Fool | Kai's lament
Born between a cursed family,
My mother cursed with obsession, hate and LOVE
My father cursed by the never-ending misery of timeless loops
Both to leave me due to their own agony
Both to kill one another until satisfaction.
Growing up wasn't an easy feat
Agonizing and miserable me running around timelines and universes
In search for a way to stop this madness
Took me days, weeks, months and years hopping around worlds that aren't mine
Creating a web system from alternate versions of me to keep us all in contact
To find a cure for the ones who I called "family".
Searching became an obsession,
Researching to the limit until I find the cause behind it all
Along with a cure which I shall have under my possession.
My half siblings from my mother, scarred and traumatized after being their victims
The father of the three broken beyond point of salvation
My half brother from my father,
Milo...
I wish I wasn't so crude.
Distancing and isolating,
I put my mother under my strings
Pulling her like a puppet after we caught her and made her surrender
Using her as my assistant,
Using her as my lab rat
Inject her with souls, chemicals, poisons, magic,
Her agonizing screams ring through the void
"This is to save you all".
A Milo, a evil and corrupted Milo,
Threatening and powerful,
I need to ward him off before it is too late
I promised to never kill,
I promised to never hurt a soul,
I promised I would protect everyone
I promised to bring back our happy ending...
Putting on that mask,
The obsession of finding a cure to these damn curses drove me mildly insane
Laughing as I find the irony from my actions and words,
Why, how hypocritical of me
Who cares now?
I will do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING to find that damn cure
Even if it means I have to kill.
Jumping from Universe to Universe,
From timeline to timeline,
Committing mass genocide and destroying entire AUs,
They called me the biggest calamity in centuries,
They named me Azrael, the Angel of Death.
This mask of mine has hidden the truth
These hands of mine tainted and dirtied with blood and sin
Those innocent lives that have been slaughtered due to my obsession
The weight of guilt and resent looms over me
I can feel my sins crawl all over my back.
Holding daggers to my chest,
Death holds his scythe to my throat
Black thorned vines grow around my soul
My soul getting suffocated by those vines
It hurts...
I have to keep going
Help...
I have to continue the research
It hurts
I have to find the cure
Make it stop
I have to save them
I'm dying
I HAVE TO SAVE MY FAMILY
PLEASE HELP ME IT'S SUFFOCATING ME!
These vines grow slowly
Ignoring them until I am done curing my family
"I will save them all"
I need to save them
I have to save them
I WILL SAVE THEM
"WHY CAN'T YOU ALL UNDERSTAND THIS IS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD?"
I have to play like a damn VILLAIN to save you all
"Sometimes, the hero isn't a hero,
And the villain isn't a villain."
These vines suffocate my soul
For now, that does not matter
I need to save them all
I need to find the cure
I need to bring our HAPPY ENDING back
I need them to all understand
This is for the better good
And not all done in vain.
Written by: eLIE | Fool | 2/27/2024 | This poem is based off a roleplay consisting of character lore, action and lots of drama. Creds below.
CREDITS
BASELINE FANDOM FOR RP: Undertale (Toby Fox)
RP CREATORS / ROLEPLAYERS eLIE BlueBerry (Blue) Moon Guardian (Moon) IHeavenful (Heaven) <3
CHARACTERS USED: Eve {Cursed G-1} (eLIE) Eli {Cursed G-2} (eLIE) Asher {Cursed G-3} (eLIE) Jinx {Cursed G-4} (eLIE) Kai (eLIE) Kirari (eLIE) Strawberry, Indigo, Uva {Berry Kids} (eLIE) BlueBerry (Blue) Daemon and Kumo {BlueBerry's headmates} (Blue) Heaven (IHeavenful) Milo (IHeavenful) AU / AT Versions of Heaven and Milo (IHeavenful) Moon Guardian (Moon) Mierzin (Moon)
Thank You all for Roleplaying these past +4 years to create an AMAZING story! <3
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