i will make this pretty later (6/13/25)


6/11/25
hi guys im rhett and im addicted to instagram reels

what should i do with this
turn into a resource site?? idk if im chronically online enough for that.


6/13/25

ok. I WILL.
happy 100 views
i wanna do all my rentrys im just kazy as fuck
I JUST FOUND OUT KANYE WEST WAS APART OF THE DIDDY CASE? NO FUCKING WAY. any artist recs thennnn... tell me at @composer on neospring or on dc if yk me

🤤🤤
my friend said he didnt like the "character pov" on my edit style :((((( OH WELL!
anyone else bored rn oh and i mighttalk about my ocs on here :)
my boyfriedn just. went to sleep km lonely without my choppe d bf


6/14/25
been listening to placing the blame on repeat DAYUM its great


6/15/25
I KEEP FORGETTING TO RANT HERE. Anywas. How's everyone? I have to blow balloons for father's day rn LOL
fuck i need a break
also getting into playboi cartis music but i cant get attached knowing he drops every 25 years.

happy fathers day everyone!

smc and hollyberry in the same day?? lady luck is in my favor today!

i got these two yesterday :)


6/16/25
I LOVE MY FRIENDS I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND I LOVE EVERYONE I LOVE LOVING 🤤🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️
my nonchalance might be. like. fading. like im being worn down and i hate it I CANT ACT UNINTERESTED OR LIEK I HSTE HIM I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND SO MUCH

anyways /google redo when im not lazy

nvm im going bavk to nonchakance i hste my chopped ahh bf


6/18/25
/GOOGLE HAS BEEN REDONE!!!!!!!!! also i didnt rant on htere for a day sorry it wad a stressful day yesterdya


6/28/25
oh hi it's been a while. lowk lately just sleeping till noon and being an avid coffee consumer. played fortnite today as well! i'm cool rifjt. ok. i need to rant here sometime ok>? no promises. rhett out.


6/29/25
I LIED IM SORRY this is more like a once every few days life log than a schizopost rentry icl.
also i made a strawpage


7/7/25
Why is my friends ex gf and my other friends bf viewing my profile on tiktok hello?? Why does vinns ex gf even know my main what
Friends of my friends viewing my profile is so scary what if they're mkaing fun of me
I woke up 20 minutes ago now im anxious af🤕🤕
Anyways, I'll get on insta reels and make edits soon I've just been so lazy
Rhett out


7/9/25
Ok its time for me to be a little serious
Im kind of worried about cade. We havent talked since yesterday and im scared we have fallen off or not even friends anymore even if that's just a "what if",,,,,,,,
I still feel really guilty and anxious but im still not sure why
Sasaki tells me its just because im young and that me panicking like it shows that i am
Im glad i have friends who care, he told me not to self harm ans even if i wasnt planning on it i feel really happy someone told me that
Ok but back to cade I'm still really worried and I wonder if he's taking care of himself, even if we aren't talking if he's not doing ok I will blame myself ok im dying on this hill


7/10/25
Ok scratch everything i said yesterday idgaf about him just kys gng🥀 half joke
ill add more in a bit im on the toilet

Ok im back its like almost 10am and im bored af
Im just gonna hop on forsaken and hope no one joins me


7/11/25
I played gnb for like 2 hours yesterday im gna hop on with Matt today too


7/12/25
I MADE OCS WITH MY TWIN TODAY I AM SO JOYOUS!!!


7/14/25
I traded google for gnb ts is PEAK


7/15/25
Sirry for all these short entries lately!! But yesterday me and. Matt started dating romantically i am so happy i love him

There's something really special about him
Something i cant put into words
This love runs deeper than anything romantic or platonic
Deeper than the sea, even

excuse my corny
Hes asleep i miss him

I could say as many beautiful words as I want and write as much meaningful poems as I can but nothing can ever truly capture how much I love matt

also my stomach has been hurting for 3 days straight kill me


7/18/25
Ok idk where to start
This is kind of my first relationship that doesnt get extremely toxic and or unhealthy within the first few days
And it's kind of scaring me because im not used to someone loving me so? Purely?
Excuse my corny its like 11:15pm

anyways I'm starting on the worst polycule ever and so far I have
Feixiao x Barry x Till x Itrapped x Mafuyu Asahina x Tsar Alexander x Nao Egokoro x Nagito Komaeda x Griefer

