of my life.
What hurts the most is realizing that none of my friends—none of my close friends—ever cared about me the way I cared about them all these years ( idgaf anymore) It makes me feel devalued and painfully unimportant. I gave 100% of my heart and never received it back. I know I shouldn’t have had expectations, but it hurts. It hurts so much that I can’t tolerate any of you or that shitty pixel game anymore.
You can call me sensitive, overreactive, whatever you want. I stayed silent the whole time because I didn’t want to break hearts—and because I was afraid the friends i loved would leave me !
And don’t wish me “get well soon” or say “hope you get better.” Words were never what mattered. Acting and actually trying were.
remove me from your friendlist and everything , idfc.
So yeah. I’m done.