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hello i haven't updated this in like 4 months and i kinda wanted to make a diary/blog thing except my life is pretty uneventful.. main extended


28/08 — hai my name is miyu or amia im deeply in love with sua alien stage /lh Um don't expect too much here because i barely go out other than having to go to school, my life is practically just the same routine every day. anyways i came to school late 3 times this semester and i have to stay for mandatory detention tomorrow for 3 hours 😑 i think its pretty stupid because like all of these times i didn't even come to school late involuntarily or whatever it was because the bus i take to school comes late sometimes. i hate this school so much im going to hang myseld because of it one of these days

milgram thought dump i'm not gonna lie i don't forgive fuuta at all he's actually been my least favourite character ever since i got into milgram.. i see both sides of the inno & guilty voters the ones i just genuinely cannot wrap my head around are the ones who vote fuuta forgiven but vote muu/amane guilty?? anyways at first i voted him guilty because i believe that what he did is genuinely inredeemable but now that i think about it a bit more it's more of a gray area BUT my opinion on him still leans towards unforgiven, however i'm not going to vote on his trial anymore because the two options are like two extreme opposite ends of the spectrum and my opinion on him is a little more complex than that. sure i get he's remorseful but i think that's the bare minimum because he's literally 20 years old and he knew what he was doing, he made a middle schooler feel like suicide was the only way out because of the harrassment. i'm at school so i'll continue writing my thoughts later if anyone cares, the restrictions on my school ipad is genuinely crazy i can watch literally nothing on here Omfg

01/09 — oops i forgot to update this. anyways on saturday i went to the alnst pop up shop in singapore, the merch selection was pretty limited so i only decided to buy one full set of keycaps because i didn't really want anything else... by the time i got there the keycaps were already SOLD 😭😭 mind you i went on the first day of the pop up and it was meant to last like 2 weeks. i asked one of the employees and he said that they weren't gonna restock anymore cause it was sold out. idk why i did but i stood and sat in front of the shop for like half an hour as if hoping they would magically have another full box in the back. but guess what. eventually the employees decided to sell me the full set of the samples they had on display. i bought the entire set but someone wanted ivan and luka so i sold it to them because i didn't want to be greedy T__T anyways after this i was so happy i went to kinokuniya to spend more money. i got hirano to kagiura volume 1 & a sua artboard mwah i spent like $90 that day.

anyways i've been so fixated on milgram lately it's lowkey torture because it's the only thing i can think and talk about, i think my friends are starting to get sick of me because of how much i talk about milgram or how i make so many of their messages into a milgram reference... Ok i love milgram guys

^^ also adding onto the last entry.. detention wasn't that bad (probably cause i was asleep like 90% of the time there)

02/09 — happy birthday to my glorious queen yuno aka my favourite milgram prisoner 🥹🥹 i originally got into milgram because one of my bffs said that he thinks i would like yuno and it turns out i do.. i love her so so much i relate to her more than most other characters my heart hurts when i look at her because she's just so. me. she's one of the most miyu-coded characters ever. i really hope amane will be in her birthday tl because i'm the biggest 0208 siblings truther, but i think kazui would be interesting too. i'm still at school rn but i'm really really excited to see her birthday art because i love haruka and amane's birthday art and i hope yuno will wear something similar.. on that topic i think yuno would look really good in jirai fashion. i've also been saving to buy a lot of yuno merch, i'm really excited...

anyways i got /004 and /mashiro yesterday, i kinda like how i decorated them,, ^__^ i didn't really have any ideas for /004 so i just reused one of my old layouts and tweaked it a little.

off topic but i really need to fix my sleep schedule i've been sleeping at 2-4am every day and i wake up at 6am this can't possibly be good for me or my brain. i slept for 4 hours yesterday and i ended up spending a good portion of my time in class sleeping because i was really really tired.. my end of years are coming soon i can't possibly be falling asleep during revision or worse, the exams!!!!

03/09 — hi...

ok i don't have the full body version of her body art but i saw it yesterday.. i love her frilly dress, it reminds me of mizuki's dress in mizu5 :3c i had really high hopes for her birthday outfit and this is PERFECT !!! she's so pretty i crode.. the colours fit so well on her and i LOVE LOVE LOVE the bows!!!!! the gloves are such a nice detail too. i love her birthday merch so much i'm going to order them as soon as i get the chance to!! i genuinely wasn't expecting kotoko to be in yuno's birthday tl like i was thinking about anyone but her. but kotoko seeing mahiru in yuno?? go my 020610.... also i was the first qrt on yuno's birthday art if you even care. idk about rt though i'll check that later. anyways i think i'm a really big fan of yuno i have to be like at least in the top 15 yuno fans. now that i'm talking about yuno/milgram, i have to bring up that i ordered the mizisua lovehate standee, the sua maid cafe standee (i actually ordered this in june but the seller cancelled on me oops i ordered another one from a different seller this time) and the yuno and amane milgram x gratte animate collab standees (these ones) on taobao last night, im so excited... i was originally planning to buy just one milgram standee but i love the both of them too much, i just had to buy the both of them!!!