In all seriousness I hope it's like this forever
Because life has been great
Even if my home life is lowkey getting a bit worse🤦‍♀️
But even with that I have great bffs and an amazing boyfriend so what else do I need
Ok rhett out


7/19/25
Hi i drew sua today im so joyous
Its only ok but i like it so that doesnt matter

It feels like lately all i do is dwell on the past, isolate myself, and just laze around its so draining mentally
Honestly i hate being really emotional as well I don't like getting upset at little things---or at all---but especially little stuff
I get mad really easily and it honestly pmo
Same with feeling lonely
If nobodt talks to me for a few hours i start to feel as if i genuinely dont have any friends even if its a bit dramatic
Anyways life is ok just ok im doing fine but it's not all sunshine and rainbows but also not all cloudy skies and doom


7/24/25
It feels like my days are either extremely slow or extremely fast also I need to channel out m inner sleeper


8/9/25
Tjis is a very hard time for me right now........... im very confused, upset, and overwhelmed. Matt broke up with me yesterday afternoon and I have lots of unanswered questions. I would love to ask like, "Why would you ask me to date if you can't do relationships?" Or "Why treat me so well just to do that?" But it's whatever now. I have to move on, even if it is going to be very hard for me. I don't want this to affect our friendship, either........ I still want to enjoy playing roblox together in the future if we do without having to think about all this. I very still much want to talk and make memories together. I've been feeling like I want to cry all day lowkey um. Excuse how corny I am right now but I also don't particularly think anyone's keeping tabs on this rant rentry. There's a first time for everything and unfortunately this was my first relationship that isn't extremely mentally unhealthy, also my first time being broken up with because usually I am the one doing it. But whatever. I want to focus on my friends from now on, I want to feel like I'm not alone and someone is beside me forever right now. Because I am deathly afraid of dying alone uh. Something in me is still clinging onto what me and Matt had though which is making moving on extremely slow and excruciatingly painful. I don't want to be in love with another person highkey. I have never wrote about how much I miss a person this more before this is all so new to me. I don't always want to be a past-dweller, but where to start? When one bad thing happens to me, I always start pondering on if I did or didn't do something whether or not this would've happened. But it's ok. I do know that I must forget about this all and that won't take a few days. Hell, it might not even take weeks or months. However my mission is to do it, no matter what it takes. I'm gonna start focusing on the one person I've truly considered someone who's very important and dear to me um Cade. I'm very worried about making him think he's a distraction or rebound to me, though......... this has happened once and it ended horribly so there's no part for a 2.0 remake. Maybe I'll tell Matt I need some time to myself but I also don't wanna drag it🤔 Anyways ILMBFF and Rhett out.

This is getting very bad I fear because wdym I am feeling guilty for even thinking of my friends🥀 Free me ts is a prison


8/11/25
Holy shit hows it been 2 days already
My birthdays in 10 days and I don't know what I want as a gift or what to do on my birthday
I wanns just go to the mall but my mom proposed a beach trip which sounds fun but I do wanna do that and I don't
I think I'm doing well on me and Matt's breakup. Idk. I still feel anxious and nervous and sad sometimes but that's normal. I will just have to accept we are broken up now! And even if I miss him dearly that's just how life is! Besides, I have school, and being emotional in school will seriously take a toll on me

im learning about American history in class and it's lowkey not as boring as I thought it was. I love all history! I am very happy when I learn about it!
Lowkey just me or do I still have imaginary friends🥀🥀 no more elaboration because it's very embarrassing.

I took this off my Directory cos now to me jts my personal uh small vent rant thing. Or whatever. I love to speak my feelings and truth just not when it involves looking vulnerable in front of people I love. (Unless they have too)


Yah we are so cool. I'm glad this doesn't affect our friendship cos lowkey I have all my exes blocked everywhere and on all my alts (- Cade)
I wanna edit now oh my gosh

I love nyo prussia btw. My wife

I am getting a bit lightheaded thinking about Matt ts is not ok
I SENT THIS VERY EMBARRASSING VM TO MATT ABOUT HOW I STILL LOVE HIM SND SHIT AND SEO WAS LIKE "aRe u confessing?" I am VERY embarrassing to be friends with what da fuck🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀


8/12/25
Both of my twins 5ever (cade, seo) have seen me very vulnerable so that means I must kidnap them both and lock them away
I literally have the urge to write cafe instead of cade bro🥹✌️
In all honesty I've always hated looking vulnerable or ventingbor being honest about my feelings to my friends but I have with them so it's ok. Yah. I'm gonna edit and play gnb today. Rhett out 4NOW!


