WELCOME TO THE MINDFUCK
I MADE THIS PAGE JUST TO TALK ABOUT MYSELF IN DETAIL
My name is Paige but if you made it to here you probably already knew that... I used to go by Beatle or Amoxy and sometimes still use them if you remember me by them.
I'm 17 (3/25) and my enneagram is so4. I identify with that more than the stacking shit and MBTIs, but my MBTI is INFP.
I have BPD and ASD and both change the way I act in and view relationships. Please set boundaries with me. I am bad at making my own. I also exhibit narcissistic traits.
I'm a P-DID system and my identity is super rocky so I project characters onto myself. I never talk about my "parts" or "alters" since even I don't know what the fuck goes on inside my head I just put up with it.
I'm physically disabled and ill in general (POTS, hEDS, MCAS) and I'll talk about it from time to time. (aka I will complain about my symptoms)
Before you interact with me you should probably know that...
1. I am a very social creature. I will talk to you like I've known you for years. I might come on strongly, please tell me if I'm being too much.
2. Personally, I hate tone tags and would very much prefer if you don't use them for me unless I ask for clarification.
3. My humor consists of some vulgar stuff (kms/kys, 9/11, and nsfw jokes) so if you do not want to hear that stuff tell me and I'll keep it away from you.
4. I don't have a DNI because I believe they don't work, but just know that if you're a "proshipper", glorify real life mass shooters, or are a die-hard Mindless Self Indulgence fan I do not like you and will probably just block you for my own sake.
I block freely. No rhyme or reason.
I'm super autistic over Scream but only the trilogy. Anything past that is abysmal dogshit. I especially love Billy Loomis. I have a whole other rentry for him.
Do not talk about him to me or send images or gifs or anything because I will have heart palpitations and die. Better yet don't perceive him. He doesn't exist.
I don't like Stuilly... mention that and I'll maul you. Keep it to yourself please.
As of right now, I also really like Dead by Daylight. I have 390 hours which means I'm still just a little fucking baby that knows nothing in the game but I'm getting there. I main Nemesis and Sadako. I occasionally indulge in a little Legion, Wraith, and Myers shenanigans.
Music wise I'm big into My Chemical Romance. I'm going to see them live in August 2025. Other than them, I like Car Seat Headrest, The Smiths, and Radiohead a lot. This Radiohead song is one of my favorite songs of all time.
I like a lot of different characters. Not romantically like Billy but like... I am kind of crazy about them. Mostly 2B, Sakurai Haruka, and Legion, especially Julie. I like almost every Dead by Daylight killer.