anyways, the mizi sub song is coming out later today and i'm really really excited i missed her voice so much and the cover is so interesting i wonder what the lyrics will be about. also did you know mizi alien stage is also one of the most miyu coded characters of all time. i'm literally mizi and yuno and kim dokja if you even care there is no me without them because I AM them, ok?

does anyone actually read this send me something at suasdarling.straw.page if you do ignore how ugly it is i literally cannot work strawpage at all it terrifies me

15/09 — hi sorry for not updating this in almost 2 weeks UMM the last time i updated this it was the last week of the term and then after that it was a one week break today is the first day of school after that break. so during the break i visited my grandma's house in malaysia and also picked up some alnst merch (the labubus, a photocard set and the mizi plushie to match with my sua one since i got her beforehand) from the pop up store!! surprisingly the stuff i wanted was still there even 1 month after the pop up ended.. i kind of regret not buying a set of the bunny figurines despite me having sua already because my sua one looks so lonely and i feel somewhat guilty. mizisua you are so greedy you always have to make me buy the both of you in a pair. anyways the 3rd anniversary maid cafe is coming to singapore and im about to drop about $100 on the merch... if i combine all of that together with the expenditure of the current alien stage merch i have it would be around $860 in sgd... mind you i only started to collect alnst merch in like june even i was really surprised when calculating T__T ok enough about alnst so my end of year exams start next week and im STILL NOT LOCKED IN i genuinely don't have the motivation or energy to study at all im so cooked uuuggghhhh....,, at least my birthday is coming in like 52 days... i actually can't believe it's been this far into the year already it feels like new years was yesterday. i blinked and 9 months passed what the hell????

i lied another alnst rant. ok so last week luka's sub song was teased right???? sua's is coming soon. vivinos even said so herself. I'M SO FUCKINF EXCITED NO ONE GETS IT i am the biggest fan of every song with sua. no one likes heart, sweet dream or sua romh more than me SLASH SRS i'm the global #1 listener of heart with more than 90k minutes and global #3 listener of C!naH. no one can compete with me ever :3c OH AND ALSO pain teaser should be coming out on wednesday... i'm really excited but also scared but i yearn for more milgram content. i know i've mentioned milgram being the only thing i think about on here before but the fixation is genuinely so bad because milgram is always in the back of my mind whenever i'm doing something. when i search something and need to add the fandom name at the back like "_____ lyrics (fandom)" milgram always pops in my mind somehow so i subconsciously type in "milgram" instead of the fandom name before i realise.

16/09 — i haven't been feeling very good recently T__T i'm feeling very stressed atm uuuhghhgghghh not a lot of things seem to be going very well for me. at least my birthday is soon (51 days)

19/09 — the pain trailer came on wednesday and i haven't stopped thinking about it since.... i KNOW it's gonna be a banger but i think the writers are gonna pull something and make it so that she was actually singing about haruka in the "i love YOU" line in after pain umm.. anyways talking about haruka how he died made no sense at all why did nobody check up on him while he was starving kotoko literally said the cells are unlocked did the writers not think about this when making his death video. anyways after the pain mv releases shidou death video is next and im dreading it so bad

i'm pretty sure my acrylic standees are arriving tomorrow or on sunday im really excited

22/09 — my mizisua lovehate acrylic standee came on saturday.. on a side note i dropped another $50~$55 on alnst merch for the passion love pop up... i really need to limit my spending i'm really close to hitting $1000 spent on all of my alnst merch T__T anything for sua alien stage.., there's actually a lot more i want but i decided to keep my spending moderate because i heard they're going to open another branch for the pop up anyway. but i also really wish i was in china rn because wdym the alnst vas are going to be there... i'm literally C!naH's number one fan by the way.

25/09 — UGHHH ive been really sick for like the past week now

30/09 — Hey. so i havent updated this in 5 days for almodt the entirety of last week i was really sick i only properly went to school on monday then didn't go to school on tuesday and wednesday because i was sick..!! then on thursday i went back to school but i still wasn't feeling well enough at school so i went home early... and as for friday it was online class so i didnt have to go to school. end of year exams are lowkey beating my ass right now FUCK,,,,, on a side note i got my alnst maid cafe goods 😄 i'm really really happy i love collecting alnst merch especially sua because shes my all time favourite.. i love sua alien stage hehehehehe i'm very big into mizisua..... if you didn't know iam a riako of sua and a fictionkin of mizi :3c

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