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02/19/2026Kain
Complete wipeout. Decided to restart this.

Tallulah passed, and I held her the entire time as they were putting her to sleep. In the end, nothing could be done for her—her injury had gotten too bad that even the surgery wasn't going to save her at that point. I really miss her. I miss waking up to the jingling of her toys at 7 in the morning. I miss getting all cranky and annoyed at my Mom for turning on the light when she entered my room to check on Tallulah in the morning. I miss when I'd sit up in my bed and Tallulah would immediately crawl over to me and lie in my lap. I miss letting her scratch and bite my hand. I miss lying on my side just for her to crawl onto me and rest on the side of my torso. I miss witnessing her zoom back and forth between her window bed and the pillows beneath it. I miss the way she'd claw at the pamper underneath her food and water bowl after she'd finish eating, as if that was her way of saying "I'm done, I don't want any more."

I miss my daughter. I wish she could've stayed with me longer. But I'm glad I was there to hold her. She was so scared—Not because she knew she was dying, I don't think she was aware. She was scared because of the enviroment. She's not used to new places or people. I hope she can handle it where she is now, I know she's going to meet a lot of new people. I just hope she doesn't forget me. I hope she understands. We didn't want her to suffer. We can't do that to her.

I really do miss you, Tally. I wish you'd come back to me. You were so happy and so energetic all of the time. So clingy and loving. You didn't even care about your wound—all you cared about was me. I love you. I'm so sorry.

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Hello. Lucia here! I love Kain! ♥︎ <~ Kain sent a kiss!


haii :3 its yumi ! i miss you so much i hope you're doing well, take good care of yourself and eat lots of wendys for me. miss u lots xo <~ oh trust and believe they're going to run out of baconator fries the way im wiping them off the Shelves ... also WE LOVE AND MISS U TOO! — Lottie


hello! it's ya favorite devil, ronin. i hope ya are Doing Alright :).. i Miss you and i hope ya are taking good care of yourself! 'm not so good with this comforting and platonic stuff, so for short: ya better take Care of yourself and Come back happy. i Miss you ! <~ Thank you for this warm message, Ronin! We miss you and your Rangel rants. Sometimes, when we're on Discord for Rentry stuff, we like to briefly peek into you and Yumi's (plus occasionally a few others) channels in SLHL...Congratulations on commisioning the official Ronin & Angel VA's! ^^ — Daniela


Hiiii sweetheart, it's Pierce :3 Just leaving this here so you forever know how much I love you! You're so beautiful to me, and that will never change. You are near and dear to my heart, and I absolutely adore you. <~ I LOVE YOU BABY MWAH MWAH MWAAAAHHHH I MISS YOU BUM


Hi its me. Ur dumb boyfriend who gave u these pictures I hope u like them. I like u. A whoooooooole lot. Dare I say... I love you. MWAH <~ I love you more Pierce! I miss you.

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Pub: 05 Oct 2022 20:41 UTC

Edit: 21 Feb 2026 00:51 UTC

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