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main info
Heyyy. I’m Ashley, Rena, or Alice — pick your fighter. I also go by a ridiculous amount of other aliases. I could be mysterious. I could be elusive. I could be a cryptid. 🦇
Okay no. I just lost my name & pronoun hoard somewhere in the abyss of my internet pages.
I’m 17. I’m overdramatic. I complain a LOT. I have the social skills of a damp paper towel and the shortest temper ever recorded in human history even when I’m actively trying to be nice. It’s tragic. It’s my life.
Important note: I’m bipolar. Sometimes my brain decides it hates someone temporarily. It passes. It’s not personal. I promise it’s just faulty wiring.
Also, I’m at school from 8:35am–4:10pm CST, so if I reply slow, that’s why. I’m a busy bee. A stressed bee. A bee nonetheless. 🦭
I disappear a lot. Like genuinely vanish. A week. A month. Who knows. I take frequent hiatuses because I’m way too impressionable for the internet. That’s why my boyfriend — who is chronically offline and barely understands half the nonsense I say — basically supervises my internet existence. We’re moving in together in late May. Crazy. Adorable. Slightly terrifying.
interaction stuff
I avoid discourse and political debates. Not because they’re unimportant — they’re just not good for me mentally. I’d rather not. I am a CSA/COCSA and incest survivor, so please be gentle with those topics around me. Especially don’t weaponize trauma in arguments. That’s weird. Don’t do that.
My general beliefs:
- Fiction can affect reality — whether that impact is positive or negative depends on the person.
- You can consume problematic media as long as you’re capable of critically analyzing and acknowledging what’s wrong with it.
I usually get along with most people. I also intentionally avoid publicly discussing some of my more questionable interests when boundaries are involved. If you confront me about them, I might get uncomfortable — so just don’t pry ♪ I promise I have my reasons.
♥ interests 💭
Smiling Friends, Eddsworld, Ruby Gloom, Adventure Time, Oreimo, Welcome Home, Clinical Trial, DMMD, Slow Damage, TADC, Deltarune & Undertale, Bad Things, Dandy’s World, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Goodnight Punpun, The Summer Hikaru Died, Alien Stage, Better Half, Hazbin Hotel, Dead Plate
Psychology, violins, pianos, fashion, Pressure, classical paintings, sculpture, figure collecting, thrifting, sewing, knitting, poetry, CSS, ceramics
If my status says “Migraine,” “Overwhelmed,” “Sick,” “Splitting,” or anything similar:
Do. Not. Interact. Unless I interact first. No loopholes.
DISCORD BOUNDARIES
I’m fine with matching pfps when I have the energy, but I will prioritize my boyfriend. 👸🏻 His happiness = my happiness.
Petnames are okay if they’re not romantic. Playful arguing? Sure. The little yellow emoji “touch” things? Fine. Slurs are okay as long as they’re not directed at me.
Do not pull me into drama group chats. I will leave. I value peace. I crave peace. I protect my peace.
If you warn me beforehand and genuinely need support, though, I’ll try to help 🩷🐈⬛
If you copy my profile or rentry layouts, I genuinely don’t care. Just don’t use my name. That’s it. That’s the boundary.
Anyway. Despite everything above, I’m open to being oomfs or friends. I just forget to text first and I’m terrible at responding sometimes. Double text. Triple text. I won’t bite. Probably.