My former friends,

Sorry for the lack of explanation. I've been trying to word this in a way that makes it impossible to misinterpret, but every time I try it either sounds like I'm blaming you guys or just throwing a pity party for myself. Let me just state it clearly; none of you are at fault for me leaving and I hold no harsh feelings towards any of you.

I am breaking off because I haven't been a great friend, not to mention how I'm not a good fit for the group. I'm not creative, I'm far too rude, I do not have any talents besides good timing, and I'm far too boring and unambitious. All I've done during our time together was latch onto or copy anything you did. Not a single idea came from me. Hell, I barely added anything when I did join in. I was just another body in the room, and that just over complicates things.

I've always said that I could leave anyone behind if they turned out to be terrible, but I had never considered that I should have thought of it the other way around. It's much harder than I would've thought.

This kinda jumps from thought to thought with no real in-between, but I've never been good at writing transitions. I hope it doesn't make this too unreadable.

Of course, some of you I'll still be in contact with. Ruby still deserves a shoulder to lean on when life gets tough, one available at all times. I also physically cannot stop talking to Firefa, so if you ever get curious about me ask her ig.

Keep having fun. I want you to never stop enjoying life.
If you went through the effort of reading this, apply that effort somewhere else. I don't want to get better. I don't deserve it.

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Pub: 23 Apr 2023 16:09 UTC
Edit: 03 Feb 2025 04:51 UTC
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