

Messages to those in my life.
I am not doxxing anyone, emojis only. Like the Rentrycorder I am (not), I am larping. I'm a pretty princess and my loved ones are royals too okay?
🦈: Cadet, I suppose? There isn't a proper word for a princess's younger sibling, so I guess that cadet will have to do. I'll start off by saying how much I love you. It's a lot. I'm not sure why the two of us always had such a close relationship—perhaps because our parents were always so big on kindness and never fighting—but I'm grateful for it nonetheless. No matter what, I will always come and help you in the blink of an eye, because that's what I've always done. I help you, and you help me. You're my baby sibling, after all. Do you remember when you used to have tantrums at dinner time, and the only way to calm you down was for me to fall over and hurt myself? Sort of regret that. It always did hurt. But it got the job done, and the sound of your wet, giggly laughter was much more powerful than any bruises that would result the next day. And whenever you had a bruise, I used to convince you that I had healing powers and could magic your boo-boo away. I actually don't have any, but it always seemed to help you, so I kept it up. I love when you help me too. Sometimes I feel guilty, feel that you deserve a much better big sister than me with all of my problems, but you have me nonetheless, and whenever I'm sad you always rush in with your giraffe and make a whole big scene. Usually, I hate people lingering in my bedroom, but whenever you do it, it feels safe. You're a presence that I could never imagine my life without, and you make me so happy everyday. I want to protect you and care for you, make your life as good as it possibly could be, and mentor you to avoid all the mistakes that I made. I can't help but see myself in you, but you are your own person. Your own, amazing person. You're so strong and resilient, bubbly and passionate, even if you do get a bit irrationally passionate at times. I've never been embarassed of you, not even once. Even if I personally am closeted, I have no issue talking in depth about your gender, I've never even felt an smidge of shame, so please don't be scared about that. I can't wait for you to enter high school and start to grow up, I want to help you as much as I can to make you into an incredible teenager, and I'll always do everything in my power to make you happy. Because your mere existence makes me happier than anything. You're irreplaceable, I'll always love you so much. But maybe chill out on the hugs, I think you'll live without one every night haha.