The Dissapointment

I am a failure;
I failed to ever do something good in life.
I failed to keep everyone happy,
So what was the use of becoming a people pleaser?

I failed to get good grades,
I did nothing to redeem myself and prove that I am in fact a good student.
I failed to keep my family happy,
Mom and dad are severely disappointed, weeping to their grief of their terrible child.

I failed to stay happy,
I never take my medicine, I complain too much about life, I keep myself at the border of staying alive
and committing suicide.
I failed everything.

I trouble my family,
I burden my friends,
I depend too much on my partner,
I hurt myself psychologically.

I am a bad child, friend, partner and person.
I am a failure.
I am useless to society.
I am The Disappointment,
And there is nothing no "fixing mistakes" nor going back now.

Written by: eLIE | The Disappointment | 11/16/23 | Back to main page --> https://rentry.co/eLIE000

I want to die so badly.

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Pub: 16 Nov 2023 19:24 UTC

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