8/15/25
Yahoo! My birthdays in a week now!
I'm very happy..I want alnst merch and some new earbuds because I lost my right one

Today too much crazy shit happened at school today yo why does every adult I met in my life fucking hate mw I didn't do anything!!! I'm just a little rhett!!

On the side note, I literally have been feeling guilty over the littlest stuff ever🤔 me and Matt aren't even together and i get extremely guilty when someone flirts with me or says a ship I've said was mattrhett is us🤔 (does that make sense?)

I mean today cade said we were calandre and yes I agree calvin is me🤤 but me and Matt have also said calandre was us in the past so,,,,,,whats wrong with me? Can't we all be calandre and frolick in the fields? Why does it feel like it has to be one or the other yo😳😳✌️

I was talking to Sasaki or whatever he probably thinks I'm crazy and delusional cos i lowkey said me and Matt were still dating in my head
"We are still married matt is mine" and "ive accepted we're broken up" in the same sentence🥀 atp im just coping bro

anyways, I made friends with Kenneth's friend, Lee today!! Yahoo!! New friend! But im also worried cos I don't wanna make it seem like to Kenneth that I'm trying to steal his bff. No sir-ee.

I have a sandwich, some lemonade, and chips.. it's 2:30am and I've got nothing to lose. YouTube and possibly roblox NOW!🤫🤫

Anyways ilmbffs, rhett out

Update: The sandwich was not that good, I think it had like avocado in it or something cos it was horrible af. I'm gonna eat the chips watch YouTube and drink the rest of my lemonade and possibly sleep. Rhett out


8/17/25
Whenever i show my friends a bit of possessiveness I feel like that one "it must be so cool being a yandere yah definitely! they don't even know the half of it.." meme

Anyways, I have history and science to do but im lowkey lazy
I wanna call someone
I need a bff that talks to me all day but I also hate making new friends

I think the fact that mw and Matt are truly over might be sinking in and I lowkey don't like it
Sasaki thinks I'm toxic and honestly I might be
Theres not a single thing healthy with being obsessed with someone

He thinks hes free im already planning when to get back together


8/19/25
So my birthday's in 3 days yahoo
A lot happened yesterday I'm ngl

Me and Sasaki had an argument in a gc over the most obvious joke ever, I swear he's so corny and sensitive for what
Matt said he might be jealous of me or just mad at me but WHY? Seo already centers his life around him
If Sasaki's mad because of a self insert edit that I made and posted on tiktok dot com or us matching pfps, that's a him thing, not something he can project on me thing
Seo is my older brother from another mother. Genuinely, if you get mad over your partner's SIBLING dttm dude
Not to mention he called me toxic so I worried about it all day and asked everyone I knew if I was actually toxic🥀

So anyways, after that I was talking to Matt about it
I had to screenshot everything (I left out only 3 things) but one of them had Sasaki saying like "Sucessfully never got Matt back" or whatever
So Matt typed up a paragraph on why he broke up with me. Ouhhh ahhh ohhh save me its so doomed....😭😭......

I'm not gonna list them here even if no ones watching but they are pretty good reasons. Maybe in the future we can try again....

But it also makes me feel selfish for wanting to try again. If he doesn't want to date anyone because of his past, why should I desperately want to be together again? Can't I just let it go? But at the same time, it is really hard for me to do so

Ngl beating myself up and actually being sad over a guy I met online and is over 2k miles away is really pathetic......like, really......🥀🥀 maybe this crush thing will go away in a month or two and I'll look back at this rentry to think about how weird and pathetic I was

Later in the day, it's almost 5pm
How do i tell my friend who's 17 that lowkey saying he's 14 on the internet is a bit weird? He said it was to stop people from sending weird stuff, but can't he just filter or block?


8/20/25
It's mizis birthday! Happy birthday to my favorite character ever!
Mine is in a few hours!!

Putting here to save ok?


8/21/25
Its my birthday!! Yahoo!!
A lot of people told me happy birthday, and about how great i was
Im really grateful for everyone!! Because honestly I don't think i could ever live without my friends
I got a laptop and a printer! Yahoo!

Also i might retire /reels...ngl... I might start using my privtwt again because it's much more selective with who sees stuff and i can be as corny as I want on there but that's just a maybe.

Currently rewatching Wednesday s1 to refresh myself for s2

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Pub: 04 May 2023 04:35 UTC

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