just to find my love?
i accidentally ragebait a lot sorry it is NOT intentional i just struggle with being serious at times due to never being taken seriously as a very young child...
- my dni block list may be specific but its just because i want to curate my internet experience to talking to people that aren't close to certain people or act a certain way ! very sorry i just dont want to interact with people who are friends with a literal assaulter.
i like to talk to more people rather than others and im VERY VERY sorry about that ! i talk to more of my online friends rather than irl friends cause most my irl friends live in a different city andd im banned from one persons house which lowk sucks
- iLOVE html coding or any kind of coding in general ! its such a fun thing to do and sure some of my old codes suck but now it is SOOSOOOOOO fun to code now especially since i understand how to do a lot more
i am a system .. plural.. or whatever you wanna say - im the host and that kinda sucks but whatever.. please dont baby me because im gonna blow my head off if you do.
- due to trauma and this being relentlessly enabled . . . i have ANGER ISSUES!!!!!!! wow shocker who thought the person who was beat as a kid would lash out and get heavily frustrated frequently
i probably have autism aswell as adhd (therapist speculated) . . it is NOT funny guys also im just gonna make jokes about me being mentally disabled AND physically disabled because im #COPING!!!!!! also still dont baby me ill kill myself and cry
- i have SO many forms of anxiety its not even funny like straight up my therapist said "yeah you kinda like tested positive for every form of anxiety except this one single one" im gonna CRYYY bro
athats it i think? i dont know bro oh nevermind i just got a call saying to mention my dissociation and heavy memory issues . i heavily dissociate and/or zone out at times tothe point i cant remember a single thing- for days, weeks, or even months, hell even YEARS.