Painted Azure Blue
This poem is for you Heaven. Thank you for everything, I am sorry for the bad things I have done and for not being able to help you, and most of all, I love you. I will always love you, I promise. You are my first, you will forever be my first true love. I will be waiting for you, if you are willing to take another chance. As for me, I cannot love another who isn't you. It would take me a long time for that to ever happen, and really, you already have my heart. I hope you read this poem, take your time with it, okay? Thank you.
The days I would spend with you,
My eyes set on you
Large, bright, twinkling with a longing desire
A melancholic desire full of love
The days I would spend with you
Sunny, bright, and airy
The sky, crystal clear,
Painted Azure Blue just like your eyes
Sometimes I wish I had more time with you,
If only you could see yourself from my point of view,
Then you would know when I think about you not thinking of me,
Love-filled melancholy, if only you knew just how much I love you...
I want to spend my days with you
Holding hands, sharing laughs, leaning against one another,
Talking about the little things, the life we live in
Spending our days together until the very end
If you could see yourself from my point of view
You would see just how much I love you
How I care, worry, long, and want you
Not because of the idea of you, I love everything about you; every single little thing
When I think about you, sometimes I wonder if you think of me
In which you have always done, you always think about me,
That makes my heart flutter, makes me feel loved and cared for
And so, I think of you thinking about me
When the skies are gray, I wonder just how blue the sky is behind the dark, gloomy, grey clouds
I wonder if behind your clouds you are just as bright as I always see you
I wonder when the clouds will pass
So I could see you painted azure blue
Darling, I have been loving you for a while now
For as much as I wish to keep you with me, I know I cannot
I wish I could help you, I wish you could lean on my shoulder like I did with you
I love you, I always will, that won't change so easily
Looking into the mirror I see it blurred;
A girl so lost and painted grey,
The world is so dark, cold, and truly empty
But the world goes bright when I see you
This grey girl had no color
And then you came along, painted azure blue,
From dark grey to azure blue, you put color in me
You've taught me, shown me, and filled me with something called love
Sorry that I've overthought your words and love,
Thinking of who we could be in the future
Thank you for all the love and time you've given me,
Cause I truly love you,
And I know you do too
I do not want to let go,
I do not want to stop loving you,
I do not want to end it like this,
Because I love you, and I know you do too
But just for you, I will wait
I will wait for you, I promise
Whether it is ten, twenty, fifty years,
I want you to be the one for me
I love you, mi angel,
You know that, right darling?
I will wait until you feel ready again,
But don't leave me waiting for too long, okay..?
I have sworn my loyalty to you,
Dedicated my love to you,
Given you my will to live for you,
Changed myself for you, so I could be someone worthy...
If this isn't love, then what is?
This love that is painted azure blue,
Just like the blue sky: clear, calm, and nostalgically melancholic
Painted azure blue, just like you and me
Until then, I will stand by you, with you, for you
So, let me keep loving you even if it is one-sided
Okay?
I love you, my angel.
Written by: Eli | Painted Azure Blue | 4/14/2025 | Back to main page --> https://rentry.co/eLIE000
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I cannot stop crying.