Him
There is someone I love
Someone who stains my cheeks a red hue
Who cracks my face into a smile
Makes my eyes go wide, glistening with longing and desire,
His bright azure blue eyes contrasting against my deep and broody crimson brown
Behind this technological screen
I can only ever stare at a still image of him
His blue eyes still, his stoic yet soft expression, his brown locks brushing down behind,
My eyes lower, lips pursing slightly as I force a melancholic smile
My heart sinking as tears form in the corner of my eyes
A sniffle from my nose, a soft chuckle from me
A tear drops, and I whisper softly: "I love you,"
Time will take its course, just like how the clouds pass by and the seasons change
Winter has always been cold and depressing
Summer was hot and bright, where him and I were at our brightest
Fall would arrive and things would grow melancholic;
And spring?
It was bittersweet
Bright, beautiful, fresh and blooming
The feeling of renewal
The season of new beginnings
The start of another year
Where the depressing snow would melt
And the days would become warm and sunny
Bees buzzing, birds chirping, and flowers blooming
The sky a bright azure blue just like his eyes
Contrasting against my pink hued warm skin
Colors pop when I’m with him
Am I a fool to believe in such love?
Believing that he’d love me yet once more?
That this time we’d be able to hold each other, share a kiss
And live happily ever after?
Am I a fool to believe in such strong faith?
That if I keep myself only for him, he will love me?
That if I prove my unwavering loyalty to him
I will forever be his without giving others a chance?
Am I a fool to have such a strong pink hue in my glasses?
Blinded by love, believing he is the one?
A love so strong it can be considered an obsession
Is… is this even worth it anymore..?
Him, I love him, I do
It is not good to love him this much
It is unhealthy
I have to let go
I can’t keep such high hopes and dreams
I can’t keep thinking of him like some addictive sugar, even if he is
I can’t keep hoping that he will someday love me, even in that special way
I can’t keep on crying over someone who can’t…
But I love him
Is that alright?
To keep loving him?
Even if it hurts?
It’s him
It’s just him
Only him
And not anyone else…
Written by: eLIE | Him | 5/2/2025 | Back to main page –> https://rentry.co/eLIE000