maybe trading my zzz urls contact me
2 months until i've had this url for a year
im not interested in rentry anymore
ok its not that im not interested in rentry its that im not interested in zzz anymore. i was really hoping my hyperfixation would last longer, and i thought it would. but the valentines day art being sunna, a child, is the first thing that threw me off. and then they just kept promoting the aod over and over and over... and the new designs and every female character being overly sexualized... only 1 male character in a whole patch im just really sick of it all. hugo vlad was the reason i played zzz and now hes not being featured in anything anymore so. as someone with diagnosed audhd it is VERY rare for me to lose interest in something so fast. and now that i have and i'm into the x-men, a franchise that has been running since 1963, meaning that i will never run out of content to consume, i am probably never returning to zzz. i still cherish all of my urls but it really sucks to suddenly stop liking something like that.
u might be thinking "why are you so fucking picky with your urls if you dont care about zzz anymore" bc im scared of change, man. i havent fully accepted that i dont like it anymore. i KNOW that i dont like it, but i cant accept it :( zzz played a huge role when my best, best, best friend moved away and everyone stopped talking to me. its not playing zzz, its the thought of something that makes me happy in a tough time. a story, a character, maybe even the entirety of a media itself. zzz doesnt make me happy anymore like it used to. maybe the cycle repeats. everyones stopped talking to me again, and i've just began to like the xmen.