ɪᴛ'ꜱ ꜱᴛʀᴀɴɢᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴀ ɢᴜɴ, ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ʜᴏᴡ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴛʏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ.
This is going to be so cringe but I'm so in love with you. I've never felt something like this so intensely in my entire life. I've met so many people in my life I've made so many friends and lost and none of them ever had such an effect on me like you did. Itz been 3 months of us dating and these 3 months have changed me in so many good ways all because of you. I couldn't have made it through life as far as I did if you weren't here with me through it all holding me, comforting me, talking to me, being on call with me for hours and almost a full day ehehe and of course staying with me. You stayed with me longer than most people have and I'm so grateful for you I'm so grateful to have such an amazing handsome man be my boyfriend and only mine. My pretty boy. All mine. I love you so much Kevz. You got me into so much cool music, shows, movies and other things that make me soo happy that I probably wouldn't have found without you. Anyone that knows you should even be lucky that they can even exist near you they are lucky to breath the same air as you and walk on the same floor as you. I don't just want to hold you and kiss you and show you all this affection I would gladly do it where everybody can see how much we need each other. Nobody else could ever experience love like ours. There's nobody out there just like you I'm lucky to have the one and only. I don't just want to breathe in the same air as you or walk on the same floor you do, I don't just want to pick up and keep the trash you drop I want you to breath in my scent while we're cuddling, please be all over me just like I will be with you I want you to walk all over me step on my like I'm just a rug in your living room I want to be the trash you leave behind. I would do anything for my zomboy. I would do anything as far as putting a blade to my thigh and watch the blood drip into a vile and wrapping that vile necklace around your pretty neck. If you were to leave me and spat on the floor I would lick it up just so I can taste your presence one last time because I am nothing without you, I am just existing in this world with nothing to do and nothing to remember or keep me going. There won't ever be a day that I wouldn't want to spend with you for these past 3 months we've talked every single day and I never want to stop. I won't ever go anywhere without thinking about you you're the thing that matters most in my life you'll always be my top priority no matter where I'm at or what I'm doing you'll come first always. The day or night we get married will be the day I know we'll for sure be together for life and after and I can't wait. Even in the afterlife we'll be stuck together once we die, I want to get buried right next to my precious lover <3 Anything to hold my future husband's cold dead hands in mine. I refuse to give up and die unless I can be right by your side. Our eternal rest will even be spent as one. Nothing in this world could ever separate us. Nothing will ever keep us apart from each other and I will make sure of it. I will go to any extent if it means I can be with you for the rest of our lives even if I have to tie our arms together. Nothing with ever hurt you while I'm here I'll chase away any darkness that tries to get close. I'm not gonna let it through I won't let them hurt you. I am willing to do anything in my power to keep you safe from those creatures. I've probably said these a million times but I've been writing since 3:49am and it's like 5:14 rn dies


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Pub: 17 Dec 2023 09:18 UTC

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