to my moon, my stars, my everything, and to the person who makes my heart feel so full.

hi !!! hi my love !!!! hiii !!! <33333

happiest 8th month to us !!!! i am so sos os so ss os soos so proud of us for managing to overcome such misunderstandings; adm i am honestly very very happy that despite all of that, our views for each other never really changed. it may have been a rocky past months, but we still chose to address it in a manner that we both try to understand, and i am so thankful for having a partner that is so understanding, and kind, and as gentle as you.

this monthsary letter is a bit different, because honestly, all i wanna tell you is how *proud* i am of you for making it this far. despite the hardships you've went through the past years of you life, you still choose to be kind and pursue the present or whats in front of you; i am so fucking proud of you, for managing to live through this, the word strong cannot even describe you- you are fucking brave, brave to have fought through all lf this. although, with those past wounds, they made you brittle and honestly lost all respect for yourself, but you know what ? i will help you *heal* through those wounds, no matter how long it takes- or no matter how many years we take, i will take that pain away from you, because this time, it's time for you to finally have peace within yourself, and learn how tow love yourself as much as *i love you.*

i am also so proud of you that you share what you feel, unlike before when youre usually so closeted, i can see so much improvement from you; you may not see it, but for me and the others ? hell, i am so fucking proud of you. sure it may be small, little steps of improvement- but it is still something to be proud of, and if you are ever looking back at that path again ? know that so many people will be pulling you out, and into something you deserve, like what i have said, i am never letting you look back anymore, this time, i am pulling you with me to the present, and the future that has so many things in-store for you, this time, i am *with* you, and so will the others. you are *never going to be alone anymore.*

and with all of my heart, thank you. thank you, for taking care of me, of kyew, of ruben, of ymir, of parker- and everyone in the server. thank you, for being strong for me, when most of the time, you do hurt. thank you, for encouraging me to be the best of myself, and that no matter what, you will always love me, choose me, and pick me. thank you, from the bottom of my heart, from the deepest ends of my soul, thank you, steve. i appreciate all of your efforts, and all of your efforts are now always seen, so dont worry okay ? because this time, i a, going to vow to always take care of you; no one is ever going to hurt you anymore, no one will ever push you back to square one because if they do, i will pull you back up and start again with you. thank you for being the most understanding, loving, caring, outstanding, and just the best husband and future father i could ever ask for. thank you, for being proud of the stupidest shit that i ever do, thank you for accepting me, loving me and the kids, for absolutely being my safe space-

and thank you, for being you.

i love you so muc, with my heart, my soul, my everything. i love you, to the deepest ends of the ocean, and to the infinite paths of space and gravity, that sounds nerdy.. but, i love you, more than i will ever love anyone else because in all honesty- i will not love anyone else.

and heres to us, here is to many more months, and our incomimg years, of being together. happy 8th, my love. <33

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Pub: 14 Apr 2023 03:31 UTC

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