


Hey welcome to my extended "e2r" that is actually whatever I want it to be. I will say & add whatever I want. My page my rules! 🔞 Get off my fucking pastes losers 🔞 Direct any questions/concerns here. Hate is encouraged. This could be long. I would still love it if you really read & digested it all. Thank you and have a good day or whateverrr. Unless I hate you. Disclaimer: this ended up long. Oops! Sorry! Read into my brain why don't you?
I'm CPU or CPK. If that's somehow weird to you just call me June or Seoyul (서율) instead. I use They/Ai only and in that order. Anything else is misgendering unless referring to a part. :) I'm 19 ('07)... Read. Transsexual MtF, bottom surgery --> 10.15.25! Coll. gender + sexual orientation is Lesbian. Yes, you read that right. It's all integral to me as whole. It does not have to make sense to you, I don't care. I prefer neutral terms above all else. Married!!!!! 10♡10 :)
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Bifauxnen + Utsu/Darudere. CPU! Computer! AI! Virus! Persocom! Want more? I still cannot say I'm an Angel b/c rentrycorders colonized and threw that term to the ground and now I look like a grown ass poser. Just know I'm weird about it. Hehe
- By default: 1 2 3 are all generally me, on top of ^ that. In addition, there's 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 yes these are general ids in a way :) "Erm how" Baby I don't know it just Is.
- Generally how I view myself & my inner-workings (↑) My memory issues are not Real. And this is why. This is too long but look here and try to relate it to what I've already spoken about. I'm too lazy to type the rest of this all out and don't have the words. So here's the rest. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 interpret freely Or don't. I know it's a lot but read some of them even just for fun okay?
- It should be obvious, but if not... I equate myself, my brain, my personality, my parts, & every little thing about me to a computer/anything surrounding it & how it works. I don't have the words to explain some things sometimes so it's now up to you to relate how a computer & every part of it works to me! If you care, that is. If you don't that's fine. No shame in the game.
* I relate everything about a computer, the types, the parts, the OS', everything that makes them up, everything that makes them the 'computers' they are today, & every little way they run, to me and my 'system' (Ew!) I don't particularly Care about how you feel about that (If you even do! But I know some of you freaks do.... so). This is arguably the best & easiest way to explain myself without the proper words. It's like a little bingo or something.
I forgot to add these basic ass ids (Haha) so here they are → 1 2 3 4 5 6 * Nobody is stalking or copying you grown ass Grow up and stop being immature Omfg I'm so sorry this shit is so long LMFAOA
Anyway for other, "more important" information. I'm a mixed Asian, yay! PR & 1 2 / 3 4 (So if you're smart: you know "4" is a mix of "3" & this). Ask for anything else I'm not making everything 100% public, capiche? My parts may/all switch between the terms Wasian/Asian or Afro-Asian because of the experiences I've had in my life... Please don't assume/be weird? Also don't ask how people have treated me is NOT your business!
- I'm a dude with C-DID but sometimes I call it DID for fun:). ASPD + Schizotypal (← PLEASE read). Borderline only sometimes. Autistic L2 + Very disabled adult. This all affects me 100% of the time in every interaction. Sometimes in some parts more than others. If you plan to talk to me please at least do baseline research b/c this is exactly why I Don't talk to people.
- Don't call me a system/collective. I only do so if "necessary" grammatically... Or, If I think it's necessary! Don't refer to me in a "plural" way if you mean the "whole" it is So infuriating. Many parts have their separate identities for their own reasons * while also are able to admit that they are parts of a whole please don't be stupid. Don't refer to me/my parts as "alters" or "headmates" Idgaf about your play-pretend shit my disorder is Clinical & it doesn't define ME
- I have like 0 empathy at all save for 1 person and a few specific things. But saying this so You people know I don't particularly feel or care + am not capable of with like any of you. Not saying this in the "hahaha so edgy ASPD NPD slideshow yaoi boy on Tiktok ranting about how they have no friends or lovers when they claim they manipulate them all" way. Just how I handle my own disorder in a very unfortunate way. Little to no sympathy for the same reason.
- ENG/ESP primarily. I speak "strangely" & often abstract off what people are saying into a slightly similar but still different conversation b/c my brain makes a connection while nobody else does. Anyway! "Dyslexic" in the way it's most likely my Schizotypal & disorganization within speech/thoughts/etc... This looks like: me spelling things wrong multiple times, obviously. Translating things incorrectly between languages. Substituting words for others that sound the same, unintentionally. Shit like that.
- Confused? ASK. Said something that hit wrong? ASK. NO communication = NO fixing anything. Do not come at me with aggression and I'll do the same. I cannot take hints even if you think you're being obvious. I literally cannot pick that shit up. My brain works in crazy ass ways and will not work like yours. YES, I make crazy connections yet cannot pick up your hints. If you cannot communicate like an adult don't talk to me. I know my tone comes off weird a lot to some okay...? I'm aware I cannot do shit about it and if you cared you'd ask. Unfortunate a lot of you are adults yet still have not grown out of this "I'm not communicating and this person needs to kill themselves over this small issue" mindset. Just fucking ask stupid ass!!
- I don't use tonetags. I know that thankfully normal adults don't use those anymore but just putting that shit out there
- I consume "taboo" things in fiction. For pure enjoyment. I don't care how you feel about it. If you're an anti in any way you will hate me & I hate you. 😏 Anti-censorship of all kinds not just fiction. Puritanical in any way, anti-fic, proharassment = kill yourself.
- No, I don't "consume things critically." I do what I want actually. Grow up. You have no right to tell me what I can and cannot consume because YOU are unable of consuming things the way a normal person would. See a shrink.
Amnesia (barriers) are high. My memory is very, very short, slow, & spotty. This is extremely evident. Ofc remind me of things if need be. I usually need to be reminded twice. Many parts are often childlike and/or generally younger for a few reasons Stop being retarded to me And my boyfriend over this 😭 Skill + Emotional + Mental regression Be patient with me or Die in a fire. Or I harm myself. So it's like a gamble
- I am a disabled adult as I've mentioned above + here.... Don't assume that my disabilities and/or disorders make me stupid or uninteligent as I'm perfectly capable of speaking for myself. Especially if it's unconcious!! Deconstruct that shit!!!! I'm extremely opinionated over just about everything & everyone. Pls can we break down this barrier and stereotype lmfao just b/c I'm Retarded doesn't mean I'm as retarded as You, the non-disabled one. Crazy. Get intellectmogged. Shit I'd be mad too.
Anyw stop tryna find shit to feel superior over me for I don't particularly care + you're 15 max with a savior complex & looking for an adrenaline rush. Thankfully you'll grow out of it. I did too! Being assholes to randoms you stalk parasocially is mad crazy though
Moved "Dni" to here self explanatory :) I don't actually care but if I've blocked you you're either on that list or you pissed me off in another way. I will block people after one instance of them pissing me off, even if it wasn't direct. I don't care. Send hate to me here Please & thank you :) If you've noticed I've blocked you Do Not Ask Me. 1) I won't reply. 2) I don't remember who you are or what you did. 3) If you don't apply to #2 then I never want to speak to you directly Ever and don't even want my name in your head. You're free to guess which.
- To contact me either use the link above ↑ Or shout my name 3 times at 3am in your bathroom in pitch darkness while spinning around. Maybe I'll consider it if you embarrass yourself enough. Hehe.
