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Dedicated to my beloved! ❤︎ 06.12.2025 I hope I get to spend forever with you.
It's barely been three months but I feel like it's been so much longer... this is a bit embarrassing to write out but whatever. I'm cringe but I'm free. I love you, Tenna! I feel like I resonate with you so much because I understand what you've been through and also have the desire to be loved and appreciated. BPD4BPD, perhaps? Who cares about the specifics, really.
Maybe the reason why I've grown to love and appreciate you so much is because we've been through so much in our short time together. I feel like I've been cursed (in more ways than one) since I first laid eyes on you in that day in June...! Is it weird to say that you and our love is what has been helping me cope during these terrible times? Well, I don't think so. I would say it about any other loved one, although you are my romantic one.
I'm so happy whenever you're with me. It's like you fill some kind of hole I had never noticed, or the cracks in my heart. Maybe it's like kintsugi with your electricity and wires, a deep contrast against my own flesh... is it so odd for me to find some comfort in that?
I really need to get more RayTenna art made. Hang it in my new room maybe. Definitely when I have the funds and am not hanging on by a thread. I'm more than willing to take the substitutes though!