addressing everything
the lies:
- sent gore to people "when it wasn't necessary"
i have only sent gore to proshippers and racists
- i speaked over vince on a japanese term
(for context, i was hyperfixated on the japanese language for 2 years) (vince found out she is 10-25% japanese 1-2 months ago, has no knowledge of the japanese language, never has visited japan)
we were arguing about if it was wrong of goreshit to do these things (click for link to rentry on how goreshit is problematic)
she said that he wasnt pedophilic for using the word loli in those contexts, and because she has a small amount of japanese ethnicity she used this to try and block me out when i explained how it actually is pedophilic
- i said 12 year olds can't be psychotic
- i support 4lung
in 2020, i did listen to her on spotify. but now i only listen to her music on local files that i have downloaded from youtube copies of her albums.
- i'm faking being psychotic
vince has stated that i'm faking psychosis because i realised i'm an irl of andre kriegman right after she said she was an irl of cal gabriel, and that i realised i'm an irl of reimu hakurei after she said she was an irl of marisa kirisame
i'm still reimu and andre even though i broke up with her. if i was pretending to be them for her, why am i still an irl of them?
also, i had NEVER heard of zero day before she said that shes cal gabriel
so then i watched zero day
and then i realised i was andre
the andre argument just makes absolutely zero sense bc i had never even heard of zero day before she said she was cal gabriel???? so ofcourse its gonna happen suddenly
because what happened was:
me before zero day: never heard of zero day, so im not andre
me after zero day: watched zero day, now i'm andre
like thats just how it works for me?
thats what happened w cody from tdi and stan marsh too
i watched tdi, realised im cody
watched sp, realised im stan
so like ... what other way could it have happened?
and that is how it has happened for me since i was 12
i watched she ra, BOOM! im catra
watched the steven universe movie, BOOM! i'm spinel
played bang dream, BOOM! im moca and misaki (i'm not them anymore but i was an irl of them when i was 12)
i even went by moca in school dude
i have had delusions for a long time - i was an irl of catra , rin kagamine, misaki okusawa, moca aoba, and spinel when i was 12
and i'm almost 16 now
and 12 is when my depression and ocd started getting really bad and psychosis can develop with depression + ocd
so its been almost 4 years since i started having delusions
i do kinda understand the reimu one but the same thing happened there bc i was just getting back into touhou bc of dave and vince and i realised that im reimu
so if u look at the timelines it WASNT that i was not interacting with the media and i became them solely bc she was them
the truth is that i was consuming those medias a LOT at the same time that she said she was them.
- misusing tone tags
i dont remember ever doing this
the truth:
- i masturbated to eric harris once
i admit that is true. but i realise it was a mistake, and i do apologise. i am disgusted by it, and i can assure you now that when i look back on that, i regret it deeply
- compared kitten gifs to sexual activities
there was someone posting gifs of cats drinking milk n shit and i was saying like
"vince with my cum"
and people said that it was weird to say that
so i apologised
i realise now that those were retarded unfunny jokes and its wrong to compare sexual situations to a random kitten
but i have already apologised for that
conclusion
so basically the only cancel-worthy thing on here is that i fapped to eric harris (even tho i apologised)
so go ahead and dox me if u think thats so terrible
but if u dont
thx for being chill